Angus Eye Tea: Anxiety, Depression, And Other Cheerful Topics

The no bull podcast about all things anxiety, depression & other cheerful topics. New episodes every Wednesday.

Depression Loopholes: Life Hacks for Depressive Episodes 04/14/2021

Depression Loopholes: Life Hacks for Depressive Episodes Want additional content including a secret blog and videos? Check out my Patreon at ! Hey, Heifer! I’m depressed! I know, such a shocker. Me? Depressed? I never talk about mental health. Ha. Ha ha. Ha ha ha. Anyway, over the years I’ve come to learn that I’m not very nice to myself when I’m depressed. If I accomplish anything less than 100 percent, I consider myself a failure. Can’t vacuum the entire house? May as well not bother. Can’t clean the kitchen? No point in trying. But that is where my life hacks come in! Procrastination really helped me discover these depression loopholes that I’ve found work for me. I’m not a medical professional so please don’t take this as official advice! We all work differently and what may work for me may not for you and vice versa! Mostly, I wanted to share my experience so you can see that yes, you can slowly walk through the murk of depression. Have a lovely day, Heifer! Moo, Elaine TIMESTAMPS 00:00 I talk about a Depression Goose a lot in this episode and I’d like to go ahead and apologize. I have never compared my depression to a goose. I don’t know what came over me. 02:40 What my depression symptoms look like and how I can hack them. 06:41 My depression hacks focus on the domino effect theory: If I can make myself do a portion of a task, then that helps me get more and more done. Give yourself some grace. 10:47 Write down things you’ve accomplished to fight the “not enough” thought pattern. 11:49 Cleaning hacks. 14:14 Grocery runs and eating meals other than chips. 17:47 I haven’t been sleeping. End up on a strange tangent. 20:39 Caffeine makes my depression worse, but when I feel tired from my depression I want it. When I have it, it affects my sleep. A vicious cycle is born! 21:37 Okay, I finally get to some sleep hacks. 24:15 Movement! Not necessarily exercise, but ways to still find movement in your day. 27:09 Find a routine that works for your depression! 28:49 Rapid-fire life hacks: Look at your credit cards; take the path of least resistance; don’t overcomplicate it; water, food, clothes, shower, etc. 31:30 Thanks for listening! Lovies to my Patrons: KT & Oti, Vanessa, Rachel, Laura, and Taylor! <3 *** If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/18719540

Do You Lack Adventure in Your Life? 04/07/2021

Do You Lack Adventure in Your Life? Hey, Heifer! Do you ever have one of those weekends where you can’t tell if you’re embarking on some healthy self-reflection or if you’re falling into a pit of depression? I had a weekend like that recently. It feels like everything is up in the air right now and it’s both exhilarating and burdensome. I came across a YouTube channel called and they do all these exciting adventures. I couldn’t help looking at my own life and thinking, “Wow. I’m boring.” In this episode, I think out loud about what “adventure” truly means, what I have or am lacking in that department, and the beautifully tragedy of nostalgia. Yeah, it’s one of those episodes lol. Grab your pinot grigio and enjoy! Moo, Elaine Want additional content including a secret blog and videos? Check out my Patreon at ! Tiers start as low as $1. TIMESTAMPS 00:00 This is my third time trying to record this damn episode because my brain is so scattered so this is it, this is the audio we’re sticking with hell or high water. 00:58 The art of sluggish behavior. 2:43 I had a weird, introspective weekend that inspired this episode. The kind where you’re either really enlightened or depressed lol. 5:03 The sudden stab of nostalgia consumed me due to an obsessive binge of the YouTube channel Yes Theory. 5:51 I’m crushed with the burden of knowing I can change my life however I want (within means). 7:43 This has brought up many questions: Where do I want to live? Do I want to sell everything and live in a van for a year? 8:09 The difference between an adventure for yourself and an adventure to be seen by others/proving your worth/for likes. 11:18 Realizing I set standards for myself to live a “fascinating life” and to prove to myself that bipolar doesn’t hold me back. This way of thinking has...consequences :). I’m losing my travel muscle and it scares me. 13:57 I think nostalgia is a bitch <3. I’m nostalgic for my lovely time in Venice. 17:12 But maybe if I can’t relive the memory, I can recreate the mood. 19:03 Ever since I quit my job, I keep finding people that are doing what I want to do, but I never knew that was an option. 19:45 What does adventure mean to you? 25:37 Thanks for listening! Lovies to my Patrons: KT & Oti, Vanessa, Rachel, Laura, and Taylor! <3 *** If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/18628418

