CYBORG MEMOIRS
Timestamps 00:00:00 episode title 00:00:13 Romance of the Colony 00:27:03 our leaders are cowards remix 00:47:53 cool down chat interlude 01:06:07 The Screwfly Solution (1977) by Raccoona Sheldon 02:02:30 parting words & bendiciones Greetings from a long chronic pain flare. This episode of the CM podcast was recorded slowly and painfully over the past 6 months. It features a sample-heavy recording of my essay , a 2017 narrative about the persistent imperialist romance myth of “the colony” in sci-fi, and the dreams of The Colony’s extension into outerspace/surveillance state...
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Hello from the Daylight Savings timejump. It's your host, Magus Monk. I recorded a very casual diary/chatty update all about my new book and gear 4 cyborg releases, while musing on Pluto in Aquarius realities (aftermath of Venus in Leo transit last year) and talking about the process of getting things made. If you like a familiar voice in your ear while you're on the way somewhere or doing some task, please enjoy. Stay tuned, I'm currently laying down opening tracks for the next Cyborg Memoirs episode proper. Get gear & learn more at CyborgMemoirs.com <3
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JUST in time for my solar return (June 6, send well wishes, blessings & presents!), I release to you, friend, a luscious new episode for your listening enjoyment, in which I continue to live up to my calling card slogan: SCIFI MAGIC SMUT SURVIVOR MEMOIR. Chapters 0:00 – Orientation 2:46 – NO NEW COLONY 7:00 – UNDER EMPIRE (Pluto Rx Pause Montage edition) 30:45 – Chat with Monk interlude 43:15 – RAHL (meeting for the first time failed novel draft edition) 1:01:21 – Outro Benediciones This episode has me reading unpublished pieces about trashed space stations, artificial/human...
info_outline "we might have to join the dead, you know"CYBORG MEMOIRS
Greetings friend and welcome to the depths of winter <33 Late January 2023 finds me pulling threads on militarism, militancy, discipline, Mars, and related martial topics along my usual introspective and media-critical prongs of sci-fi, magic, and survivor memoir. Topics covered, tracks sampled, and side quest links are below. Enjoy and thank you for listening. Topics covered military environments – militancy / militarism needing militant discipline during times of survival Rock Lee and Naruto as child soldier fanfic world idolizing fictional cyborgs like Motoko Kusanagi Juliana...
info_outline "A long durational constant"CYBORG MEMOIRS
For 2023 I'm going to post my newsletters on CyborgMemoirs.com, my own URL, before crossposting them to my Substack and Patreon mail club accounts. Greetings friend,How have you been? I'm writing to you from the tail end of a blessed week off from the day job. It's New Year's Eve. Philadelphia has been enveloped in a foggy drizzly cloud all day, and it's 53 degrees out in the dark of early evening. I'm finally starting to catch my breath from work during 'the holiday season' (my copy writing brain rings out), aka Q4, aka 3 (arguably 4) straight months of all hands on deck concentrated effort....
info_outline "double layer light compression"CYBORG MEMOIRS
AUDIO NOTES: 1st sound clip: One of the regular speakers on the mic earlier in the day during the press conference and rally on the east side of City Hall. 9/7/22 2nd sound clip: Livestream IG audio from when the People's Townhomes disrupted the packed Building Industry Association PAC fundraiser meeting which Brent Altman sits on the board of. 9/7/22 3rd sound clip: Multiple People's Townhomes speakers on the mic outside after disrupting the event and talking about what went down and what's next. 9/7/22 Followed by greetings & light discussion (talking writing process,...
info_outline "both young and old recovered boast"CYBORG MEMOIRS
A dispatch from around the linear imperial Christian calendar week of March 1st, 2022, waxing and waning about catholic prayer and paganism family saints & a gay homily cyborgs turning into plants a moment of Berserk fanfic what's good about solarpunk ~*~Send your questions for next time.~*~ Feat samples from * Vangelis - La petite fille de la mer * Prodigy - Break & Enter * Final Fantasy - Into the Darkness (Piano Collection ver) * Susumu Hirasawa - Gutt's Theme (Berserk OST) * Busta Rhymes - What's It Gonna Be! (feat. Janet Jackson) * Bubblegum Crisis - Mad Machine (OST) Audio...
info_outline "Reality is bending and warping all around us"CYBORG MEMOIRS
Some of the content of this newsletter was originally published at my Cyborg Memoirs Fan Club. Some of it is new, but the Fan Club heard it first. And at any rate, I do a LOT of freestyling in the audio that is not at all in the text. So feel free to enjoy the text if that’s your thing, but the audio is where it’s at this edition. Tidying at the end of the year Friends, I work in a boutique retail environment where I have become responsible for the time keeping of our communications and campaigns. I am into logistics. Usually my brain is full of the tasks I am fixing or going or about to...
