A Routine Epidural, An Unexpected Reaction
Healing Birth
Jackie entered her pregnancy with an unquestioning faith that the medical system knew best how to manage her care, and ensure the safe delivery of her baby. During prenatal discussions with her doctor, she made it clear from the start, before she had ever felt a single contraction, that she wanted an epidural. When labor began, she opted for the epidural as soon as she was able, but experienced a debilitating, full-body allergic reaction to the medication. Her baby was born healthy, but the experience left her feeling that she had not been given full informed consent. The effects of the...
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Just Us: A Fifth Baby, Born at Home
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Shiloa returns to the podcast to share the story of her fifth baby’s birth, a deeply intimate homebirth with only her husband by her side. What started as a joke early in pregnancy—“maybe I just won’t call the midwife”—quietly revealed itself as truth. She was craving something raw, primal, and entirely her own: the experience of bringing her baby into the world held only by love, trust, and instinct. Shiloa says that this unassisted birth experience healed something within her she didn’t realize needed healing. Listen to Shiloa’s incredible first appearance on this...
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When Intuition Leads You to Transfer: A Planned Freebirth, Twin Cesarean, and Healing the Trauma
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After leaving an unhealthy relationship, Theresa made a solemn vow to herself: she would never again say yes when her intuition told her no, or no when it told her yes. So when she became pregnant with her first baby, she knew the conventional, conveyor-belt obstetric path wasn’t for her. Instead, she sought out bodywork, worked with a naturopath, and developed a deep relationship with her body and her baby. The plan was to freebirth at home. But when labor began and she noticed thick meconium, she immediately knew the right thing to do was to face her biggest fear and transfer. Her twins...
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The Surprise Breech Homebirth of Joli’s First Baby
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Joli sat down with me in person to share her incredible first birth story, a first for this podcast! Raised hearing her mother speak so positively about her own home births, Joli always envisioned a similar path for herself. When it came time to welcome her first baby, she felt deeply committed to a physiological birth and chose to work with a midwife at home. After a smooth, uneventful pregnancy, everything shifted during the final stages of labor when her baby was discovered to be breech. At that point, there was no turning back. What followed was an intense and transformative experience...
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A Boss Babe Softens: Homebirth, Loss, and Healing
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Taylor sat down with me to share her story just twelve weeks after her second homebirth. She says she felt reborn after both of her birth experiences, but describes this most recent one as especially healing. It came after an early second trimester miscarriage and a traumatic D&C, which led her to explore femininity, softness, loss, spirituality, and more. Fear emerged at different points during the pregnancy, but she returned to faith in the unknown time and time again. If you love the show, I would greatly appreciate a review on or Follow me on Instagram Do you have a birth...
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Why Birth Can Feel So Overwhelming, and What Actually Helps
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Why do so many women leave birth feeling overwhelmed, unheard, or even traumatized? And what actually helps create a better birth experience? In this episode, I’m joined by Erica Manto Paulson, a certified doula, childbirth educator, and certified clinical hypnotherapist who has supported families in birth for more than 20 years. Erica’s passion for this work began after her own VBAC experience, where the support of a skilled doula transformed her birth. That experience inspired her to dedicate her life to helping women feel informed, supported, and empowered throughout pregnancy and...
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The Birth Was Beautiful. Postpartum Was Hard.
Healing Birth
Eva was working in a maternity home, a residential program that provides housing, prenatal care, and support for pregnant women in need, when she became pregnant with her first baby. Clear in her vision for birth, she chose midwifery care and planned a physiological, unmedicated birth at a midwife-run birth center. Her labor was smooth, relatively quick, and deeply supported. But the weeks that followed were far more difficult than she expected. Reflecting now, Eva realizes that while she prepared carefully for birth, she had not prepared for postpartum, that tender, life-changing time when...
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Rejecting Fear: Celine’s Homebirth After Cesarean (HBAC)
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At the end of her first pregnancy, Celine’s plans for the birth unraveled. Her baby was breech, and the natural birth she had envisioned was replaced with a scheduled cesarean. Though the surgery itself wasn’t traumatic, it shook her confidence. She was left wrestling with painful questions: Why didn’t my baby turn? Is my body broken? Her healing began in the presence of women who believed deeply in birth and in her. Their unwavering faith helped her reclaim her own. When she became pregnant again, Celine chose a different path. She planned a home birth, supported by a midwife and doula,...
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High Risk, Held by Grace: Part Two of Natalie’s Story
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This is part two of Natalie’s story. Be sure to listen to if you haven’t already. After the devastating second-trimester loss of her second baby, Natalie entered her third pregnancy carrying a lot of fear. Labeled as high risk, she once again had to navigate frequent interactions with the medical system, the same one that had dismissed her concerns so many times in her previous pregnancy. Her beautiful, much-longed-for son was born healthy. But in the process, Natalie once again came close to losing her life. Through the ups and downs, the tears and fears, the pain and the joy, Natalie...
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Finding God in the Midst of Tragedy: Part One of Natalie’s Story
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Content note: This episode includes the story of infant loss. If you are not in a space to hear about this topic, I trust you know what to do. From the very beginning of Natalie’s second pregnancy, she felt that something was wrong. As early as the first trimester, she experienced breathing issues, swelling, and eventually severe headaches. When she brought these symptoms to her care providers, they were dismissed as simply “pregnancy.” In her second trimester, she was finally diagnosed with . To save her life, she had to deliver her baby via emergency cesarean at just 23 weeks and...
info_outlineAll of Maddison’s births were peaceful, easeful homebirths. Even her third birth—an early loss of twins—unfolded gently at home and left her feeling at peace.
Her postpartum experiences, however, were extremely challenging. Freshly out of an abusive relationship and pregnant for the fourth time, Maddison shares how she completely rewrote her postpartum story. With the right nourishment and support, postpartum can be pure bliss!
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Intro / Outro music: Dreams by Markvard
Podcast cover photo by Karina Jensen @karinajensenphoto