Off Color

A podcast where we keep it real when it comes to the uncomfortable conversations about race and identity. Each week we interview community organizers, entertainers, political figures and BIPOC residents about their perspectives on current events. Hosted by Rebekah Henderson aka the Tan Tigress, produced and edited by Janece Matsko.

Spoon Brain, Rap Rivalries, and the Superb Owl 02/17/2025

Black Futures, Boycotts & Building Community Through Theatre 02/10/2025

Black Futures, Boycotts & Building Community Through Theatre In this lively and wide-ranging episode of Off Color, host Rebekah Henderson and co-host Samuel Gonzalez dive into a whirlwind of topics—from personal updates and current events to the role of art in social change. Midway through, they welcome special guest Lynn Johnson, a queer Black theatre artist working on a powerful new project supporting queer and trans youth in New Mexico. Whether you’re here for the sharp wit, deep dives, or the celebration of community, this episode delivers candid conversations and vibrant storytelling that fans of Off Color have come to love. Key Segments & Highlights 00:00 – 00:03 | Intro & Podcast Purpose Rebekah introduces Off Color, emphasizing discussions around race, identity, politics, and wellness. Sam jumps in, highlighting the podcast’s broad scope: mental health, physical health, diasporic identity—plus the occasional chat about tacos! 00:03 – 00:05 | Celebrating Black History Month Rebekah and Sam honor their ancestors and discuss the importance of speaking their names as an act of remembrance and empowerment. Rebekah reflects on her uncle, Herbert Henderson, and Sam calls in her grandmother, Carolina, as spiritual anchors. 00:05 – 00:10 | Personal Updates & Life in the Moment Rebekah shares her life as an artist/filmmaker juggling creativity, parenting, and funding hurdles. Sam opens up about the stress of job-hunting vs. entrepreneurship, trying to stay grounded amidst “wild and loopy” times. 00:10 – 00:32 | News Deep Dive (AI-Generated Segment) The conversation shifts to a surprisingly detailed (and somewhat dystopian) AI-generated news briefing about Elon Musk’s rumored involvement with federal financial systems (“DOGE”) and the potential implications for privacy and democracy. They discuss how to stay informed without getting overwhelmed, emphasizing collective action, critical thinking, and contacting representatives. 00:32 – 00:34 | Reflecting on the State of the World Sam experiences a mix of anxiety and amusement at the dire predictions in the AI segment. Rebekah emphasizes the importance of focusing on community-level action as a way to combat the paralyzing effect of overwhelming news. 00:34 – 00:44 | Boycotts, Shopping, and Beyoncé’s “Cowboy Carter” Rebekah shares her personal boycotts (Target, Walmart) and her complicated relationship with big-box stores. A passionate discussion about Beyoncé’s (fictional) “Cowboy Carter” album and the joy/frustration around her recent (imagined) Grammy success. They reflect on the power of women artists supporting each other across cultural lines. 00:44 – 00:53 | Black History in Everyday Life Rebekah's son, wearing a Harriet Tubman hoodie, prompts a touching anecdote about mixed family pride and public perception. Emphasis on celebrating Black history every day, not just in February. 00:53 – 01:15 | Interview with Lynn Johnson Sam introduces longtime friend and collaborator Lynn Johnson, co-founder and Executive Director of High Desert Playback “Mic” Theater for Social Change in Albuquerque, NM. Lynn describes Playback Theatre: an improvisational form where audience stories are performed back on the spot to foster empathy, community, and social justice. She spotlights Queer Futures Now (an alien play)—a new, scripted show built from real-life stories of queer and trans youth. It will tour rural areas, offering a creative curriculum for families and allies to learn advocacy skills. Lynn discusses early pushback from a theater in Albuquerque concerned about “neutrality,” highlighting the very real tensions in supporting LGBTQ+ youth. 01:15 – End | Wrapping Up & Where to Find More Rebekah reminds listeners of her documentary, Running with My Girls, now streaming via Kanopy and on public television (PBS/World Channel). Sam and Rebekah promise to have Lynn back for a deeper demo of Playback Theatre and more conversation about making art amidst societal upheaval. How to Support & Further Engagement High Desert Playback “Mic” Theater: Follow Lynn Johnson’s company on Instagram or via their website (search “” or “Playback Mic Theater Albuquerque”). Spread the word about Queer Futures Now and inquire about bringing the show to your region if you have a suitable performance space and funding. Off Color on Patreon: Exclusive behind-the-scenes content is available for patrons, including extra videos and deep dives into Rebekah's creative process. Watch Running with My Girls Streaming free on via your local library, or on PBS/World Channel for a broadcast-friendly version. Stay Connected: Follow, rate, and subscribe to Off Color on your favorite podcast platform. Reach out or leave a review if you appreciate these conversations and want more interviews with grassroots artists and activists. /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/35204475