April Goals: A Need for Common Cents 03/31/2021

How I Made a Second Podcast, Sloshbucklers! 03/24/2021

Task Eraser: Complete a Chore While I Share My Favorite Things 03/17/2021

What It's Like to be Manic | Bipolar Disorder 03/10/2021

What It's Like to be Manic | Bipolar Disorder Bipolar has its ups and downs, and today we’re going to talk about the up: manic. I used to cherish my manic episodes. I wasn’t sure what happened, but it was a miracle that my severe depression had broken and I finally was able to get things done AND do them really well. I had energy! I could clean the whole house. I could get ahead on my projects and hell, start some new ones while I was at it. I was social, witty, funny. My brain was back in action. I drank coffee and it made everything feel even better, so I drank more and more. At some point, the fun ran out and all that was left was anxiety. The same level of go-go-go energy was there, the same sleepless nights, the same brain jumping to a new thought every few seconds. In this episode, I go through my symptoms of manic and all the confusion that comes with it. Below, I’ve linked previous episodes that either indirectly talked about my bipolar or were recorded when I was or was about to be manic. What fun! Have a lovely week, Heifers. Moo, Elaine Want to support Angus Eye Tea? Check out my Patreon at with tiers starting as low as $1! TIMESTAMPS 00:00 The hype begins. 1:17 Explaining the basics of manic/hypomanic episodes. I’ll be using “manic” as the main term for the remainder of the episode. 3:22 Examples of times I panicked on the podcast, as well as episodes that were directly about me being bipolar but I talked around it because I hadn’t unleashed that revelation yet! Episodes that were secretly bipolar related: The surge of guests in April/Spring of last year : I stay up late folding laundry, talking about how 2019 is “not my year,” feeling very anxious One I didn’t mention in the pod, 9:21 What are my manic symptoms? First up: talking fast. 12:51 Racing thoughts are fun, aren’t they? SLEEP IS FOR THE WEAK. 15:27 Caffeine abuse and cleaning up my act so I didn’t have to go through another medication change. 19:32 Brain is only on one setting: GO, GO, GO. Which means that once the happy drains away, anxiety picks up and moves at the same speed. Everything becomes explosive. 22:35 Those are my main symptoms, and as a reminder, this would go on for a few days, not just for an hour. I used to wake up and wait for a beat to see what kind of day I would have: happy and joyous? Extremely anxious? Super depressed? 23:33 Why it’s easy to love my manic episodes and how it’s hard to try to quell it. 26:23 Overall feelings of my manic. A question I have to ask myself a lot these days, am I happy and excited? Or am I manic? I don’t always know the answer. 30:13 SHOUT OUT TO MY PATRONS: KT and Oti from For Your Reference pod, Laura, Taylor from Who Knows? pod, Rachel, and Vanessa from Fabled pod! *** If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/18254315

March Goals: Manic Management and Facing Fears 03/03/2021

You’re a Fraud and Other Lies From Imposter Syndrome 02/24/2021

You’re a Fraud and Other Lies From Imposter Syndrome Hello, Heifer! For the past few weeks, I’ve really beaten myself up. I felt paralyzed trying to work on anything and it just recently dawned on me that I’m suffering from crippling imposter syndrome. Every move I made I doubted. I thought of all the ways it could go wrong and how stupid I would look. I’m also having a weird identity crisis since I quit my job. My job used to define me - back when I used to meet new people, usually the second question they’d ask would be, “and what do you do?” And now I don’t have that easy answer of “project manager.” So that added more shame on my Shame Shit Pile. But, it looks like I’m coming out on the other side of this funk, so I wanted to share my experience with you while it was fresh! Enjoy the episode! Moo, Elaine TIMESTAMPS 00:00 A weird, Western intro about how imposter syndrome has been on my mind. 01:50 Thank you so much for the wonderful responses to my bipolar episode <3. 03:43 Life Sabbatical Update 08:06 My imposter syndrome is thriving because of these three things: I quit my job which has unleashed a minor identity crisis, I’m working on a lot of creative projects and feel vulnerable, and lastly, all of this has increased my anxiety and made me feel paralyzed. 09:17 #1 Imposter syndrome over my job. Superhuman imposter syndrome - working really hard because you feel like you have to prove something to others. It me. 15:49 #2 Creative projects causing imposter syndrome. Creating content is very vulnerable. Anyone can have an opinion on a piece, and now that I’ve decided I’d like to make creating content my job, I feel a ton of pressure to succeed. 22:12 #3 Both the identity crisis and fear of failure have accumulated into an ongoing ball of anxiety. Sometimes, it paralyzes me from making any forward movement. 25:18 Final thoughts. 29:04 Western outro lol. *** If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/18068819

I Have Bipolar Disorder 02/17/2021

I Have Bipolar Disorder Hey there, Heifer, and welcome to Angus Eye Tea - the podcast all about anxiety, depression, and now, BIPOLAR DISORDER! WEEEEEEE! Yes, you’ve been punk’d for over a year now, SUCKER. All jokes aside, a little over a year ago, I saw a psychiatrist for the first time and when she put the sorting hat on me, it yelled out “bipolar.” There’s been a lot of changes in my life, as you can imagine, and just when everything was leveling out for me, the pandemic hit. This is kind of a scary episode for me to post because I don’t know how people will react. I don’t know if this will affect any opportunities for me in the future, like if future friends/coworkers learn I’m bipolar and decide to stay away from me. I wouldn’t want to hang out with those people anyway but you get the picture. I don’t want to become a terrifying demon because I’m bipolar - I’d like to earn that right fair and square! I’m excited to talk to you more about my experiences with bipolar disorder. Thank you for all of your support. It means the world to me. <3 Moo, Elaine TIMESTAMPS 00:00 SURPRISE! I HAVE BIPOLAR DISORDER. 01:00 Why I didn’t tell you earlier. 05:30 How I learned I was bipolar and came to grips with it 10:50 Giving an *unprofessional* breakdown on the differences between my ol’ anxiety/depression and my bipolar disorder. Here are some resources that speak better on the ins-and-outs of this mental health fun: 21:10 That good ol’ medication change I was talking about and how it’s changed my life. 22:30 I feel like I’m finally getting to be me. 25:02 So, what does this mean for you and me? 28:40 I say “thank you” about 50 times and it’s a bit much. 30:13 Outro! *** If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder (and now bipolar!). Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/17974016

Let's Drink Tea and Slow Jam to Valentine's Day 02/10/2021

Let's Drink Tea and Slow Jam to Valentine's Day Sup, my beautiful bovines? DJ Luminous Buckshot Love is here to break down some sweet, sweet listener submissions in this episode. The timestamps below will guide you through this podra sutra. From catfishing to forbidden love, you’ll be so enrapt that you’ll forget you need to finish binging Bridgerton.* *I’ve made this sound very raunchy but in reality, this is an incredibly goofy episode. Moo-ch love, DJ Luminous Buckshot Love TIMESTAMPS 00:00 Welcome to Slow Jams night. I’m your host, DJ Luminous Buckshot Love, the winner of the DJ name poll. 01:30 Listener EARRLLL Grey wants to talk about CATFISHING. 07:03 ClaudeHasClaws asks, “What is your ideal Valentine’s Day gift?” 08:40 UnbotheredQueen has never had a Valentine and she, along with us, don’t give a f*ck about societal standards. 09:55 Overall, the Heifers have *feelings* about Valentine’s Day. 11:30 Poll Dancing time! 19:32 InJailSendBail asks how to find love during this quarantine time...and I guess in prison, as well? 21:24 NoNudesNoNoodles shares a horror story from her Galentine’s party. 25:20 Creative Writing Professor crush theory. 26:30 DJ Luminous Buckshot Love’s Love Resume. 28:15 DJ Luminous Buckshot Love signs-off. 28:40 I sign-off and hint that next week’s episode will be a doozy... *** If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: . I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at . Music Credit Rendezvous- Sneaky Snooper by Audionautix is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 license. Artist: YouTube’s Audio Library /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/17894348

