I Hid $XX,XXX in Debt From My Fiancé: What Happened Two Months Before Our Wedding
Release Date: 11/19/2025
I Hid $XX,XXX in Debt From My Fiancé: What Happened Two Months Before Our Wedding
Be Everything And More
This week on Be Everything And More, we’re going there, into the money story I’ve danced around, hinted at, and low-key avoided sharing for years. Not because I’m scared of talking about numbers… but because this story isn’t really about money at all. It’s about shame. Secrets. Identity. And the moment your life forces you to tell the truth you’ve been carrying alone. I’m taking you behind the scenes, not the glossy, “after” photo of entrepreneurship we all see online, but the messy, chaotic, human in-between. The season where I was rebuilding my business after divorce,...
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If You Feel Torn Between Two Versions of Yourself, Listen to This
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If you’ve been juggling the intuitive, spiritual side of you with the ambitious, strategic entrepreneur inside you… this episode is going to feel like a deep exhale. Today, I’m stripping back the layers on identity, authenticity, and what it really looks like to build a business as a woman who holds duality: the spiritual and the analytical, the intuitive and the driven, the retreat version and the CEO version. In this raw conversation, I open up about losing myself in the noise of the online business world, chasing other people’s strategies, and forgetting the core of my own voice. I...
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The Truth About Recurring Revenue (And Why the Industry Got It All Wrong)
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You’ve heard the formulas: raise your prices, build a funnel, launch another offer. But if you’re still hustling every month just to rebuild momentum, it’s not because you’re lazy or missing some secret strategy. It’s because the system you’re building might not actually be built for you. In this raw, eye-opening episode, Kaitlin pulls back the curtain on what’s really keeping female entrepreneurs stuck in inconsistent income cycles, and how to create recurring revenue that’s not just profitable, but sustainable. She shares her own hard-earned lessons from scaling to multi-six...
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Your November Energy Forecast: What You Need to Know with Energy Coach Renee Bloodworth
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How to Be Driven and at Peace - Redefining Success with Yanina Oyarzo
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What does it really look like to evolve without abandoning your edge? In today’s episode, I sit down with Yanina Oyarzo — host of Similarly Different, speaker, and storyteller who has dedicated her platform to unpacking the full, unfiltered humanity behind female ambition. What began as a hustle-at-12 survival story evolved into music industry executive at 18… and eventually, a hospitalization-level crash that forced her into a new relationship with discipline, desire, and peace. We explore the tension so many of us live in right now — loving the hustle, craving softness, and not...
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The Hustle No One Talks About — And Why It’s the Only Kind That Actually Works
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Feeling like anti-hustle and soft-girl era culture has shamed you out of your natural drive? Same. In this episode, I’m unpacking one of the most misunderstood topics in the online business world: the difference between aligned hustle and survival hustle — and why one fuels your energy while the other drains the soul out of your work. If you’ve ever caught yourself wondering, ‘Why do I feel so drained when I’m doing everything “right”?’ — this conversation is going to land hard. I share real examples from my current business decisions (yes, IN REAL TIME), plus the exact...
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The Art of Neutral: How to Stop Without Stopping with Tiffeny Parker
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High performers talk a lot about burnout — but few can explain what’s actually happening inside your body or how to fix it when time and money feel tight. In this episode, Kaitlin sits down with Tiffeny Parker, dual Team USA athlete turned executive coach and founder of SideTracked, to decode stress, burnout, and what it really means to perform at your best. You’ll learn why cortisol isn’t the enemy, how to master the art of neutral, and the small, free resets that help you feel clear, calm, and capable again. We start with the mindset. If you’ve ever thought, “I should be able to...
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Every Detour Was the Point: How to Fall in Love With Where You Are
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Ever look back and realize every “random” job, heartbreak, or left turn was actually training you for where you are now? In this week’s episode, Kaitlin gets real about her 20-year high school reunion, the wild ride from fashion to fitness to coaching—and how none of it was wasted time. This conversation is your reminder that every season serves a purpose. Whether you’re grinding a 9–5, raising babies, or building your dream business after hours, you’re collecting skills, stories, and strength that will carry you exactly where you’re meant to go. Kaitlin shares the full-circle...
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Your October Energy Forecast: What You Need to Know with Energy Coach Renee Bloodworth
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Here’s your October energy forecast episode—served hot, honest, and just mysterious enough to make you hit play. In this month’s convo with resident energy coach + numerology/astrology wiz, Renee Bloodworth, we unpack why October lands as a 1 month inside a 9 year—aka “practice round” vibes for the fresh starts coming in 2026. We talk about what that means for your identity, leadership, and the projects you’re ready to bring to life without burning yourself out or outsourcing your power. We move week by week through October’s rhythm—starting with Diamonds (values + worth),...
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Stop Doing Business Alone: Why In-Person Connection Is the Shortcut to Growth
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What does it really mean to be part of a community that sees you, hears you, and holds you through the highs and lows of business and life? In this episode of Be Everything And More, Kaitlin pulls back the curtain on the heart of The BEAM Life community and why in-person connection is so much more than just “getting in the room.” Fresh off hosting her first business retreat in Joshua Tree, Kaitlin shares powerful stories of women coming together—most of them strangers—and leaving with bonds that feel unbreakable. From the vulnerable breakthroughs in hot seats to the laughter, primal...
info_outlineThis week on Be Everything And More, we’re going there, into the money story I’ve danced around, hinted at, and low-key avoided sharing for years. Not because I’m scared of talking about numbers… but because this story isn’t really about money at all. It’s about shame. Secrets. Identity. And the moment your life forces you to tell the truth you’ve been carrying alone.
I’m taking you behind the scenes, not the glossy, “after” photo of entrepreneurship we all see online, but the messy, chaotic, human in-between. The season where I was rebuilding my business after divorce, trying to keep it all together, and quietly slipping into a situation that nearly took me out emotionally, financially, and spiritually. And the moment I realized I couldn’t hide it anymore.
You’ll hear how this experience cracked me open, reshaped my self-trust, changed my relationship with my partner, D, and ultimately became the reason I lead my business the way I do today: with identity, integrity, and compassion at the center. This isn’t a story about being perfect. It’s a story about what becomes possible when you finally put the shame down and let yourself be seen.
If you’ve ever carried a secret… felt like the “strong one” who can’t fall apart… or believed your mistakes make you unworthy, this episode is going to hit in all the right ways.
In this episode, we explore:
- The money spiral I kept hidden and how it quietly built shame over time
- The moment everything came crashing in and I had to tell the truth
- Why secrecy fuels self-judgment (and how shame shapes identity)
- What my daughter’s diagnosis taught me about compassion and honesty
- The behind-the-scenes reality of entrepreneurship you never see on social
- How this experience birthed She’s The Strategy and changed how I coach
- A reminder that your mistakes are not your identity, and you get to rewrite your story
If you want a real, intimate, zero-filter conversation about money, self-forgiveness, and what it takes to rebuild from the inside out… press play. This one’s for you.
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