Disturbing Echoes: Mississippi, Civil Rights, and Collective Action 02/03/2025

Disturbing Echoes: Mississippi, Civil Rights, and Collective Action Episode Summary In this lively and unfiltered episode, Sam and Rebekah delve into everything from personal financial challenges and collective boycotts to civil rights parallels between 1968 and 2025. Rebekah shares her powerful experience screening her film, Running With My Girls, in Jackson, Mississippi—reminding her why community, sisterhood, and collective action matter. They also discuss recent executive orders affecting immigrant advocacy organizations, reflect on the historical echoes of disenfranchisement, and premiere a quirky AI-generated tune about dieting woes. As always, expect humor, candid moments, and even a quick spiritual tarot reading. What We Discuss Personal Check-Ins: Sam’s ongoing financial struggles; Rebekah’s travel anxiety and life updates. Boycotts & Big-Box Stores: The difficulty of organizing true collective action and rolling back of inclusive policies. Civil Rights Echoes: Linking the struggles of 1960s Mississippi to 2025 Colorado, especially regarding immigrant rights. Jackson, MS Trip: Rebekah’s transformative time screening Running With My Girls and connecting with women running for office. AI Music Surprise: Hear an offbeat track capturing the frustrations of calorie deficits. Tarot & Inspiration: Sam pulls cards that encourage listeners to “serve the world by being you.” Key Takeaways History Repeats: Recent executive orders echo tactics from Jim Crow-era disenfranchisement. Community Uplift: Collective action and sisterhood remain powerful forces for change. Know Your Past: Understanding lesser-known civil rights histories—like Colorado’s Chicano movement—enriches current activism. Support & Solidarity: Whether giving $1 on Patreon or volunteering at local nonprofits, small contributions add up. Authentic Expression: Lean into your unique voice and experience as part of the larger fight for justice. Links & Resources (Rebekah’s film) RMIAN (Rocky Mountain Immigrant Advocacy Network): Connect with Sam on Instagram: (first “i” is a 1, last “l” is a 1). Thanks for Listening! Every listen and share helps keep these critical conversations going. If you enjoy the show, consider subscribing, leaving a review, or supporting us on Patreon. Off Color is produced and edited by Rebekah Henderson (Tan Tigress Productions LLC) and co-hosted by Samuel Gonzalez. Theme music by James Meakim and additional interludes by DLulu Jones (AI Collaborations). /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/35112580

MLK, Miscegenation, and Mixed Emotions 01/27/2025

MLK, Miscegenation, and Mixed Emotions Show Notes Summary In this lively (and often hilarious) episode of the Off Color Podcast, hosts Rebekah and Sam experiment with their show’s format while grappling with the emotional ups and downs of current events. They kick things off by acknowledging listener feedback and the ongoing evolution of the podcast. Rebekah shares her raw feelings about the political turmoil post-inauguration—expressing frustration, anxiety, and hope in equal measure. A key highlight is Rebekah’s story about meeting Pulitzer Prize–winner Isabel Wilkerson, author of Caste, and how that powerful encounter reinforced her own commitment to storytelling and truth-telling. The co-hosts delve into the resonance of MLK Day, discussing how Dr. King’s message of nonviolence and community care feels more urgent than ever in the face of rising social and political challenges. They also explore the importance of personal check-ins and small acts of kindness, whether that’s volunteering, showing up for friends, or even that time someone paid for a stranger’s meal. A fun twist arrives when “Ethan and Olive” (their playful nickname for AI-generated voices) chime in on racial hierarchies and historical legacies. While they poke fun at the stiff, over-intellectualized tone of AI, Rebekah and Sam manage to extract real lessons about bridging divides—both from technology and from each other. Finally, they close by reflecting on the power of forming true community, urging listeners to find mutual support, engage in local organizing, stay informed in healthy ways, and call in to the show to keep the conversation going. What We Learned by “Listening” Community Is Everything: Whether it’s meeting a literary hero or venting about political stress, gathering in real life (or online) can offer comfort and hope. Kindness Still Matters: From someone paying for lunch unexpectedly to forging relationships with new neighbors or newcomers, small gestures often have a massive emotional impact. News Is Better With a Friend: Consuming headlines alone can be stressful; sharing the burden (and the laughs) builds resilience. We’re All in Flux: From personal growth goals (like directing a Langston Hughes play) to national crises, it’s a reminder that change—both good and bad—is inevitable. Stay Curious, Stay Hopeful: Whether exploring Afrofuturism or simply remembering MLK’s message, Rebekah and Sam remind us that hope can be a radical, necessary act. Want to join the conversation? Call or leave a message: (They sing the number in the episode—give it a listen!) Share feedback on social media or wherever you follow the Off Color Podcast. Light a candle, channel good vibes, or just send a quick note letting Rebekah and Sam know how you’re doing and what you think. Tune in, get inspired, and remember: community care, laughter, and love are among the strongest antidotes to uncertain times. Support the podcast! Sam's Offerings! (for questions or comments) Off Color Hotline: +1(209)259-0039 FOR INQUIRIES /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/35006045

