Secretly Freaking Out
Two friends hanging on the internet with you. If you enjoy discussions of daily life struggles, books, movies, mental health, spirituality, relationships AND you enjoy listening to two people who never quite know where the chats will take them, join us for the ride!
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The Holiday Blues
07/14/2024
The Holiday Blues
Today we discuss feelings around the holidays and exchange gifts for each other. The holidays can feel hard and filled with pressure and stress, and we wanted to be able to discuss all the ups and downs of December. Special guest appearance: Zak (Chany's partner) Follow us: IG: @secretlyfreakingout TikTok: @secretlyfreakingout Follow Chany: @sincerelychany936 on Youtube @sincerelychandrika on Instagram Don’t follow Alia 😃 Intro music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): License code: 3GL3EUFZBJ7JU6XD #secretlyfreakingout #secretlyfreakingoutpodcast #secretlyfreakingoutpod #friendspodcast #canadianpodcast #bestfriendspodcasttogether #torontopodcast TIMESTAMPS: 00:00 - 0:59 - Intro 0:59 - 3:30 - Alia Spilt Her Coffee 3:30 - 6:32 - Chany's 1st Freak Out - New Piercings 6:32 - 8:20 - Chany's 2nd Freak Out - Family/The Holidays 8:20 - 10:36 - Alia's 1st Freak Out - New Pronouns 10:36 - 13:09 - Alia's 2nd Freak Out - Pole Dancing 13:09 - 13:50 - Alia's 3rd Freak Out - Xmas Next Year 13:50 - 15:29 - We Played D&D 15:29 - 17:03 - Gift Exchange 17:03 - 17:46 - Introducing Zak! 17:46 - 19:02 - Gift for Zak 19:02 - 20:29 - Gift for Chany & Zak 20:29 - 21:09 - 1st Gift for Chany 21:09 - 22:02 - 2nd Gift for Chany 22:02 - 23:19 - 3rd Gift for Chany 23:19 - 24:56 - 4th Gift for Chany 24:56 - 27:18 - Gift for Alia 27:18 - 27:47 - Bye Zak! 27:47 - 37:51 - The Holiday Are Hard 37:51 - 40:00 - North American Work Culture 40:00 - 45:16 - Could You Join A Cult? - Chany's Answer 45:16 - 49:06 - Could You Join A Cult? - Alia's Answer 49:06 - 53:17 - Street Anxiety? 53:17 - 56:06 - Outro
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Periods, Dating, Turning 30?
07/14/2024
Periods, Dating, Turning 30?
Today we talk about our infinite hatred of periods, what it would be like to start dating again, our attraction to each other, and discuss some of Alia's goals for when they turn 30. New episodes out whenever we feel like it :) TIME STAMPS: 0:00 - 0:31 - Intro 0:31-3:03 - New Mics 3:03 - 6:20 - Alia's 1st Freak Out - Reading/Books 6:20 - 8:09 - Chany's 1st Freak Out - The Holidays 8:09 - 9:06 - Chany's 2nd Freak Out - Their Dog 9:06 - 11:24 - Chany's 3rd Freak Out - Cabin 11:25 - 13:35 - Alia's Love for Sims 13:35 - 14:29 - Cabin again 14:29 - 17:00 - Nipple Piercings 17:01 - 18:58 - Wearing The Same Clothes 18:58 - 20:08 - Rage Room 20:09 - 23:03 - Alia's 2nd Freak Out - Being a Bridesmaid 23:03 - 31:04 - Periods 31:54 - 43:00 - Turning 30 List 43:00 - 45:56 - Rage Room again // Feminine Rage 45:47 - 50:34 - Attraction to Each Other 50:35 - 56:25 - Alia's Capacity for Dating // Friendship 56:26 - 57:50 - Turning 30 List again 57:50 - 1:00:47 - Chany's Capacity for Dating 1:00:48 - 1:03:51 - Could We Live With Someone? 1:03:51 1:05:09 - End Follow us: IG: @secretlyfreakingout TikTok: @secretlyfreakingout Follow Chany: @sincerelychany936 on Youtube @sincerelychandrika on Instagram Don’t follow Alia 😃 Intro music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): License code: 3GL3EUFZBJ7JU6XD #secretlyfreakingout #secretlyfreakingoutpodcast #secretlyfreakingoutpod #friendspodcast #canadianpodcast #bestfriendspodcasttogether #torontopodcast
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Our Gender Identities
01/28/2024
Our Gender Identities
WE APOLOGISE FOR THE TERRIBLE AUDIO ON THIS EPISODE. That being said: as two gender nonconforming folks, we discuss our gender identities, how we navigate gender expression, and our lived experiences! All amongst some good laughs and chats. New episodes out whenever we feel like it :) Video Alia was discussing about gender: Article Chany was discussing: “Roots Deeper than Whiteness”: TIME STAMPS: 0:00 - 1:18 - Intro 1:19 - 1:59 - Pronouns 2:00 - 2:38 - Pop Culture References 2:39 - 3:04 - Chany's 1st Freak Out - Nails 3:05 - 4:13 - Chany's 2nd Freak Out - Shopping 4:14 - 9:11 - Alia's Freak Out - Grey Hairs 9:11 - 11:36 - Gendered Pressure of Ageing 11:36 - 13:55 - Gender Journey Thoughts 13:56 - 14:42 - Fluid Opinions 14:43 - 17:05 - Queer Exploration (Fluid) 17:06 - 18:24 - Some of Alia's Process 18:24 - 25:13 - Trauma & Gender? 25:13 - 27:43 - Trying to be "Womanly" 27:44 - 28:59 - Definitions of Queerness 28:59 - 33:06 - Changing Genders? 33:07 - 33:54 - Manic Pixie Dreamgirl 33:55 - 36:36 - How does Chany Identify? 36:36 - 38:41 - Interruptions (Cold Air & Dog) 38:41 - 41:53 - How does Alia Identify? 41:53 - 46:15 - Trying to be Hyper Feminine 46:16 - 52:03 - Clothes (Gender Expression) 52:03 - 1:00:26 - Misgendering 1:00:27 - 1:03:27 - Favourite Pokemon 1:03:28 - 1:04:44 - Political Views 1:04:44 - 1:08:00 - Fluidity in Queerness 1:08:06 - 1:10:26 - End Follow us: IG: @secretlyfreakingout TikTok: @secretlyfreakingout Follow Chany: @sincerelychany936 on Youtube @sincerelychandrika on Instagram Don’t follow Alia 😃 Intro music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): License code: 3GL3EUFZBJ7JU6XD
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Halloween Hangs
01/20/2024
Halloween Hangs
In this episode: we discuss our beliefs and thoughts about ghosts, demons, monsters, and all things spooky! We share our own stories, discuss books and movies, and debate paranormal theories! New episodes out whenever we feel like it :) Follow us on IG: @secretlyfreaking out Follow Chany: @sincerelychany936 on Youtube @sincerelychandrika on Instagram Don’t follow Alia 😃 Intro music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): License code: 3GL3EUFZBJ7JU6XD
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Are We In Love?
12/04/2023
Are We In Love?
Welcome to the first episode of our podcast where we discuss everything from books we love, shows we’re watching, all the way to having an existential crisis! In this episode: a general “get to know us”, discussions of who we are, how we feel about each other, and our thoughts on some life things. New episodes coming out whenever we feel like it! Follow us on IG: @secretlyfreakingout Follow Chany: on Youtube, on Instagram Don’t follow Alia 😃 Intro music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): License code: 3GL3EUFZBJ7JU6XD
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