Epilogue • My Little Speaking Up
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Brett's final thoughts on the journey of Blue Babies Pink...
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Episode 44 • Love Storms
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NOTE: This is the finale of Blue Babies Pink. If you haven't read the previous 43 episodes, please do that before listening to Episode 44. Also, after listening to this one, be sure to check out the Epilogue for the final wrap-up.
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Episode 43 • Tears on a Boat Dock
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"I sprinted down that path, through the trees, all the way out to the boat dock—heaving, shaking, and sobbing as I ran. I felt like I might choke, fighting for breath. My face poured wet salt onto the summer grass below..."
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Episode 42 • Someone to Run Home To
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"I began to think a lot then about the role of a spouse, of a companion. I'd never been in anything close to a meaningful relationship, and I'd slammed the door on love years before, so I was clueless about it all."
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Episode 41 • Questions for God
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"My whole life, I'd been taught that God's design for the world was men and women getting married and making babies. This formed family units which were the building blocks of society. So it made sense that the institution of marriage would lead to great human flourishing."
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Episode 40 • Brain Blanks
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Brett appears on a Christian TV show and disaster strikes...
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Episode 39 • Decade-Long Battles
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"March 14 was the day I thought God cursed my testicles..."
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Episode 38 • Elvis and Larry
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"And while death is inevitable, we still have to live. We still have to do our best to use our lives well. This is one of the great paradoxes of life: That our time on earth is both utterly precious and completely insignificant."
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Episode 37 • Growing Old, But Not Quite Growing Up
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"Every wedding was a little funeral for me. I held a little sad ceremony in my heart...a ceremony for one..."
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Episode 36 • Anxiety
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Trip(s) to the ER...
info_outline"And still other failures feel like brands seared deep into the soft flesh of our souls. After the initial pain, they scab over, then scar over. And looking at it each day, we get used to it. It begins to look more like a birthmark than a brand. And we may even forget that it was put on us. We may forget life before it. We may forget that failed moments aren't supposed to stay with us forever. After all, it was just a moment. And moments never last."