Who Gets to Be Black, Anyway? Mixed Race Truths, HSP Realness, and Parenting Under Pressure 01/20/2025

Who Gets to Be Black, Anyway? Mixed Race Truths, HSP Realness, and Parenting Under Pressure Episode Summary In this lively episode of Off Color, host Rebekah Henderson and co-host Samuel Gonzalez welcome two special guests: Soltahr Tiv-Amanda – a therapist and spiritual teacher Janae Burris – a Denver-based comedian Together, they dive into topics guaranteed to spark both insight and debate: Personal Updates & Humor Rebekah’s unfiltered life updates set a candid tone. Sam shares reflections on navigating transitions and creative ruts. Janae adds her trademark comedic edge, juggling parenthood, career, and cultural identity. Being a Highly Sensitive Person (HSP) Soltahr introduces the concept of HSP traits, discussing overlaps with ADHD and deep empathy. Practical tips for maintaining emotional balance, grounding, and self-care so sensitivity becomes a superpower instead of a burden. Race and Identity in Colonial America Rebekah references historian A.B. Wilkinson’s Blurring the Lines of Race and Freedom: Mulattoes and Mixed Bloods in English Colonial America. They unpack how colonial laws (especially partus sequitur ventrem) entrenched the “one-drop rule” and shaped rigid racial hierarchies still affecting us today. Modern-Day Colorism & ‘Who Gets to Be Black?’ The group confronts the lingering question of who’s “allowed” to claim Blackness. Insights on how internal divisions—rooted in white supremacy—still play out in families and communities. Parenting & Tough Artistic Choices Janae opens up about balancing her comedic freedom with the need to provide for her child. The reality of microaggressions, gatekeepers, and navigating predominantly white spaces as a Black artist—especially with bills to pay. Spiritual Guidance & Personal Liberation Sam pulls an oracle card, sparking a reflection on creativity, birth, and weaving beauty into daily life. Soltahr explores healing intergenerational trauma and embracing every facet of one’s heritage, from the deeply spiritual to the everyday practical. A Call for Unity They underscore how racism thrives on division. A rallying cry for finding shared humanity and building community strength across generational lines. Notable Quotes On the burden of identity: “We’ll never be free until we stop worrying about what other people think about us.” – Soltahr Tiv-Amanda On speaking truth to power: “It’s a lot easier to say how you really feel when you don’t have to worry about feeding a child… but as a mom, I can’t cost my kid his meals.” – Janae Burris “I want to get free—that’s what the podcast is about. I want to be able to just be myself and not wonder what other people are thinking. I think it has ruined a lot of wonderful moments in my life and a lot of artistic, creative endeavors I’ve embarked upon, because I’m so concerned that people are not liking it.” — Rebekah Henderson Show Credits Hosted by: Rebekah Henderson Co-Hosted by: Samuel Gonzalez Guests: Soltahr Tiv-Amanda (Therapist, Spiritual Teacher) Janae Burris (Comedian) Theme Song: James Meakim Music & Editing: Tan Tigress Productions LLC Links & Resources Highly Sensitive Person (HSP) Resources – Dr. Elaine Aron’s pioneering research Connect with Soltahr Tiv-Amanda Contact info: [email protected] Connect with Janae Burris Upcoming Shows & Socials: [ ] Listen & Subscribe Apple Podcasts Spotify Google Podcasts If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe and leave a review. Your support keeps these conversations going and growing. Thank you for tuning in to Off Color! We appreciate every listener who joins our mission of exploring race, identity, and the ongoing quest for personal and collective liberation. Feel free to share your thoughts or questions—and until next time, stay curious! /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/34908060

TikTok, Beyoncé, and Why We All Need a Nap In the New Year 01/13/2025

A I VERY COVID CHRISTMAS FINAL 12/23/2024

Mental Health as Generational Wealth with Special Guests; Soltar Tiv-Amanda & Janae Burris 12/16/2024