Let's Talk About That Pesky Pandemic Wall 02/03/2021

Let's Talk About That Pesky Pandemic Wall Hey Heifers! First of all, I edited this episode in ONE HOUR. Fern kept DEMANDING attention today (Tuesday), like, more than usual, so I almost didn’t have this episode ready for y’all. But I pulled all my mighty editor muscles together and voila! Apologies if I overlooked any oddities (the singing does not count though, that’s gold). The “pandemic wall” was trending on Twitter and I thought it was about time we did a group chat about how we’re all doing. I think it’s helpful to remind ourselves that we’re not going through this alone and that yeah, feeling exhaustion, fatigue, brain fog, and other fun is something that is happening to a LOT of people right now, including me. I know my scrappy lil’ Heifers will pull through, and I hope you find some peace this week. <3 TIME STAMPS 00:00 “Let’s gooo back….back to the beginnninggggg: - Hilary Duff, goddess 1:32 Life Sabbatical Update: Week 2 Sleep schedule - somewhat fixed Working on some projects! Bahahaha! I GOT HEALTH INSURANCE 9:00 What is the Pandemic Wall? We’re gonna talk about depression, quarantine fatigue, and outlining the continued joys of these delightful times. 11:57 Revisiting the symptoms of depression and talking about the difference between internal vs. external factors on our mental health. We may be used to suppressing a lot of anxiety, fear, and sadness and then it suddenly boils over. BOOM - Pandemic Wall. 18:05 What the Heifers are going through right now! Trying to do good things but you feel like you keep getting beat down each time you stand up. SO rude! 19:36 Some ideas to combat the Pandemic Wall: what has helped you in the past? Reminder that 20:20 Working out is a fab time! DANCE DANCE DANCE. 21:30 Set a timer for 5-10-15 minutes and just see how much you can get done in that time - laundry, dishes, vacuuming, etc. 22:14 DEPRESSION SPAGHETTI (or, meal prepping). 24:23 Talk to people! 24:53 Cut out caffeine oops, I said it. 25:42 That whole “want our normal lives back” mental spiral. 27:15 Overall thoughts: Pandemic Wall will continue to come and go. There is normal depression and pandemic depression. They can act alone or together, and it’s important to give credit where credit is due, aka you don’t suck! It’s a chemical fuckfest! 28:45 Outro! Huzzah! *** If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/17800841

Permission Granted: How to Break Your Toxic Life Rules 01/27/2021

Permission Granted: How to Break Your Toxic Life Rules Hey, Heifers! Do you ever stop yourself from pursuing a job, activity, or a trip because “that’s just not something you do?” Have you ever seen people wear hats and thought “wow, I wish I could be a hat person” but never questioned why not? It’s really easy to create rules for ourselves that prevent us from going after the things we want in life. A few of mine, for example, include being the person who bikes everywhere, rocking a freelance/contract gig, or becoming a solid dAnCeR. All of these things are in my “I wish I could” category, the “but I could never for really no reason" list. In this episode, I go through some personal examples of when I broke my toxic life rules I burdened myself with and how I built up the courage to do so! TIME STAMPS 00:00 Yeeeeehawwwww 01:36 What are these self-made life rules? 02:08 The Life Sabbatical Update Segment! Now that I’m on my rumspringa, I’m going to update you each week with what I’m doing as an unemployed diva. This is mostly so I keep myself accountable but I want to document my journey so you can learn from my mistakes (or my wins. Yes. Positivity.). 06:55 Your Life Rule Book - what rules have you made up for yourself that may not be true? 11:18 How trying to wear lipstick changed my LIFE (dramatized for effect). 14:41 How adopting my dog sooner than I thought I should be allowed to changed my LIFE (again, continuing to add flair). 15:16 The obvious one - how quitting my job CHANGED MY LI- (we get it, plz stop). 16:40 Things that still seem wrong, like moving out of state or to a different coast. I could never do that, right? Mmmmmright? 18:06 You can always try something out and if you don’t like it, you can go back to what you were doing before! Trial and error. 19:15 Pros and cons lists are helpful but sometimes you just gotta go with your gut instinct. Here’s how I developed my intuition. 22:05 Fear of the unknown can inhibit you. Do research! 23:20 But don’t get too caught up in the details! There will always be “more” to dive into, and until you do the damn thing, you can’t really know what it will be like for you. Alas, you can’t always Google your life. 24:06 For some reason, I gave you homework: Make a list of things you’ve always wanted to do but ruled out because it just “wasn’t something you do.” Research for 10-15 minutes what you would need to do to make it happen. See if this is something plausible you could start to work toward. 25:18 Outro! You did it! *** If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/17707112

I Quit My 9 to 5. Now What? | Secret Life Project Reveal 01/20/2021

A Meditation for Definitely Not Thinking About That One Coup 01/13/2021

A Meditation for Definitely Not Thinking About That One Coup Hey Heifers! Since I am clearly v enlightened and one with the Universe, I took it upon myself to provide you with 30 minutes of relaxation that doesn't focus AT ALL on the current state of affairs. There are a few times where it pops up due to my stress but on the whole? A totally solid meditation. Well, aside from when my intern interrupts me worried about my mental state. So it's mostly a government coup-free meditation. Um. Enjoy? Moo, Elaine TIME STAMPS 00:00 Since everything has been so stressful lately, I figured we should do a super real, professional, totes legit meditation! 01:23 Welcome to your guided meditation for coups. We're going to try to not think about them! 03:35 First diversion: You are now a bear in a forest. A sassy, extended story begins involving your salmon and an evil canoe of rats. Namaste. 07:30 The rats abandon ship, leaving behind the Rat King they supported for oh so long. 11:11 Your guide has a breakdown. 11:50 Mmk, let’s try this again. Onto Numerology! 14:25 Your guide has a psychic vision! 15:45 Um, okay, this still isn’t working, is it? Let’s try another visual: a farmer’s market with peaches! 19:30 A dog from the farmer’s market follows you and demands you give hIM a PEACH. 22:09 This...isn’t going well. Let’s visualize scrolling through Twitter to calm us down. 26:22 Congratulations on reaching the end of your meditation. You should feel SO serene now and not have that pesky coup on your mind. Nope, not at all. Ha ha! *** If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/17527646

