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CYBORG MEMOIRS

Release Date: 08/26/2020

"ROMANCE OF THE COLONY"

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Timestamps 00:00:00 episode title 00:00:13 Romance of the Colony 00:27:03 our leaders are cowards remix 00:47:53 cool down chat interlude 01:06:07 The Screwfly Solution (1977) by Raccoona Sheldon 02:02:30 parting words & bendiciones Greetings from a long chronic pain flare. This episode of the CM podcast was recorded slowly and painfully over the past 6 months. It features a sample-heavy recording of my essay , a 2017 narrative about the persistent imperialist romance myth of “the colony” in sci-fi, and the dreams of The Colony’s extension into outerspace/surveillance state...

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NEWS - New Book, Merch, and moving at a failure's pace show art NEWS - New Book, Merch, and moving at a failure's pace

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Hello from the Daylight Savings timejump. It's your host, Magus Monk. I recorded a very casual diary/chatty update all about my new book and gear 4 cyborg releases, while musing on Pluto in Aquarius realities (aftermath of Venus in Leo transit last year) and talking about the process of getting things made.  If you like a familiar voice in your ear while you're on the way somewhere or doing some task, please enjoy.  Stay tuned, I'm currently laying down opening tracks for the next Cyborg Memoirs episode proper.   Get gear & learn more at CyborgMemoirs.com <3

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"NO NEW COLONY"

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JUST in time for my solar return (June 6, send well wishes, blessings & presents!), I release to you, friend, a luscious new episode for your listening enjoyment, in which I continue to live up to my calling card slogan: SCIFI MAGIC SMUT SURVIVOR MEMOIR. Chapters 0:00 – Orientation2:46 – NO NEW COLONY7:00 – UNDER EMPIRE (Pluto Rx Pause Montage edition)30:45 – Chat with Monk interlude43:15 – RAHL (meeting for the first time failed novel draft edition)1:01:21 – Outro Benediciones This episode has me reading unpublished pieces about trashed space stations, artificial/human...

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"we might have to join the dead, you know"

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Greetings friend and welcome to the depths of winter <33 Late January 2023 finds me pulling threads on militarism, militancy, discipline, Mars, and related martial topics along my usual introspective and media-critical prongs of sci-fi, magic, and survivor memoir. Topics covered, tracks sampled, and side quest links are below. Enjoy and thank you for listening. Topics covered military environments – militancy / militarism needing militant discipline during times of survival Rock Lee and Naruto as child soldier fanfic world idolizing fictional cyborgs like Motoko Kusanagi Juliana...

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"A long durational constant"

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For 2023 I'm going to post my newsletters on CyborgMemoirs.com, my own URL, before crossposting them to my Substack and Patreon mail club accounts. Greetings friend,How have you been? I'm writing to you from the tail end of a blessed week off from the day job. It's New Year's Eve. Philadelphia has been enveloped in a foggy drizzly cloud all day, and it's 53 degrees out in the dark of early evening. I'm finally starting to catch my breath from work during 'the holiday season' (my copy writing brain rings out), aka Q4, aka 3 (arguably 4) straight months of all hands on deck concentrated effort....

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"double layer light compression"

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AUDIO NOTES: 1st sound clip: One of the regular speakers on the mic earlier in the day during the press conference and rally on the east side of City Hall. 9/7/22 2nd sound clip: Livestream IG audio from when the People's Townhomes disrupted the packed Building Industry Association PAC fundraiser meeting which Brent Altman sits on the board of. 9/7/22 3rd sound clip: Multiple People's Townhomes speakers on the mic outside after disrupting the event and talking about what went down and what's next.  9/7/22 Followed by greetings & light discussion (talking writing process,...

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"both young and old recovered boast"

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A dispatch from around the linear imperial Christian calendar week of March 1st, 2022, waxing and waning about catholic prayer and paganism family saints & a gay homily cyborgs turning into plants a moment of Berserk fanfic what's good about solarpunk ~*~Send your questions for next time.~*~ Feat samples from * Vangelis - La petite fille de la mer * Prodigy - Break & Enter * Final Fantasy - Into the Darkness (Piano Collection ver) * Susumu Hirasawa - Gutt's Theme (Berserk OST) * Busta Rhymes - What's It Gonna Be! (feat. Janet Jackson) * Bubblegum Crisis - Mad Machine (OST) Audio...