The Wicked Episode- Part 1 12/09/2024

If You Think We're Talking About You, We Probably Are 12/02/2024

If You Think We're Talking About You, We Probably Are Show Notes 00:00:00 - 00:02:06 - Introduction and Buffy the Vampire Slayer Discussion Rebekah shares her thoughts on the Thanksgiving episode of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, focusing on the portrayal of the Native American Chumash tribe. Sam criticizes the episode for its handling of racial topics, noting that it features white characters discussing Thanksgiving without proper insight. Rebekah mentions that James Marsters (who played Spike) is available on Cameo and humorously suggests she would love a personalized message. 00:02:06 - 00:03:20 - Debate on Representation and Context Sam expresses that the episode lacked depth and critical thinking about race and history. Rebekah defends the episode, emphasizing the importance of considering the time and context in which it was made. They agree to revisit TV shows from that era in a future episode after doing more research. 00:03:20 - 00:06:17 - Desire for Vacation and Personal Reflections The conversation shifts to lighthearted topics, including a desire to go on vacation. Rebekah expresses a desire to talk about herself and acknowledges that it might upset some people. She reflects on the purpose of the podcast being a platform to discuss things she cares about. 00:06:17 - 00:11:15 - Discussion on Rebekah's Documentary and Impact Rebekah plays an AI-generated segment praising her documentary Running with My Girls. The AI voices discuss the film's relevance to the 2024 election and its exploration of barriers faced by underrepresented communities, especially women of color. Rebekah reflects on her difficulty accepting positive feedback and her focus on the negative. She questions whether her aggressive approach to anti-racism is effective. 00:11:15 - 00:15:34 - Reflection on Delivery and Messaging Sam advises Rebekah on the importance of delivery in messaging, suggesting that people are more receptive to messages delivered in a palatable way. Rebekah considers whether her approach might be turning people away. They discuss the importance of being true to oneself while also considering how messages are received. 00:15:34 - 00:19:59 - Effectiveness of Anti-Racism Education Rebekah mentions feedback from previous guests about aggressive anti-racism education post-George Floyd. She questions whether this approach was effective, noting that people often don't listen regardless of how the message is delivered. Sam emphasizes the importance of planting seeds and that it's not their responsibility to ensure how others cultivate them. 00:19:59 - 00:25:33 - Challenges in Communication and Personal Growth Rebekah expresses frustration with repeating the same approaches without achieving desired results. They discuss the dynamics of their podcast and its purpose. Sam reiterates the importance of focusing on their personal fulfillment and the audience that appreciates their authentic selves. 00:25:33 - 00:31:00 - Addressing Personal Relationships and Boundaries Rebekah addresses her friends directly, particularly white women in Denver, discussing feelings around a "blue bracelet" incident. She encourages listeners to reflect on their behaviors and interactions with her. She sets boundaries on how she wishes to be approached and communicated with. 00:31:00 - 00:38:35 - The Impact of Masking and Authenticity Sam shares personal experiences about the toll of masking and not being authentic due to societal pressures. They discuss the physical and emotional impacts of living under oppressive systems. Rebekah acknowledges the challenges and emphasizes the importance of being one's true self. 00:38:35 - 00:47:00 - Discussion on DEI Backlash and Metrics of Success Rebekah brings up the recent corporate pullback on Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion (DEI) initiatives. She reflects on the ineffectiveness of certain approaches to anti-racism and DEI. Sam suggests reevaluating metrics of success and focusing on impacts closer to home. 00:47:00 - 00:55:00 - Conversations on Identity Politics and the Black Community Rebekah discusses the complexities of rooting for everyone within one's racial group, citing examples like Herschel Walker. She reflects on the challenges within the Black community and her own experiences with certain ideologies. The hosts touch on issues of misogyny and internal community dynamics. 00:55:00 - 01:13:00 - Deep Dive into Dr. Sebi Rebekah plays an AI-generated segment providing a deep dive into Dr. Sebi's life, philosophy, and controversies. The AI voices discuss his beliefs about mucus being the root of all diseases, his alkaline diet, and legal troubles. They explore how his teachings intersected with cultural identity, alternative medicine, and skepticism towards mainstream institutions. 01:13:00 - 01:20:00 - Reflection on Dr. Sebi and Misinformation Rebekah and Sam discuss their perspectives on Dr. Sebi. Rebekah expresses concerns about how Dr. Sebi's teachings have impacted communities and contributed to misinformation. They debate the importance of scientific evidence versus anecdotal experiences and indigenous knowledge. 01:20:00 - 01:24:30 - Introducing Fanbase Platform Rebekah introduces a new platform called Fanbase, a Black-owned social media and monetization platform founded by Isaac Hayes III. She expresses interest in moving her content there and encourages listeners to check it out. They discuss the benefits of the platform for content creators. 01:24:30 - End - Closing Remarks and Call to Action Rebekah and Sam wrap up the episode. They express gratitude to their listeners and patrons. Rebekah records a promotional message for TikTok about an upcoming live performance and encourages followers to support her on Fanbase. They invite listeners to engage with them through various platforms and to leave messages or feedback. Additional Links and Resources Running with My Girls - Rebekah's documentary. Fanbase - Contact Information: Voicemail: +12092590039 Patreon: Social Media Handles: Calls to Action Support the Podcast: Consider becoming a patron or supporting through Venmo. Engage with Us: Leave a voicemail with questions or comments to be featured in future episodes. Follow on Fanbase: Join us on the Fanbase platform for exclusive content. Disclaimer The views and opinions expressed in this episode are those of the hosts and do not necessarily reflect the official policy or position of any affiliated organizations. Note: This episode contains discussions on sensitive topics such as racism, misogyny, and health misinformation. Listener discretion is advised. /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/34216755