info_outline NEWS - Cyborg Memoirs Fan Club is HERE.CYBORG MEMOIRS
"Sci-fi magic smut survivor memoir." "Desire Hope Despair." "Not everybody is good at their body." "You must forge yourself into a weapon." "There will be no new colony." Cyborg Memoirs first existed as the personal website of me, Magus Monk bka M. Téllez fka number18, back on the FREE BANDWIDTH days of the mid 90s dial-up internet. In 2003, I registered the official domain CYBORGMEMOIRS.COM and my longstanding URL was born. Over the years I've emerged from cyberspace to produce a slow burning litany of anti-imperial storytelling, from fiction writing and performing, to network organizing and...
info_outline "serious measures to protect"CYBORG MEMOIRS
DIGEST * DISABLING INFLAMMATION * COMMUNITY FUTURES ZINE BRUNCH * RECAP ON A MERCURY MONASTERY * AUDIO-ONLY (at 15min mark on the track): ☿ INTENSIVE STORY SNIPPETS * TEXT-ONLY: ☿ INTENSIVE FEEDBACK * audio note: if any audiophiles want to properly balance/screenshare/show me how to mix down my vocal trax, hmu cause i’m tired and would appreciate that ;-; Greetings dear reader, I sit here speaking into my computer, staring at the screen, watching my words populate into text. A scene from that mainstay of 90s Sci-Fi Channel’s Saturday night anime, Armitage the III comes into my mind,...
info_outlineA christening for the thresholds we have now crossed.
Greetings dear reader. It’s Monk, your guide, storyteller, 3-of-Hearts/Piccolo Daimou raising kid Gohan, stoic Philadelphia cyborg. How you doin??
Please enjoy this audio edition of the newsletter. It’s different from the ones before, in that it’s not a transcription of what you are reading here now. You can find the accompanying text for this edition right here.
I haven’t been gathering lately, and I don’t want to synthesize reality. I’ve already done a lot of that, to the extent that I created the surrogate experience that awaits you in this audio newsletter.
So many things have happened, as we all can surely agree on. I hope everyone is well underway in tempering their abilities to discern the messages being delivered all around us. There are no neutral messages. Remember—people create messages, for a purpose, and how and why is it that they find their way to you?
a few things
I was published in natbrut’s 14th issue this past autumn. Shout out to Tony Wei Ling and editing crew for inviting/making space for this work of mine.
I went back to my old job and that is sort of why you didn’t hear from me till now.
I updated the typography on my teenaged URL, cyborg memoirs. Do you like it? What do you think?
There is an ~incrediblee~ online typography guidebook, Practical Typography, designed for the browser, by a very fastidious typographer and programmer. The book includes valuable info like which keyboard shortcuts can generate characters that exist but don’t have dedicated keys (like ellipses […] and em-dashes [—]), and other shit like some old-fashioned steadfast rules on laying out type, and just even what typography is for as a tool. I love it. A Gemini/Mercury dominant bitch loves it. Check it out. Shout out to Petra for linking me.
A friend is fundraising for Prison Health News, which for many incarcerated people is their only source of health information right now.
Algorithms from get-rich-quick venture capitalists and grifter start-ups are—surprise—making struggling people’s lives worse, and here is an article Cutty sent me on just some of how this is happening. This article in particular hits bc it made me go ohh yeah wow that random -66 point hit on my credit score, that was some algorithm shit.
Not until they were standing in the courtroom in the middle of a hearing did the witness representing the state reveal that the government had just adopted a new algorithm. The witness, a nurse, couldn’t explain anything about it. “Of course not—they bought it off the shelf,” Gilman says. “She’s a nurse, not a computer scientist. She couldn’t answer what factors go into it. How is it weighted? What are the outcomes that you’re looking for? So there I am with my student attorney, who’s in my clinic with me, and it’s like, ‘Oh, am I going to cross-examine an algorithm?’”
This may seem like “more bad news” but baby… It’s time to get real. Love you.
Now, when you’re done with my audio, put on this incredible covers edition of Panorama Heaven, one of the many nice radio shows on NTS. The show has a mind-blowingly good 80s bossa Brazilian cover of Human Nature, and I guess…with the way the world is turning, I have a better appreciation of pure 80s vibes.
So. Thanks for being here still. It’s almost 5am and I have been up for hours working on getting this damn audio finished, and omg I have work in the morning.
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If you want to be put on to mutual aid & reparation efforts in Philly, healers of different modalities, and maybe see my face from time to time, you can follow my stories on IG @cyborgmemoirs.
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Please take care of yourself. Till next time,
Monk@}-}-;——-
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