Let's Exorcise 2020 and Talk 2021 01/06/2021

Let's Exorcise 2020 and Talk 2021 HAPPY NEW YEAR, HEIFERS! I’m BACK. Today, I’m going to go through 2020, what I learned, etc. etc., and then just list some loose hopes for 2021 (I’m not foolish enough to expect anything ha ha ha hasdkfjasfd). I also mention THE SECRET LIFE PROJECT. I should be back on my regular schedule now so I PROMISE I’ll talk to you next Wednesday! Moo, Elaine TIME STAMPS 00:00 Let’s exorcise 2020, Heifers. 03:35 Personal shit from 2020, starting with my new meds leveling out and then the world shut down lol. 08:15 With my new meds, I finally had head space to look at my life and I came to the realization that I didn’t like what I’d set up for myself. So I felt stuck and then entered a LOVELY depression from May-November. :) (Also, Secret Life Project en route!). 10:16 2020 was the year I made a LOT of bold moves. Some of my anxiety muscles weakened but I started flexin’ a little and I promise I’ll never make a workout analogy ever again. 12:47 Creativity SUCKED this year. Re: September-December for this podcast whereee I kinda disappeared here and there. Sigh. 16:47 2021. I’m not setting goals per se. Maybe loose expectations. Suggestions. Gentle whispers to the moon. 18:31 Act sooner, not later. 22:04 I want to read MORE. MWHAHAHA. I almost didn’t hit my 2020 reading goal but then at 11:30 pm on NYE my friends were like, “fuck no” and pulled up a bunch of royalty-free stories and just WENT and read them out loud to me. I also want to be more active in the podcast community. (I recommend Who Knows? and Dungeons and Daddies). 26:37 I’d like to keep a life schedule with this pod and, idk, laundry? Grocery shopping? Hobbies? The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild? 29:05 In 2021, let’s all get weird with our creativity. 30:31 This year’s mantra: Go for it. And a sizzling outro. *** If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/17441219

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"thank u, next" Complaints for Thanksgiving 2020 11/25/2020

"thank u, next" Complaints for Thanksgiving 2020 Happy Thanksgiving! I truly believe in the power of positive thinking and gratitude. But I also truly believe in the JOY and DELIGHT in a fun bitch session. Thus, I give you this episode: a list of my most pressing complaints. Shoutout to Ariana Grande for the iconic phrase "thank u, next." Feel free to skip around your fav hot takes below: TIME STAMPS 00:00 Starting off with some major sass. This bodes well. 01:19 I explain the joys of complaining lol. 03:18 We now enter the first thank u, next! Low-fat hot chocolate. 05:40 My parents are canceling their Netflix subscription that I mooch off of HOW DARE THEY. 09:53 People who claim to be obsessed with Dolly Parton but really are just jumping on the bandwagon. Yes, this is a very petty complaint. Yes, I am V PASSIONATE ABOUT THIS. 11:53 Maskne is fkin rude. 12:51 Side quest about the Zoom beauty filter and the compliments you get when you use a filter. Like, does it count? 14:05: Kk, back to maskne talk. 14:26 Hallmark-type movies that get sequels. No. You don’t...why. Why did you do this? 18:01 Elf on a Shelf. I dislike puppets and dolls. I think this tradition is horrifying and it sounds like a lot of work ew. 20:45 Plz don’t come for me, but I think turkey is overrated at Thanksgiving. It’s all about the sides, my Heifers! Mashed potatoes, cornbread, green beans, green beans shoved into a casserole, an ambiguous dish your aunt brings where the main ingredient is mayonnaise...THEY are the real stars of the show. 25:17 EARLY Black Friday. Because Black Friday wasn’t enough. Stop enticing me! 28:23 Closing thoughts where I attempt to make some positivity for you. 29:03 My outro which includes angry rock music OOO WAH AH AH. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: Get your Hipster Witch on at ! Want to support the podcast? Check out our partners below! : BestSelf has goal journals, planners, thought decks, and a ton of productivity tools that are extremely helpful for those of us who are anxious and depressed and need some motivation. Use code “HEIFERS” for 15% off your order. I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/16950206

Throwback: What I Wish I’d Known in High School as an Anxious, Depressed Teen 11/20/2020

Throwback: What I Wish I’d Known in High School as an Anxious, Depressed Teen Hello, Heifers! I’m cranking away on some life things and the Christmas special, so to save my brain (and soul) I decided to rerelease one of your favorite episodes, “What I Wish I’d Known as an Anxious, Depressed Teen.” When this episode first dropped, I had so many of you reach out and talk about your own struggles going through high school with a mental health disorder. Current high schoolers, college students, and post-grad peeps shared similar stories of wtf and sighs, and it was this lovely thing to know that we weren’t alone in that awkwardness! But what probably shocked me the most was the amount of parents I had reach out to me. It’s hard to share stuff with parents, right? So apparently, I became this weird in between where some ‘rents were like O H , wait, I think that’s going on with my kid! I didn’t even know I had parents listening to my podcast (aside from my pod friends, lol, hi guys!). So, since we’re approaching finals and I’m sure this school year has been extra sPeCiAl, I wanted to share this episode with you once again. Cheers! If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: Get your Hipster Witch on at ! Want to support the podcast? Check out our partners below! : BestSelf has goal journals, planners, thought decks, and a ton of productivity tools that are extremely helpful for those of us who are anxious and depressed and need some motivation. Use code “HEIFERS” for 15% off your order. I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/16884386