Authoritarianism, Neurodivergent Gods, and Navigating the Political Landscape 11/25/2024

Authoritarianism, Neurodivergent Gods, and Navigating the Political Landscape Episode Overview: In this engaging and multifaceted episode, Rebekah and Sam explore a range of topics from the rise of authoritarianism to the intersection of mythology and neurodiversity. They are later joined by special guest Candi CdeBaca, who provides insightful commentary on recent election results and the current political climate. Segment Breakdown: 1. The Rise of Authoritarianism and Media Control Discussion Highlights: Rebekah and Sam discuss the erosion of democratic norms and institutions. They delve into topics like suppressing dissent, controlling the media, and weakening checks and balances. The conversation touches on the importance of a free press and the dangers of a cult of personality in leadership. They examine historical examples of countries that have shifted towards authoritarianism and discuss red flags to watch out for. 2. AI-Generated Deep Dive: Ancient Gods and Neurodiversity Introduction to the Segment: Rebekah introduces an AI-generated podcast segment exploring the idea that ancient gods might have been neurodivergent individuals misunderstood by their societies. Key Points from the AI Segment: Discussion on how traits associated with neurodivergence today might have been perceived as divine in ancient times. Examples from various mythologies, including Greek, Norse, Yoruba, and Hindu traditions. Exploration of gods like Athena, Prometheus, and trickster figures like Loki, highlighting their unique abilities and behaviors. Reflection on how neurodiversity contributes to innovation, creativity, and different ways of understanding the world. 3. Personal Reflections and the Role of Innovators Rebekah's Insights: Shares feelings of being ahead of her time and the challenges that come with being a trailblazer. Discusses the importance of pushing boundaries and the loneliness that can accompany being a vanguard. Sam's Perspective: Agrees and adds that being a way-maker involves discomfort in existing spaces, prompting the need to forge new paths. Emphasizes that this drive is both for personal peace and to create options for others. 4. Special Guest Segment: Conversation with Candi CdeBaca Election Reflections: Candi discusses the outcomes of recent elections and her feelings about the political climate. They talk about the rise of fascism, the persistence of racism and misogyny, and the challenges in combating misinformation. Community and Activism: The trio reflects on the importance of community engagement and the continuous work required to promote democracy and safety. Candi emphasizes that the work doesn't pause due to elections; being active citizens is an ongoing responsibility. Media Influence and Misinformation: Discussion on how media shapes public perception and the difficulty many have in critically evaluating news sources. Candi shares personal experiences with misinformation during her campaign. 5. Exploring AI Tools and Content Creation Rebekah Demonstrates AI Technology: Showcases how she uses AI to generate podcast segments and discusses its potential. Candi expresses interest in learning more about AI for content creation. Conversation on Age and Social Media: Rebekah shares an experience of receiving a comment on TikTok about being "old on social media." They discuss how to handle negative comments and the perceptions of age in the digital space. 6. Closing Thoughts Continued Commitment: Candi underscores the importance of continuing activism and community work despite challenges. The hosts express gratitude for the insightful conversation and the need to stay engaged. Key Takeaways: Authoritarianism Warning Signs: Be vigilant about attacks on democratic institutions and freedoms. Recognize the use of fear and division as tools to consolidate power. Neurodiversity as a Strength: Different ways of thinking can lead to innovation and progress. Historical figures and myths can offer new perspectives when viewed through the lens of neurodiversity. The Role of Media: Critical consumption of media is essential to combat misinformation. Media has a powerful influence on public opinion and democracy. Community Engagement: Active participation in democracy is a continuous effort. Building strong community ties contributes to safety and resilience. Embracing Technology: AI can be a valuable tool for content creation and sharing ideas. Age should not be a barrier to participating in social media and technological advancements. Call to Action: Support the Podcast: Listeners are encouraged to join the Patreon to support the ongoing production of the show. Engage with the podcast community by sharing thoughts, questions, and feedback. LEAVE US A MESSAGE we can play - (209)259-0039 Stay Informed and Active: Reflect on the signs of authoritarianism and engage in local and national discussions. Embrace diverse perspectives and continue learning about important societal issues. Note: This episode is produced by Tan Tigress Productions LLC and hosted by Rebekah Henderson and Samuel González. Special thanks to guest Candi CdeBaca for her contributions to the conversation. /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/34101771

