218. Escaping A Cult, Turning Hardship Into Gold, Manifesting A Role in Star Wars, And Life After A Spiritual Awakening – BONNIE PIESSE
Release Date: 09/16/2022
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info_outlineBonnie Piesse has followed many different paths, including as an actress, singer, songwriter, TV and film composer, Intuitive Tarot reader and cult whistleblower. In this episode, we cover it all through the lens of the spiritual awakening that Bonnie experienced right before escaping a cult.
We discuss:
The divine current that was present throughout Bonnie’s escape from the NXIVM
Bonnie’s spiritual awakening (and how kundalini energy showed up in her body during a meditation)
Dropping the emotional baggage of trauma
The power animals that showed up during the Vow documentary filming and what they mean
How Bonnie got into tarot and the role it’s played on her path
How to tell apart the voice of intuition and the voice of your mind
How Bonnie manifested her role in Star Wars (twice!)
Was Aunt Beru’s comeback inspired by what Bonnie had been through in escaping a cult?
How Bonnie sees the spiritual assignment behind being part of the Star Wars films
How Source/The Force guides Bonnie’s life
Bonnie’s relationship with ceremonial cacao and how it helped her through the toughest times
Bonnie’s cacao and journaling manifestation dates with Self
An intuitive message for you!
Mentioned:
Animal Power Book by Alyson Charles
Buddha At The Gas Pump Podcast
Mary Grisey – thewovenchannel.com
Connect with Bonnie Piesse:
Personal Instagram: @bonniempiesse
Spirituality Instagram: @ofsoulandsky
Connect with Ksenia:
Instagram @ksenia.brief
YouTube Ksenia Brief
TikTok @ksenia.brief
Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts
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About Bonnie Piesse:
Bonnie Piesse has followed many different paths, including as an actress, singer, songwriter, TV and film composer, Intuitive Tarot reader and cult whistleblower.
As an actress she’s best known for her role as the young Aunt Beru in ‘Star Wars’ Episodes II and III (‘Attack of the Clones’ and ‘Revenge of the Sith’) and most recently ‘Obi-Wan Kenobi’ on Disney +.
While expressing in the creative arts has been a life-long passion, she’s also been on quite a journey as a spiritual seeker, and ultimately, finder.
She’s made a lot of mistakes, has so much to learn, and is excited about where the rest of this beautiful life will take her!
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