Practice - Lunch Time with Demons
LUNCH TIME WITH DEMONS
Season Two (Ep5) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons centers on the idea of practice as the living, embodied foundation of spiritual work, especially in a time of collective exhaustion and upheaval. We reflect on how January has felt overwhelming and use that backdrop to discuss why practice rather than just consuming information is essential for protecting the self as a vessel of body, mind, and spirit. Bella emphasizes that self-care and spiritual discipline are not indulgences but necessities for longevity, particularly when many people are exploring deeper bindings, archetypes, clair...
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Getting To Know you - Lunch Time with Demons
LUNCH TIME WITH DEMONS
Season Two (Ep4) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons takes a playful, intimate turn as A. Bella and Ryan invite listeners into a lighthearted game of 21 questions designed to help the audience get to know them on a more personal level. The format is simple but revealing: every question asked must be answered by both hosts, creating a sense of fairness, vulnerability, and shared exploration. Early questions move from daily rituals upon waking to reflections on identity, with A. Bella describing herself as deeply observant and hyper-aware in her current season of life, while Ryan speaks about...
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Transparency - Lunch Time with Demons
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Season Two (Ep3) This episode of Lunchtime with Demons centers on transparency as a core practice of authenticity, especially within occult and left-hand path work. We explore how pursuing self-knowledge inevitably brings us face-to-face with being perceived, managing masks, and confronting self-worth, social anxiety, and neurodivergence. Transparency is framed not as oversharing, but as alignment allowing the inside to match the outside as closely as possible. When people edit themselves out of fear of judgment, they create “static” between who they are and how they appear, which...
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Knowing what I know now with Bella and Kim - Morbid Monday
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In this episode, Kim and I sit down for an honest, unguarded conversation about what it truly means to be in service to the divine. We talk about devotion and the lessons that only come through time, surrender, and a few humbling mistakes. Together, we reflect on what we wish we could tell our past selves and what to trust sooner, what to stop fearing, and what actually matters when you’re walking a path of spiritual service. This is a conversation for anyone navigating devotion, identity, and the long road of becoming.
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Philosophy of Practice - Lunch Time with Demons
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Season Two(Ep2) This episode explores the different philosophical approaches people take within spiritual, occult, and infernal practices, offering listeners a framework to better understand both themselves and others. Abella introduce four categories revivalist, revisionist, traditionalist, and non-traditional nonconformist and explain how each places authority differently, whether in ancient texts, lineage, critical analysis, or personal gnosis. Rather than presenting these categories as rigid boxes, the discussion emphasizes that they are fluid, overlapping, and useful primarily as language...
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Frequency - Lunch Time with Demons
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Season Two (Ep1) We explore how working with deities is not about passive reception or instant transformation, but about understanding energetic exchange and personal responsibility. The discussion emphasizes that expectations placed on the divine particularly around psychic abilities, communication, and life outcomes often create confusion and disappointment when practitioners misunderstand the role of personal effort versus spiritual support. A central focus of the episode is a deeply personal account of long-term work with the divine, framed through the concept of energetic frequency....
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Epiphany - Lunch Time with Demons
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Season One (Ep25) Abella’s return after a prolonged illness of the flu, as she candidly recounts her experience with a severe strain of the flu that left her physically incapacitated, hallucinating, and emotionally stripped raw. Beyond the visceral details of sickness, caregiving, and fear for her child, Bella shares the psychological toll of losing access to her Clairs and team during her illness. What initially felt like abandonment became an intense confrontation with isolation, vulnerability, and the terror of being cut off from external spiritual validation. As the conversation unfolds,...
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The Way - Lunch Time with Demons
LUNCH TIME WITH DEMONS
Season One (Ep24) In this episode, Abella is terribly sick, so I take this one on myself. I explore Satan’s archetypes as liberation not as a destroyer of relationships, but as an adversary to attachment, expectation, and illusion. Through personal reflection, the conversation unpacks the critical distinction between connection and clinging, revealing how much of our suffering arises from the need to control how people and relationships should appear. Drawing subtle parallels with Taoist and Buddhist principles, this episode examines how releasing expectation does not diminish love or...
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A Lucid Interview with Ashe- Lunch Time with Demons
LUNCH TIME WITH DEMONS
Season One (Ep23) This episode marks an important milestone as the podcast welcomes its very first guest Ashe Sorriel. One of the readers to join the expanding Bell Tarot & Company. Abella and Ryan open by reflecting on the growth of both the podcast and Abella’s practice, emphasizing the importance of community, trust, and collaboration in occult work. Ashe is introduced not only as a reader, but as a long-time practitioner whose intuitive abilities and shared work with Lucifuge Rofocal deeply aligns with Abella’s own path. The conversation explores how relationships with spirits form...
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Presence doesn’t = present - Morbid Monday
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In this episode, Abella tells a story about a recent conversation with a family member about friendship; what we expect from the people we love, what we actually need, and how messy those conversations can get. A simple chat turns into a reflection on how we outgrow old dynamics, how we choose better ones, and how family sometimes says the accidental truth we didn’t know we needed. A short, real-life moment with big heart behind it and a dripping of Bella Lore.
info_outlineSeason One (Ep19) This week’s episode Lunch Time with Demons explores the importance of self-care, intuition, and slowing down within spiritual practice especially when life becomes overwhelming. Ryan reflects on having to host alone due to Bella’s illness, and how the situation became a lesson in listening to the body, honoring personal limits, and working with the Divine through flow rather than force. He emphasizes that spiritual growth isn’t about constant output or striving, but about letting yourself rest, receive, and recognize your own needs as sacred. By placing the self—not obligation—at the center of spiritual work, one can deepen connection with the Divine and maintain genuine balance.
The episode also expands into the transformative power of everyday human interactions. Ryan shares a profound encounter with a stranger who, like many others he meets, opened up about life changes, fulfillment, and the courage to begin again. These moments illustrate how quickly meaningful connection can unfold and how the Divine often moves through ordinary conversations. Ryan closes by reflecting on change, the value of life as an ongoing experiment, and the magic that emerges when we pause, pay attention, and allow both life and the infernal beings he works with to guide the journey.