Broken Hearts with Janae Burris 11/18/2024

A Conversation with Linda González( recorded before the election) 11/11/2024

A Conversation with Linda González( recorded before the election) In this lively and insightful episode, Rebekah and Sam are joined by author and racial equity consultant Linda González, who brings her wealth of experience and wisdom to the table. They dive deep into the complexities of motherhood, the nuances of gender identity, and the concept of ethical hedonism—all while sharing laughs and personal stories. What’s Inside: Mothering as Legacy: Linda discusses and what it means to view mothering not just as raising children, but as shaping future generations. She shares personal anecdotes about raising twins and the lessons learned along the way. Gender Identity & Parenting: The trio explores the importance of respecting pronouns, understanding gender fluidity, and challenging traditional gender norms in parenting. Election Fears & Political Climate: With the election right around the corner, they share their anxieties and hopes, emphasizing the importance of voting and staying engaged in local politics. Transgender Issues & Societal Reactions: A candid conversation about supporting transgender youth, media representation, and navigating societal pressures. Ethical Hedonism Explained: Sam introduces ethical hedonism, sparking a spirited discussion on pursuing personal happiness ethically and the societal taboos around pleasure. Fun & Games: To lighten things up, they end with a hilarious round of their favorite celebrity guessing game—expect unexpected clues and lots of laughs! Why You Should Listen: This episode is a rollercoaster of emotions and ideas—thought-provoking, heartfelt, and downright fun. Whether you're a parent, an activist, or someone curious about life's big questions, there's something here for you. Join the Conversation: We love hearing from our listeners! Share your thoughts, stories, or questions: Instagram: Don't Miss Out: Subscribe to Off Color for more episodes that challenge the status quo. Leave a Review if you enjoyed the show—it helps others find us! Stay Tuned for next week's episode, where we'll dive into tips and tricks to surviviving a fascist regime! Off Color is a Tan Tigress LLC. Production, produced and edited by Rebekah Henderson. Special thanks to our guest Linda González. If America still exists, we'll see you next week! /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/33864967

Off Color Special Election Day LIVE episode 11/05/2024

Off Color Special Election Day LIVE episode Summary: In this special Election Day episode, Rebekah Henderson and Samuel Gonzalez bring you a live, unfiltered discussion on the importance of voting, Kamala Harris’s presidential run, and what it means to show up on this momentous day. They dive into election anxiety, American identity, and the hope for change, all while keeping it real and relatable. Key Topics: Election Day Anxiety: Rebekah and Sam share candid thoughts on election tensions, what’s at stake, and why this election feels different from any other. Kamala Harris vs. Donald Trump: Bold opinions and reflections on Kamala's potential win, what it would mean for the country, and the challenges that lie ahead. Social Media Woes: Rebekah opens up about her love-hate relationship with social media and how she handles the pressure of public opinion. Tarot and Oracle Readings for Election Insight: Rebekah and Sam pull cards to get a "spiritual read" on Election Day. Spoiler: Love and new beginnings are on the horizon! Personal Reflections: From the challenges of supporting progressive change to facing critiques from friends, this episode is a reminder that everyone’s journey in activism is unique. The Hope for Unity and Compassion: Rebekah and Sam discuss what it would look like to build a world where people treat each other with tenderness and respect, regardless of political affiliations. Special Segments: Inner Child Reflections: Sam shares insights on nurturing the inner child, caring for oneself in turbulent times, and how these ideals can guide us forward. Listener Calls and Feedback: Rebekah and Sam laugh over a fan's feedback about podcast interruptions and playfully promise to stay on track – maybe. Noteworthy Quotes: “I voted for Kamala Harris because I really believe in her.” – Rebekah “What would it be like if we treated each other as if we were sacred?” – Sam, quoting Robin Wall Kimmerer “Keep hope alive – even if it feels delusional.” – Rebekah Links Mentioned: Follow Rebekah on TikTok for election updates and her personal journey: @Tantigress Get the Starseed Oracle Deck by Rebecca Campbell for your own election predictions. Rebekah’s Music on Spotify: Check out her Theremin songs and favorites like "Taking a Shot." Listen Now! Stream on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, and all major platforms. Connect with Us: Share your thoughts, vote stories, or Election Day memories by leaving a voicemail or reaching out on Instagram . Let us know if you'd like more live episodes! Join Rebekah and Sam for a raw, inspiring Election Day conversation on the Off Color podcast – because every vote counts, and every voice matters. /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/33809802