Power Drills Are Fun Until You Break Everything 11/12/2020

Power Drills Are Fun Until You Break Everything Time Stamps 00:00 Welcome! Election week was stressful and I’m glad it’s over. I will miss the rando texts from supporters for campaigns asking me multiple times a day about who I’m voting. It made me feel loved. <3 01:49 I’m still in an anxiety womp-womp. I feel v awkward going into stores and socially interacting with people. I’ve started an old pattern of just saying no to everything. I mean, I literally ate potato chips for dinner tonight. 03:21 The Christmas Special is aging me. My Secret Life Project is progressing which is awesome and also terrifying. NaNoWriMo is...um...there. 05:44 I’m just questioning everything about my life. What’s new? 07:21 Sober baking vs. drunk baking. 11:31 I keep thinking I look fine and then I hop on a Zoom call and it’s like wtf happened to me?? 13:46 ko0l kidz make their own masks and I realized that people have more than two masks on hand. Like, they don’t have to wash them all the time. They just...there’s just more. And the only masks I have are ones that my mom made me. I’m now in a mask crisis. 15:11 I’ve grown to hate duvet covers. 17:06 I wielded a mighty weapon and damaged my apartment wall oops.. 19:36 Don’t get jingle bells stuck on your toes. Hello, Heifers! I juuuuust squeezed this episode in. Huzzah! I continue my trek with the Christmas Special and deal with life’s stressors. Today’s episode wanders from power drills to duvet covers to other things found in a Kohl’s catalogue. I hope you enjoy or at least enjoy a 21 minute nap! If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: Get your Hipster Witch on at ! Want to support the podcast? Check out our partners below! : BestSelf has goal journals, planners, thought decks, and a ton of productivity tools that are extremely helpful for those of us who are anxious and depressed and need some motivation. Use code “HEIFERS” for 15% off your order. I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/16780757

Eh, I'm not okay but that's okay 10/28/2020

How to Manage Multiple Creative Projects | this is a cry for help lol 10/21/2020

How to Manage Multiple Creative Projects | this is a cry for help lol Time Stamps: 00:00 Welcome to the episode! I’m going to talk about juggling creative projects so naturally, I start off by lecturing about the harms of bath bombs. 01:48 Mmk, now I’m describing my current issue: my brain is not functioning. I’m tired, uninspired, and have excelled at becoming a sloth in all aspects of my life. This has made it hard for me to be creative and get anything done. I’m also v stressed lol. :) 04:43 To remedy this, I have (accidentally) set up a creatively packed November for myself. It will be a lot, starting with National Novel Writing Month where I will write 50k words in 30 days.. 08:29 ...and working on Angus Eye Tea’s Christmas special…while doing weekly podcast episodes. 10:30 ...and finally, a Mystery Life Project. I can’t talk about it (I know, sorry!) but just know that a) it’s boring, b) it’s frustrating but, c) it will make me happy in the end. 12:36 Here’s how I’m going to survive this month: First, streamline the basics of my life (laundry, trash, working out, showering, etc.). 18:27 Next step: Break out these projects step-by-step and make timelines. I use BestSelf’s Project Action Pad (and you can get 15% off with code HEIFERS), but you can just use a spreadsheet or a piece of paper! This helps the project feel less overwhelming and gives me a better idea of what tasks to prioritize. (I’m a project manager by day, can you tell? 23:13 On my original list, I titled the third step “maintain sanity” which I think meant not beating myself up as I go through this next month, changing my work environment, asking for help, giving my perfectionism a break, etc. But who knows what I truly meant. I’m a sloth, remember? 27:18 Sleep. Sleep is something humans should do. I need to sleep this November. Heh. Heh heh. Heh heh heh heh heh heh. 28:21 My last step to not combusting is remembering that I made these projects because I LOVE doing this and IT’S FUN! 29:47 Final thoughts, the Mystery Life Project, and a pathetic attempt at a self-pep talk with an idiotic metaphor. 31:29 The outro in which I FORGET THE NAME OF MY PODCAST. I’VE DONE THIS FOR TWO YEARS. I’VE SAID IT THOUSANDS OF TIMES. GOOD GOD WOMAN. For some reason, I’ve decided to take on three, big creative projects in November: NaNoWriMo, the Christmas Special for Angus Eye Tea, and continuing my weekly episodes. As someone who has dedicated three hours a day to watching Frasier these past few weeks, that’s a lot to take on. I needed to create a survival guide for this coming month and I figured I would share it with you all in case you’re in a similar boat, creatively or not! If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: Get your Hipster Witch on at ! Want to support the podcast? Check out our partners below! : BestSelf has goal journals, planners, thought decks, and a ton of productivity tools that are extremely helpful for those of us who are anxious and depressed and need some motivation. Use code “HEIFERS” for 15% off your order. I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/16486100

