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Celebrating One Year Sober - What's Amazing and What's Not

The Jerod Killick Podcast

Release Date: 09/03/2023

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The Jerod Killick Podcast

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Today:

Thanks for joining me today.  I share my experience as someone who chose sobriety a year ago and my journey thus far.  There has been both positive outcomes and areas that could be better.  In the end, having a steadfast commitment regardless of the challenges, has won out.

Why I Got Sober:

  1. I got sober September 3rd, 2023.
  2. To support my husband who had been struggling with addiction.
  3. During the pandemic, substances had become a way of coping for myself and many friends (THC and alcohol).

Good:

  1. I am massively calm.
  2. I am less “depressed”.
  3. I sleep better all around.
  4. I have a sense of hope looking forward.
  5. My skin looks better.
  6. I’m more focused on the future.
  7. I love being out of the, “work hard and play hard” physiological yo-yo.
  8. I have more money.
  9. I have less conflict with family.
  10. I feel accomplished.
  11. My marriage is a home, and no longer a battle ground.

Bad:

  1. I’m not an addict.  But I still romance the social aspects of alcohol.
  2. I didn’t lose the weight everyone preaches.
  3. I spend less time with friends where alcohol is the focus - Some social isolation.
  4. I miss many aspects of collecting and sharing wine.

Moving forward:

  1. Sharing is the key…find other things to share.
  2. Build deep friendships.
  3. Focus living deeply, not bogged down by the future.
  4. Stay the course - It has changed me and changed my marriage.

Connect With Me

Join me each week as I share my lived experience and interview guests deeply engaged in maximizing on their journey.  Please connect with me at [email protected] with comments or questions about our content, or for inquires about how to become a guest on the show.