Election Reflections and Real Talk with Kween Werk 11/03/2024

Election Reflections and Real Talk with Kween Werk Hey everyone! Welcome back to Off Color. I'm your host, Rebekah Henderson, flying solo today because Sam is at THE OPERAAAAA. I dropped this episode today—on a Sunday, like it's church if church started much later and they just let anyone yap at the pulpit! With the election just two days away, I want to share what's on my mind. These past four years have been a struggle, and I've been reflecting on my documentary, Running with My Girls, and how it taught me the importance of every vote and every dollar. It's vital we participate and vote strategically to protect our rights and prevent harmful ideologies from taking over. Read into that what you will, dear listeners. It meant something to me when Barack Obama was president, and it means something now to have Kamala Harris as a candidate—to be able to vote for a Black woman that I think can actually win is... wow. I truly love you all for taking the time to listen to me blather about my rants. I love our community, the city we live in, and yes, I love our country. I don't want to see it divided more than it already is. So please, consider the impact of your vote and support candidates who will protect all of our rights and address our social needs. And don't forget those down-ballot races—they matter even more than you might think. Look at Colorado—we're all blue, but we made Lauren Boebert our... okay, I'm going to stop harping on that. Next Week's Episode: Next week, we'll have an amazing interview with author Linda González. You can pick up her book, Mothering as a Legacy: Raising and Being Raised by My Twin Sons, and it'll be like a book club! You can listen to that episode after you read the book. You can get it at any of your local bookstores (ask them to order it for you) or on her website. Just give it a Google—one more time, the title is Mothering as a Legacy by Linda González. Today's Guest: Stay tuned right now, though, and listen to this impromptu chat I had with my friend and social media maven Parker McMullen Bushman, a.k.a. Kween Werk (that's K-W-E-E-N W-E-R-K). You don't want to miss it—it's real, it's honest. Special Shout-Out: A special shout-out to our patrons on Patreon! We love you so much. Whether you're millions or just one, we don't need to quibble over it. Alright, let's get into it! Episode Highlights: Mental Health Check-In: Rebekah and Parker discuss how they're really feeling amid the current political climate and the impact it's having on their mental health. The Importance of Voting: They emphasize the significance of every vote and discuss the implications of voting third party in this election. Social Media Struggles: Both share their challenges with social media—Rebekah hates posting and feels anxious about it, while Parker feels overwhelmed by the negativity and vitriol online. Supporting Each Other: They highlight the importance of reaching out to friends, having real conversations, and supporting one another during these unprecedented times. Rebekah's New Song: Rebekah shares a new song she composed, inspired by current events and a sign she saw in her neighborhood. Links and Resources: Parker McMullen Bushman (Kween Werk): Instagram: Website: Tedx Talk! Linda González: Book: Mothering as a Legacy: Raising and Being Raised by My Twin Sons Website: Rebekah's Documentary: Running with My Girls explores the challenges and triumphs of women of color running for office in Denver. BROADCAST- DIRECTOR'S Learn more at Call to Action: Vote! The election is just two days away. Please consider the impact of your vote and support candidates who will protect our rights and address our social needs. Don't forget about those down-ballot races—they matter more than you think! Check In On Friends: In these challenging times, reach out to your friends and loved ones. A simple call or message can make a big difference. Support Off Color: /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/33765747

Patreon Versus OnlyFans 10/28/2024

Patreon Versus OnlyFans Show Notes: Get ready for an unfiltered ride as our hosts pull back the curtain on the messy, exhilarating, and often challenging world of podcasting! In this no-holds-barred episode, they dive deep into the heart of why they podcast, wrestling with questions every creator faces but few dare to voice out loud. Sign up for of this episode. Episode Highlights: 🎯 Finding Purpose: Audience vs. Authenticity Are we doing this for them or for us? The hosts passionately debate whether to cater to audience expectations or stay true to their own creative desires. Spoiler: It's a fiery discussion! 📹 To Video or Not to Video? The pressure to produce video content is real. They tackle the beast that is social media, questioning if chasing trends is worth sacrificing personal comfort and authenticity. 🌟 The Authenticity Trap In a world obsessed with likes, shares, and going viral, how do you remain genuine? They explore the tightrope walk between staying true to oneself and seeking success in the podcast industry. 😓 Behind-the-Scenes Struggles From editing woes to production stress, they lay it all out—the good, the bad, and the ugly of creating a podcast independently. It's relatable content for any creative soul. 🤝 Parasocial Predicaments Ever felt like you know someone just because you follow their work? They share personal stories about forming one-sided connections and the emotional complexities that come with it. 💔 When Support Falls Short In heartfelt and vulnerable moments, the hosts open up about the sting of friends and family not showing up for their creative projects. It's a raw look at the personal costs of pursuing passion. 🎨 Joy in Creation Despite all the hurdles, they rediscover what brings them back to the mic every time: the sheer joy of creation and the thrill of meaningful conversations that resonate. Why You Can't Miss This Episode: This is more than just a podcast episode—it's a manifesto for every creative who's ever questioned their path. Filled with laughter, honest confessions, and thought-provoking debates, it's a rollercoaster you won't want to get off. Whether you're a fellow podcaster, an artist, or someone chasing a dream, you'll find nuggets of wisdom and a sense of camaraderie here. Join us as we embrace the chaos, celebrate authenticity, and navigate the wild journey of creating something that matters. Tune in now and be part of a conversation that's as real as it gets! /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/33653392