My Alligator Was Kidnapped. Now What? | Life Updates 10/14/2020

My Alligator Was Kidnapped. Now What? | Life Updates Get your Hipster Witch on at ! Time Stamps: 00:00 G’day, mate. I have some weird anecdotes to share with you today. 01:23 HAPPY SNAKE-MATING SEASON!! I’m about to share some recent encounters I had with our tube-sock-reptilian friends. 06:31 I’m acquaintances with an alligator named Gucci. Gucci was recently part of a crime. Teens were involved. A mystery adult was their ring leader. This is his story. *dun dun* 07:46 I read the facts of the crime from an official email I received from my apartment complex. 11:11 Now that Gucci is free, I’m worried that I’m going to step on him in the middle of the night since he now has a vendetta. Fern finds Gucci fascinating and while Fern could totes pull off the adorable three-legged-dog lewk, it’s not a vibe I’m going for. 13:01 I’ve begun a Casual Human Interaction obstacle course to keep my minor socializing skills intact. It’s awkward. 15:30 My latest obstacle course is a horribly laid out grocery store that has cheap peanut butter and fancy beer. I never shop there but I needed the peanut butter and fancy beer. An awkward moment with sliced cheese, respecting private aisle moments, and lots of scurrying. 19:48 Another anxiety of mine is hosting people in my home. Now that I can go to the cheap peanut butter store with the fancy beer, I’m going to start inviting my bitches over. 22:24 Prime Day. The glorious Amazon Prime sale that makes you brag to your friends that you got a toaster for $3 off. My white whale? Shadow boxes for my travel memorabilia. 24:46 Creative update--I’M WORKING ON THE CHRISTMAS SPECIAL! And it’s going (not so) GREAT! I went to work on it and oops, plotted out my novel for National Novel Writing Month. 28:10 Overall, I’m okay, I’m just stuck in this gross inbetween phase of my life. But it was nice to focus on these weird anecdotes! 29:14 A snake-free outro. Not gonna lie, Heifers, I had no idea what to talk about today! I realized I had all these weird, short stories of things that have happened to me recently so I figured why not talk about them ALL! I encounter a lot of wildlife in my day-to-day life and I forget that it’s not normal to see otters crossing the street for most folks. Enjoy this fun ferris wheel of life updates and tidbits! If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . (They’re usually live by the weekend!). Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: Want to support the podcast? Check out our partners below! : BestSelf has goal journals, planners, thought decks, and a ton of productivity tools that are extremely helpful for those of us who are anxious and depressed and need some motivation. Use code “HEIFERS” for 15% off your order. I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/16395959

Retail Therapy's Downside: How to Resist Comfort Buys When You're Depressed 10/07/2020

Retail Therapy's Downside: How to Resist Comfort Buys When You're Depressed Get your Hipster Witch on at ! Time Stamps: 00:00 This is a great time to check your mail so you can clip coupons while listening to this episode. 00:50 Explaining emotional spending and how depression can make it worse. Yay! 01:48 An ironic plug for my new line of Hipster Witch shirts! I’ve had my own Hipster Witch t-shirt for ages and people kept asking me where I got it, so I decided to just make it public and let the masses have at it. You can find that #swag at . 04:04 Money has always felt like a quick fix, especially when it comes to eating out. Depression can cloud my memory and warp time so I tend to forget that I’ve already made smaller purchases earlier in the week. Thus creates a parade of surprise packages showing up on my stoop every two to three days. 07:01 I was quite depressed in 2017-2018 and once, in the span of about two months, I spent $2,000. This does not include rent, bills, necessities, etc. I thought new items would change my day-to-day life and thus change how I felt (which at the time was shitty). 10:22 The tale of my spontaneous trip to Japan in 2017. At the time, I was at peak Depressed Elaine: My apartment had no water, I had a dog who wasn’t potty trained, and I frequently ate blocks of cheese for dinner. 15:08 That trip didn’t set me up well for future travel spending. The Japan trip helped my depression so much (despite the hit on my savings) that I sought trips every time I was depressed, regardless of my money sitch. This turned into escaping my depression rather than working through it. 16:26 After I’ve spent a lot of money, I get so stressed that I enter this “fuck it” attitude about spending. Like, I’m already in the red, might as well just buy EVERYTHING. 17:41 I’ve recently entered a retail therapy phase and it’s not cute. 2020 fatigue, life crossroads, and stuck at home probably prompted the latest wave. Hoping that items will bring me relief. I bought sherry glasses, I’m planning on buying a car, gettin’ bougie from my Taco Bell and upgrading to Chipotle, etc. 19:41 How I curb my retail therapy: 19:55 Let myself add EVERYTHING to the cart but not buying it. It’s easier for me to make a quick purchase if there’s only one or two items in the cart, but if it’s HUGE, then I tend to pause, overthink all the purchases, and then close out the window after overwhelming myself. (And yes, that’s some self-manipulation lol). 20:55 I don’t make purchases on the same day that I find them. I wait three days (if possible). 21:56 Wait and save up to buy a big ticket item so you don’t feel guilty about getting it. I like to use the 22:50 If all else fails and I end up pulling out my credit card, then I’m only allowed to retail therapy on items that have purpose. I have a list of items on my phone that I’d like to get that I need but haven’t felt the urge to get just yet. Not the best, but at least the things I’m buying aren’t as much of a waste of money. 26:49 If you’re buying a program or class, make sure you’ll actually follow through with it. If you haven’t made time in your schedule to use it, or your heart isn’t really in it, then buying it won’t just make that new, fun thing happen. Also, I’ve tried pushing through my motivation by putting down a lot of money on things I wanted to make myself do and it’s backfired. Sometimes it’s worked, other times I’ve been too depressed to care, said “fuck it,” and just lost all that moola. 28:36 2020/COVID/Quarantine causing retail therapy spikes. 31:35 #BudgetSavvyBitches. A lovely outro as always. “Fiscal Feelies” was another title option I decided to forgo for this episode (though I do have minor regrets about that choice). We’ve all gone through retail therapy, but when you have depression and a credit card, things can get pretty dicey. I’ve struggled with emotional spending for a very long time. Most of my purchases didn’t bring me the joy I sought out, but that didn’t stop me from constantly adding to my cart. I talk about some methods that have helped me curb this incessant shopping and include personal examples of comfort buys/depression purchases along the way! If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! You can find the show notes for this episode at . (They’re usually live by the weekend!).* Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: Want to support the podcast? Check out our partners below! : BestSelf has goal journals, planners, thought decks, and a ton of productivity tools that are extremely helpful for those of us who are anxious and depressed and need some motivation. Use code “HEIFERS” for 15% off your order. I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/16302782

