ASMR Read-Along: "The temporal threats that condition your body from another juncture in time."
Release Date: 08/25/2020
"ROMANCE OF THE COLONY"
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Timestamps 00:00:00 episode title 00:00:13 Romance of the Colony 00:27:03 our leaders are cowards remix 00:47:53 cool down chat interlude 01:06:07 The Screwfly Solution (1977) by Raccoona Sheldon 02:02:30 parting words & bendiciones Greetings from a long chronic pain flare. This episode of the CM podcast was recorded slowly and painfully over the past 6 months. It features a sample-heavy recording of my essay , a 2017 narrative about the persistent imperialist romance myth of “the colony” in sci-fi, and the dreams of The Colony’s extension into outerspace/surveillance state...
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NEWS - New Book, Merch, and moving at a failure's pace
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Hello from the Daylight Savings timejump. It's your host, Magus Monk. I recorded a very casual diary/chatty update all about my new book and gear 4 cyborg releases, while musing on Pluto in Aquarius realities (aftermath of Venus in Leo transit last year) and talking about the process of getting things made. If you like a familiar voice in your ear while you're on the way somewhere or doing some task, please enjoy. Stay tuned, I'm currently laying down opening tracks for the next Cyborg Memoirs episode proper. Get gear & learn more at CyborgMemoirs.com <3
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"NO NEW COLONY"
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JUST in time for my solar return (June 6, send well wishes, blessings & presents!), I release to you, friend, a luscious new episode for your listening enjoyment, in which I continue to live up to my calling card slogan: SCIFI MAGIC SMUT SURVIVOR MEMOIR. Chapters 0:00 – Orientation2:46 – NO NEW COLONY7:00 – UNDER EMPIRE (Pluto Rx Pause Montage edition)30:45 – Chat with Monk interlude43:15 – RAHL (meeting for the first time failed novel draft edition)1:01:21 – Outro Benediciones This episode has me reading unpublished pieces about trashed space stations, artificial/human...
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"we might have to join the dead, you know"
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Greetings friend and welcome to the depths of winter <33 Late January 2023 finds me pulling threads on militarism, militancy, discipline, Mars, and related martial topics along my usual introspective and media-critical prongs of sci-fi, magic, and survivor memoir. Topics covered, tracks sampled, and side quest links are below. Enjoy and thank you for listening. Topics covered military environments – militancy / militarism needing militant discipline during times of survival Rock Lee and Naruto as child soldier fanfic world idolizing fictional cyborgs like Motoko Kusanagi Juliana...
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"A long durational constant"
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For 2023 I'm going to post my newsletters on CyborgMemoirs.com, my own URL, before crossposting them to my Substack and Patreon mail club accounts. Greetings friend,How have you been? I'm writing to you from the tail end of a blessed week off from the day job. It's New Year's Eve. Philadelphia has been enveloped in a foggy drizzly cloud all day, and it's 53 degrees out in the dark of early evening. I'm finally starting to catch my breath from work during 'the holiday season' (my copy writing brain rings out), aka Q4, aka 3 (arguably 4) straight months of all hands on deck concentrated effort....
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"double layer light compression"
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AUDIO NOTES: 1st sound clip: One of the regular speakers on the mic earlier in the day during the press conference and rally on the east side of City Hall. 9/7/22 2nd sound clip: Livestream IG audio from when the People's Townhomes disrupted the packed Building Industry Association PAC fundraiser meeting which Brent Altman sits on the board of. 9/7/22 3rd sound clip: Multiple People's Townhomes speakers on the mic outside after disrupting the event and talking about what went down and what's next. 9/7/22 Followed by greetings & light discussion (talking writing process,...
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"both young and old recovered boast"
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A dispatch from around the linear imperial Christian calendar week of March 1st, 2022, waxing and waning about catholic prayer and paganism family saints & a gay homily cyborgs turning into plants a moment of Berserk fanfic what's good about solarpunk ~*~Send your questions for next time.~*~ Feat samples from * Vangelis - La petite fille de la mer * Prodigy - Break & Enter * Final Fantasy - Into the Darkness (Piano Collection ver) * Susumu Hirasawa - Gutt's Theme (Berserk OST) * Busta Rhymes - What's It Gonna Be! (feat. Janet Jackson) * Bubblegum Crisis - Mad Machine (OST) Audio...
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"Reality is bending and warping all around us"
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Some of the content of this newsletter was originally published at my Cyborg Memoirs Fan Club. Some of it is new, but the Fan Club heard it first. And at any rate, I do a LOT of freestyling in the audio that is not at all in the text. So feel free to enjoy the text if that’s your thing, but the audio is where it’s at this edition. Tidying at the end of the year Friends, I work in a boutique retail environment where I have become responsible for the time keeping of our communications and campaigns. I am into logistics. Usually my brain is full of the tasks I am fixing or going or about to...
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NEWS - Cyborg Memoirs Fan Club is HERE.
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"Sci-fi magic smut survivor memoir." "Desire Hope Despair." "Not everybody is good at their body." "You must forge yourself into a weapon." "There will be no new colony." Cyborg Memoirs first existed as the personal website of me, Magus Monk bka M. Téllez fka number18, back on the FREE BANDWIDTH days of the mid 90s dial-up internet. In 2003, I registered the official domain CYBORGMEMOIRS.COM and my longstanding URL was born. Over the years I've emerged from cyberspace to produce a slow burning litany of anti-imperial storytelling, from fiction writing and performing, to network organizing and...
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"serious measures to protect"
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DIGEST * DISABLING INFLAMMATION * COMMUNITY FUTURES ZINE BRUNCH * RECAP ON A MERCURY MONASTERY * AUDIO-ONLY (at 15min mark on the track): ☿ INTENSIVE STORY SNIPPETS * TEXT-ONLY: ☿ INTENSIVE FEEDBACK * audio note: if any audiophiles want to properly balance/screenshare/show me how to mix down my vocal trax, hmu cause i’m tired and would appreciate that ;-; Greetings dear reader, I sit here speaking into my computer, staring at the screen, watching my words populate into text. A scene from that mainstay of 90s Sci-Fi Channel’s Saturday night anime, Armitage the III comes into my mind,...
info_outlineRead along or sit with this audio recording of my 2020 July 10th tale, “The temporal threats that condition your body from another juncture in time.”
I hope you have the tolerance and forgiveness for a pocketful of ffffuh fuhs, popped Ps, and other frictive sounds. I think it’s more prominent at the beginning and mellows as it goes. I plug in my field recorder, set my levels, put a sock on its mics, and try to do my best from there.
Also featuring the ambient sounds my mouth in motion makes, and whatever travels in through my open window on a summer’s day in late August, while I talk about adolescent martial environments, cultures of control, and shifting one's attention.
All quoted audio, referenced individuals, articles, etc are directly linked in the original post.
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