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Melissa – MDMA, LSD, Sexuality, DIY Healing, & Grief

Inside Eyes

Release Date: 09/09/2019

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In episode 7 of the season Laura interviews Melissa about her DIY healing with MDMA & LSD.  Unlike other episodes in this season, Melissa doesn't identify as having a specific sexual trauma, but rather describes a more elusive general wound around self-worth, love, and sexuality.  

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Special thanks to Joey Seward of Left Field Studios for additional audio engineering!