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Angus Eye Tea: Anxiety, Depression, And Other Cheerful Topics

Release Date: 03/17/2021

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Have you been putting off your to-do list? Use this episode to get something done! Even if you don’t finish the entire task, you’ll at least have made a dent. In the meantime, I’ll share some of my FAVORITE things (cue Julie Andrews twirl). Enjoy!

Moo,

Elaine

Want to support Angus Eye Tea? Check out my Patreon at www.patreon.com/anguseyetea with tiers starting as low as $1!

TIMESTAMPS

00:00 Select a task or chore to complete while you listen!

03:06 My favorite relaxing video with ambient music: 3 Hours of Amazing Nature Scenery & Relaxing Music for Stress Relief.

05:39 My fav pharmacy is CVS and Walgreens can go away.

12:39 Library apps for audiobooks and ebooks, Libby and Hoopla.

15:15 A book series I regrettably enjoy.

18:00 PRETTY BOXES ARE AMAZING.

21:07 The Taco Bell spicy potato taco.

23:11 Liquid IV is my favorite hangover item lol.

24:49 Music: fever dream by mxmtoon; right where you left me by Taylor Swift

27:19 My last favorite thing is my dog, even if she refuses to learn how to roll over.

28:21 How did your chores go? Did you make a dent? Yay!

28:50 A fabulous outro.

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I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a resources page on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at https://anguseyetea.com/resources/