Pressure
At time in this life, it just seems that know matter how well things are going you still end up with the short end of the stick.For me that is where I find myself now. Here I am in southern California right by the beach and I'm miserable. This is the burden of fatherhood. A role I wholeheartedly embrace but, a role that comes with tremendous pressure. In my family of four that places my needs in fourth place. While I am in the position of primary decision maker. Everything I do has an impact on my family especially as an active duty military member. Sometimes good seems to be overshadowed by the frustration of lack of support from the very entity that I work. Submitted for your consideration.