Grow Yourself Grow Your Marriage

Don’t be fooled by the curated podcast cover. This isn’t some polished, filtered version of marriage and family life. This is war for truth, for unity, for legacy. Chris and Johnna Farrell, married 12 years with six kids ten and under, bring the raw, the real, and the redemptive. From marriage mishaps to spiritual warfare, parenting chaos to purpose-driven obedience, they expose it all. Not for clicks, but for growth. Yours and theirs. They’re not here for small talk. They’re not interested in lukewarm faith. They’re not sugarcoating the gospel to make it more “palatable.” This show is for couples who want to live boldly, parent on purpose, and follow Jesus with fire in their bones, even if it costs them everything. No fluff. No filters. Just fierce obedience and the real stuff that matters.

138- Why Fear Doesn’t Control Us Anymore 10/25/2025

138- Why Fear Doesn’t Control Us Anymore Episode Summary: In this raw and deeply personal episode of Grow Yourself, Grow Your Marriage, Chris and Johnna tackle one of life’s most gut-wrenching questions: If God is in control, why do I still struggle with fear? What begins as a coffee-fueled conversation about fear, faith, and calling turns into a powerful testimony of how God uses pain, loss, and uncertainty for greater purpose. From personal stories of miscarriage and financial hardship to miraculous redemption through relationships, ministry, and even a lost car at the airport — this episode will challenge your view of fear, trust, and divine control. What You’ll Hear: Chris’ “too Christian” answer to a coach’s question about fear Johnna’s vulnerable reflection on losing their son, Lawson Behind-the-scenes of launching Run to the Hard and how God used tragedy for ministry Financial instability, leaving comfort, and launching a podcast business A wild testimony of how a forgotten parking space led to a salvation moment Why control is the root of anxiety—and how surrender unlocks peace Encouragement for listeners who feel stuck in fear or doubt God’s plan 00:00 – What triggered this entire conversation about fear? 02:30 – Can you really live without fear if you trust God completely? 06:00 – What is Johnna most afraid of losing—and why does it matter? 09:15 – How did a tragic loss lead to launching Run to the Hard? 14:00 – Can God truly bring beauty from ashes—and even form a new family? 17:45 – What did we learn from losing Lawson and meeting Lake? 25:20 – Why did we leave Ohio without a plan—and how did God meet us? 30:00 – What happened when Chris risked it all to start a podcast business? 36:00 – Was Lucan’s healing a medical recovery… or a miracle? 42:30 – What happens when you pray, “Our yes is on the table”? 47:00 – How did a lost car at the airport lead to someone hearing the gospel? 55:00 – Why does fear disappear when you know who’s really in control? 1:06:00 – How can obedience unlock peace when life feels chaotic? Mentioned Links: Love GYGYM? Here's five ways you can support us and the show! Subscribe to the show Share it Review it on Apple Podcast (aka help with production!) buymeacoffee.com/gygym Follow/interact with us on social /episode/index/show/gygym/id/38779345