100th Episode: Setting Goals and Why I Podcast About Mental Health 10/02/2020

100th Episode: Setting Goals and Why I Podcast About Mental Health Time Stamps: 00:00 Welcome to a long episode. Just know that this was a three-day editing process for me and all I do is talk. I’ve cranked out multi-track episodes with background music in less time than this episode took. I don’t know why. It’s brought on an existential crisis. Anywho, ENJOY. 03:00 We enter the goals portion of today’s episode! I chit chat about my September and why I find making my goals public helpful. 04:13 First Goal Reflection: Creative Sundays 09:05 Second Goal Reflection: Get my shit together and bring back the habits I’ve been working on ever since I started this goals series. (Less Taco Bell, less caffeine, sleep, etc.). 12:01 Kk, time to RAVE ABOUT OCTOBER AHHHH IT’S TIME, IT’S SPOOKY WITCH TIME. We also are in the final quarter of 2020 like bless get me tf out. 13:19 October Goal #1: Purge EVERYTHING. Clean out my apartment, my bad thoughts, and maybe take a shower every now and then. 15:18 October Goal #2: Bring back that glorious routine I used to have with this podcast where it didn’t consume my every waking moment. 17:05 October Goal #3: I make a mantra even though I’m not a fan of mantras. Like, I feel like a big poser when I try to make mantras but I pushed through the fEaR and made one for this month: move. As in, get my ass off of my couch. Not focus on the same thoughts/memories over and over and over again. 21:07 How I made it to my 100th episode with Angus Eye Tea (huzzah!). 23:24 What I’ve learned about podcasting, and podcasting with a mental health disorder (pesky bastard). 23:32 Sharing your story can be cathartic but you need to know your boundaries. 26:51 It’s okay to not fit in with what a podcast is “supposed” to be. I used to feel like I was too extra and I needed to reign it in to be more successful and now I cackle about that idea while I guzzle wine and edit my episode eight hours before it’s supposed to be released. 28:31 Perfectionism needs to die. The joy of podcasting will slowly dwindle if you keep pushing your limits, such as NEVER missing an episode, cutting out every time you breathe because, yes, you are a robot and people can’t POSSIBLY know you breathe my GOD. 30:37 The stats or number of likes on an episode don’t matter if I enjoyed the episode I made, good or bad. 32:08 Having a podcast provides my week with structure which is great for my mental health! Making an episode is enough motivation for my depressed self to focus on something and accomplish a task, even if at the time it feels like I’m making a crap episode. 34:41 What I’ve learned on podcasting about mental health. 34:53 Never try to be what you aren’t. (For me, mental health professional, perfect person, Holier Than Thou, etc.). 36:59 Make sure you’re okay bringing up certain topics or stories from your personal life. 37:46 Batch recording is the Depressed Podcaster’s elixir. 38:53 You will not run out of ideas! Your emotions will change, your reactions will change, and your perspective on anxiety/depression/mental health will change as you grow so don’t be afraid to bring up old topics. Life is ever changing and will provide you with the prompts you need, and that goes for any creator. 39:42 Why do I podcast about my mental health? 41:51 Just another amazing outro. Congrats--you made it to the end! Yeehaw! Howdy, Heifers! IT’S MY 100TH EPISODE. I love that for such an important milestone, I was three days late on uploading this episode. Oops, my b. But, regardless, I combined the goals episode with a chat about podcasting and sharing your mental health with THE WORLD. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: Want to support the podcast? Check out our partners below! : BestSelf has goal journals, planners, thought decks, and a ton of productivity tools that are extremely helpful for those of us who are anxious and depressed and need some motivation. Use code “HEIFERS” for 15% off your order You can find the show notes for this episode at . (They’re usually live by the weekend!).* *This is a bold face lie. **But also, can we acknowledge that it’s running again, even as ugly as it is right now? Wow, I’m slaying. Slay. Honestly, I don’t think anyone reads these notes but if you do on my insta post promoting this episode, leave an . I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/16243067

The ‘Rona Rut Six Months Later: Major Life Decisions and Painful Self-Awareness 09/24/2020

The ‘Rona Rut Six Months Later: Major Life Decisions and Painful Self-Awareness Time Stamps: 00:00 Congrats, you found the beginning of the episode. Yeehaw. 01:55 Describing ‘Rona Rut: The Sequel and how it’s different than the first bout I had. 02:50 My anxiety is up because I don’t have as many opportunities to practice dealing with it. 06:40 Now that I’m cruising on my new meds, I have more time and clarity to evaluate the way I’m living my life and boo, I ain’t feelin’ it. I’m struggling to merge New Elaine with Old Elaine. 08:20 Setting better boundaries while working from home. Taking PTO for mental health 10:30 Self-care waves: dance, making MY OWN TACOS, cleaning up my shit. 12:56 Realizing I have a hard time letting go of items and THOUGHTS WOW. 13:57 Update about if I’m moving or not and also how I’m making big life decisions and not beating them to death like I normally do. 16:43 Existential crisis. What do I want to do with my life once the world opens up again? 18:04 Before I was on the right meds, a lot of my time was spent trying to stay afloat. Now that I’m better, I can’t help but feel like I “wasted” so much time and have to somehow make up for it. 20:32 I’ve become really good at procrastinating on my creative projects and I’m both proud and sad. 24:02 We all get into ruts, even when it isn’t 2020. 25:53 My sick af outro mofos. Howdy, Heifers! I talked about the ‘Rona Rut, (when you feel stuck and there happens to be a global pandemic and all hell has broken loose), when we were five weeks into quarantine so I wanted to do an update after having been quarantined for six months. I’m out of the practice of using my anxiety muscles--the tools you use to battle the mini anxieties like opening a door to a new place--which started a spiral of “I’M DECAYING MY GOD EVERYTHING I’VE LEARNED IN THE PAST 6 YEARS HAS BEEN WASTED.” This thought was a tad outrageous but it did lead me to make this episode so we can commiserate together! I hope if you're in a rut, you smoothly journey through it, Heifer. Moo, Elaine. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: Want to support the podcast? Check out our partners below! : BestSelf has goal journals, planners, thought decks, and a ton of productivity tools that are extremely helpful for those of us who are anxious and depressed and need some motivation. Use code “HEIFERS” for 15% off your order You can find the show notes for this episode at . (They’re usually live by the weekend!).* *This is a bold face lie. * I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/16136168

An Astrologer Reads Me to Filth: A Journey Through My Birth Chart and Past Lives ft. Insightfully Crystal 09/16/2020