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"Reality is bending and warping all around us"

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Some of the content of this newsletter was originally published at my Cyborg Memoirs Fan Club. Some of it is new, but the Fan Club heard it first. And at any rate, I do a LOT of freestyling in the audio that is not at all in the text. So feel free to enjoy the text if that’s your thing, but the audio is where it’s at this edition. Tidying at the end of the year Friends, I work in a boutique retail environment where I have become responsible for the time keeping of our communications and campaigns. I am into logistics. Usually my brain is full of the tasks I am fixing or going or about to...

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NEWS - Cyborg Memoirs Fan Club is HERE. show art NEWS - Cyborg Memoirs Fan Club is HERE.

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"Sci-fi magic smut survivor memoir." "Desire Hope Despair." "Not everybody is good at their body." "You must forge yourself into a weapon." "There will be no new colony." Cyborg Memoirs first existed as the personal website of me, Magus Monk bka M. Téllez fka number18, back on the FREE BANDWIDTH days of the mid 90s dial-up internet. In 2003, I registered the official domain CYBORGMEMOIRS.COM and my longstanding URL was born. Over the years I've emerged from cyberspace to produce a slow burning litany of anti-imperial storytelling, from fiction writing and performing, to network organizing and...

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"serious measures to protect"

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DIGEST * DISABLING INFLAMMATION * COMMUNITY FUTURES ZINE BRUNCH * RECAP ON A MERCURY MONASTERY * AUDIO-ONLY (at 15min mark on the track): ☿ INTENSIVE STORY SNIPPETS * TEXT-ONLY: ☿ INTENSIVE FEEDBACK * audio note: if any audiophiles want to properly balance/screenshare/show me how to mix down my vocal trax, hmu cause i’m tired and would appreciate that ;-; Greetings dear reader, I sit here speaking into my computer, staring at the screen, watching my words populate into text. A scene from that mainstay of 90s Sci-Fi Channel’s Saturday night anime, Armitage the III comes into my mind,...

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This edition of the DHD newsletter features a casual audio overview of my educational pamphlet 'Key Concepts of Message Perception' and includes the ambient background sounds of summer in Philadelphia.

Hello friend.

There’s a whole world of thought I’m gonna hold on to for right now, cause for this time I’m sharing two teaching tools that I’ve made. I notice healers often use the word offerings for their wares and services. This is something of an offering. A tool I present to you for your use, if you so find it useful.

To jump straight ahead, Search > FindITEM1” “ITEM2

and, bonus “VSS

Happy Virgo Season.

you have to forge yourself into a weapon

is something I wrote first as a personal spell, then a shared spell, then we published it in Metropolarity’s STYLE OF ATTACK REPORT (which is again down to the last 8-10 copies—would anyone miss it if we didn’t reprint? it can’t go out of print just yet can it?).

Forging oneself into a weapon is for the purpose of wielding yourself, by your own hand.

How are swords made? We may share a popular image of a man bent over a raw glowing blade, hammering away, tempering it through alchemical process. The material is combined, melted, cooled, heated, folded and then battered down in on itself, blow after cadenced blow.

While you wield yourself, you are also the one who forges. The Wielder, the Forger, the Weapon. Or the Tool, if you prefer. (There’s a lil holy trinity for you to meditate on.) With the experience material in their body, the Forger full of discipline and dedication, tempers the amorphous into something clearly shaped, clearly defined. Shape Change, Olamina commanded.

“[It] occurs to me that when something of great volume is forced through a small opening it generates great pressure—and that pressure creates force, and force is power. I’m reminded of the scene from DUNE where the Fremen learn the Weirding Way—that their focused voices have the power to shatter stone. I can understand why you would be filled with rage at this deplorable world. I hope that you can focus that anger through your powerful voice and shatter something as hard and seemingly impenetrable as stone. I’ll protect my eyes and laugh like a fool.”

My man wrote this to me in 2013, in a letter made of 3.5x5.5 index cards contained with a binder clip. I thought it was so romantic.

ITEM1: key concepts of message perception

Some weeks ago I taught a workshop called PROP WERX:

Learn to read between the lines, hear what's not said & more in this propaganda dissection workshop. We'll pick apart ads, movies, headlines, conversations, and other content with a simple repeatable technique.

The audio here for this newsletter is solely a walk-through and discussion of the material in the zine. The audio is meant as a supplement to the pamphlet tool itself. You can view & download the pamphlet-zine via these Dropbox links below (dismiss any account creation prompts, no account required).

DOWNLOAD READING PDFDOWNLOAD BOOKLET PDF (2 sheets of paper)

ITEM2: futurism & languages of manipulation

The other day Philly writer, beat maker, and area podcast celebrity John Morrison tweeted this to the timeline

And I read through that whole thread and retweeted its morsels to my own timeline, and then I was like damn I need to read the whole thing, a transcription of Murray Bookchin’s 1978 speech made at the Toward Tomorrow (renewable energy) Fair in Amherst, MA. And at the bottom of the whole article was a comment from a reader saying, the transcription was good but the original speech had a lot of interesting contextual points otherwise left out. So I listened to that next. And from there I decided I would transcribe the missing parts of the speech, combine it with the Uneven Earth one, and make a free zine out of the whole thing cause I liked it so damn much.

I fuck with this speech. Here is the printable. I added food for thought exercises at the end.

DOWNLOAD READING PDFDOWNLOAD BOOKLET PDF (8 sheets of paper)orLISTEN TO THE SPEECH ITSELF

What is futurism? Futurism is the present as it exists today, projected, one hundred years from now. That’s what futurism is. If you have a population of X billions of people, how are you going to have food, how are you going to do this… nothing has changed. All they do is they make everything either bigger, or they change the size—you’ll live in thirty story buildings, you’ll live in sixty-story buildings. Frank Lloyd Wright was going to build an office building that was one mile high. That was futurism.

The simple fact is, I just don’t believe that we have to extend the present into the future. We have to change the present so that the future looks very, very different from what it is today. This is a terribly important notion to convey. So a lot of people are walking around today who sound very idealistic. And what do they want to do? They want multinational corporations to become multi-cosmic corporations [laughter from the audience]—literally! 

They want to bring them up in space, they want to colonize the Moon, they can’t wait to go to Jupiter, much less Mars. They’re all very busy, they’re coming around, they even have long hair and they even have beards, and they come around and they say ‘Oh, I can’t wait to get into my first space shuttle!’—that is the future.

This is regarded as ecology and it’s not ecology. It’s futurism! It’s what Exxon wants to do. It’s what Chase Manhattan wants to do. It’s what all the corporations want to do. But it is not utopia, it is pure futurism. It is the present extended into the future.

A mass society, and how do we keep in touch with each other? We don’t even have to look at each other. We’ll look at television screens. I’ll press a button, I’ll see you on the television screen, you’ll be on Mars, for all I know, and we’ll have a wonderful conversation with each other, and we’ll say ‘Gee whiz! We’ve got an alternate technology!’ The point is it isn’t a liberatory technology.

bonus VSS: Venus Saturn Square

This well received trans heavy collabo smut zine is now available free in PDF form. If for some reason you’ve missed all the hype and fanfare around this project till now, you can catch up on the whole thing here.

DOWNLOAD READING PDFDOWNLOAD BOOKLET PDF (15 sheets of paper)

Here is contributor Fatherfucker aka $Gentlethem with the ONLY picture I have from the zine’s sole reading release party, where we all read in silhouette to a darkly lit room.

So there you have it.

I’m on unemployment and redistributing most of it away while things are otherwise stable for me. I’m doing ok. I’m reading. I’m at the jawn. I’m zoned out on a cloud. I’m underworlding. I applied for a couple editing fellowships. My short story book is still for sale, and all its stories are on my URL, and I’m struggling to imagine the reality where my book is finished and for what purpose.

Push your limits. Hold on to your love. [message to self]I hope you find the teaching zines useful.

Till next time@}-}-;———Monk



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