An Astrologer Reads Me to Filth: A Journey Through My Birth Chart and Past Lives ft. Insightfully Crystal Hello, Heifers and Hipster Witches alike! Our favorite Astrologer Crystal Warren is BACK and this time she’s reading ME to FILTH. If you’re new to this mini-series and/or have no idea where to even begin with this topic, I'd recommend starting with the first episode we did, , which covers some of the basics of astrology, FAQs for an astrologer, etc. Today, Crystal unravels my birth chart, revealing hidden traits I possess, my life’s purpose, and yes, even my PAST LIVES (I know a lot of you were dying to know this after our last episode together!). This is just a taste of how much astrology can explore your life. Since 2020 has been a lot, we’re finding that a lot of people are searching for balance through different avenues. So, Crystal and I thought it would be fun to demonstrate an astrological reading as a potential option! If you’re curious about what your chart might look like then Crystal is an excellent person to turn to! She does readings and can help narrow in on any questions or problems you may have. You can find her on her website at and on Insta and Facebook @insightfullycrytsal. BONUS FUN: I guested on the For Your Reference podcast where we talked about my FAVORITE MOVIE EVER, Anastasia. You can find at #MenAreSuchBabie #ScrewBartok If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: You can find the show notes for this episode at . (They’re usually live by the weekend!).* *This is a bold face lie. **But also, can we acknowledge that it’s running again even as ugly as it is right now? Wow, I’m slaying. Slay. Honestly, I don’t think anyone reads these notes but if you do, on my insta post I'll make promoting this episode, leave a tea/coffee emoji and we can just giggle amongst ourselves. #Slay. . I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/16029347

Sometimes "Better" Is Impossible: How to Make Boundaries With Self-Improvement 09/10/2020

Sometimes "Better" Is Impossible: How to Make Boundaries With Self-Improvement Hey there, Heifers! I find it INCREDIBLY ironic that this episode is releasing late due to my UNPRODUCTIVE WEEK. I find myself in a constant state of self-improvement, trying to be better. Unfortunately, “better” doesn’t have a finish line. You can always be doing more, learning more, trying more, and it can become frustrating when you find that you’re not able to manage it all. Or, maybe you are, but at what cost? How rude is it that you sacrifice time to “better” when others seem to hit the lottery and soar with no problem? What are you NOT doing that they are?? These are all awful ways to go about life in my opinion! I’ve mentioned this thought before, but it resurfaced recently that I spend so much time trying to not just be the best, but better than best (wtf does that even mean?) and get so mad when I don’t hit that high bar I’ve set for myself. So! Put on your velour jumpsuit and let’s get fkin lazy, cow pals! At the end of the episode, I talked about my discovery of --taking popular songs and transforming them into the bard genre (think 1200s-1400s music). I also found a hilarious rendition of “Lay All Your Love On Me” from Mamma Mia but . I’ve linked them below: Bardcore: Mamma Mia Witchcraft Ritual: Also, I recently , a podcast hosted by Michelle Rubin that offers joyful, fun, insightful, life-changing, etc. recommendations each week! We talked about my journey with Generalized Anxiety Disorder (my initiation into the club, if you will), COVID and mental health, and VELOUR JUMPSUITS. If you enjoy this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: Want to support the podcast? Check out our partners below! : BestSelf has goal journals, planners, thought decks, and a ton of productivity tools that are extremely helpful for those of us who are anxious and depressed and need some motivation. Use code “HEIFERS” for 15% off your order You can find the show notes for this episode at . (They’re usually live by the weekend!).* *This is a bold face lie. . I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/15953642

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Have I Lost My Soul After Two Years of Podcasting? | Dramatic Storytelling 08/26/2020

Have I Lost My Soul After Two Years of Podcasting? | Dramatic Storytelling HAPPY TWO YEAR PODIVERSARY, HEIFERS! Thank you so much for listening these past few years--even if you’re new! I’ve had so much fun talking into this mic and infesting y’all with my words. When I reflected on my podcasting jOuRnEy, I thought about how many hours I put into this hobby of mine. It was almost soul-sucking how dedicated I was to AET. And then that got me thinking...what if I DID lose my soul to podcasting? I started out wanting to do a very simple episode for this anniversary, so naturally I ended up doing a GIGANTIC DRAMATIC DOCUMENTARY of me “finding my soul.” I hope you enjoy this tom foolery. Here’s to another year of mischief, anxiety, and tacos! *Despite what you may hear in this episode, I actually love Kundalini yoga! The video I sourced was from a yoga instructor I found on YouTube named Brett Larkin. Her channel is and I had a lot of fun following along with her videos! The one I reference can be found here: . If you love this podcast, please consider giving it a review! It also is incredibly helpful for me to hear what is resonating with you, so feel free to DM me! Follow me on and @AngusEyeTea. Email: Want to support the podcast? Check out our partners below! : BestSelf has goal journals, planners, thought decks, and a ton of productivity tools that are extremely helpful for those of us who are anxious and depressed and need some motivation. Use code “HEIFERS” for 15% off your order You can find the show notes for this episode at . (They’re usually live by the weekend!).* *This is a bold face lie. . I am not a health professional. I am simply someone who was diagnosed with an anxiety and depression disorder. Please talk to your friends, family, teachers, doctor, trusted human, etc. if you need help. I also have a on my website that can direct you to different hotlines, therapy websites, and more at Here’s all the great music I used for this episode from YouTube’s audio library: Allegro - Emmit Fenn Chasing Time - SYBS Cosmic Groove- Cooper Cannell Familiar Things - The Whole Other Final Boss - Myuu Lost in Prayer Luck Witch Medieval Astrology - Underbelly & Ty Mayer Nebular Focus - Dan Henig No. 2 Remembering Her - Esther Abrami Nocturnally - Amulets O Fortuna - Carl Orff Carmina Burana Phantom - Density & Time Rise - HOVATOFF Tension Nonstop - Myuu The Four Masks - I Think I Can Help You Time Stops - Silent Partner Tragic_Story Tribal War Council - Doug Maxwell /episode/index/show/anguseyetea/id/15769769

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