Caste and Casting Votes 10/14/2024

Caste and Casting Votes In this episode of Off Color, hosts Rebekah and Sam engage in a candid and passionate discussion about the complexities of the upcoming election. They delve into the tensions surrounding third-party voting, with Rebekah expressing her strong belief in voting for Kamala Harris to prevent a Donald Trump victory, emphasizing the potential consequences on bodily autonomy and women's rights. Sam offers a perspective on the limitations of the two-party system and the importance of individual choice. They also explore the challenges of maintaining friendships amidst political differences and the emotional weight of making voting decisions that align with personal values and the greater good. Switching gears, Rebekah introduces an experimental segment created entirely by AI, showcasing a podcast discussion about Isabel Wilkerson's book "Caste: The Origins of Our Discontents" and Ava DuVernay's film "Origin". They reflect on the role of AI in content creation and its implications for the future of storytelling and art. Listeners are treated to a recording of the post-screening conversation from the community event they hosted for "Origin". The discussion includes raw and heartfelt reactions from attendees, touching on themes of caste, systemic oppression, and the steps we can take to move forward with this knowledge. Key Topics: The importance of voting and the debate over third-party candidates Personal tensions and friendships affected by political choices The impact of Ava DuVernay's film "Origin" and its connection to Isabel Wilkerson's book "Caste" Experimentation with AI-generated content in podcasting Community reflections on systemic injustice and ways to enact change Links and Resources: Ava DuVernay's "Origin": Watch on via your local library "Caste: The Origins of Our Discontents" by Isabel Wilkerson: Purchase on Bookshop.org Find at Your Local Library Rebekah Henderson's Documentary "Running With My Girls": Watch on Support Off Color Podcast: Connect with Us: Message Sam on Additional Resources: Voter Information: USA.gov Voting Guide Ava DuVernay's ARRAY Now: Content Warning: This episode contains strong language and discussions on sensitive topics such as politics, systemic oppression, and personal rights. Listener discretion is advised. Note: We experienced some technical difficulties with our microphones during the recording of the community conversation. We appreciate your understanding and are working to improve future recordings. Your support means the world to us—consider joining our Patreon community to help us continue bringing these important discussions to light. Call to Action: If you were moved by the conversations in this episode, please share it with your friends and community. Let's keep these important discussions going! Don't forget to rate and review us on your favorite podcast platform. Thank you for being a part of the Off Color community. Stay tuned for our next episode! /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/33433132

No NDA? Spill the Tea: Tales from Academia and Beyond 10/07/2024

No NDA? Spill the Tea: Tales from Academia and Beyond **Hosts:** Rebekah Henderson and Samuel González **Guest:** Dr. Les Hutchinson-Campos In this episode of **Off Color**, hosts Rebekah Henderson and Samuel González welcome Dr. Les Hutchinson-Campos, an Indigenous scholar, activist, and former professor. Together, they delve into the complexities of the nonprofit industrial complex, the challenges within academia, and the personal toll of activism. Dr. Hutchinson-Campos shares their journey through various past lives—both metaphorical and spiritual—including working in emergency medicine, navigating systemic oppression in higher education, and embracing Indigenous practices and beliefs. Rebekah also shares exciting personal news about her art exhibition and becoming a stock model, adding a lighter touch to a conversation rich with insights and profound experiences. The episode wraps up with the hosts and guest playing a fun celebrity guessing game, showcasing their camaraderie and offering a delightful end to a thought-provoking discussion. Show Notes **00:00:00 - Introduction** - Rebekah and Samuel introduce the episode and welcome Dr. Les Hutchinson-Campos. **00:05:00 - The Nonprofit Industrial Complex** - Dr. Hutchinson-Campos explains the term "nonprofit industrial complex." - Discussion on how nonprofits can perpetuate systemic oppression. **00:10:00 - Past Lives and Academic Burnout** - Dr. Hutchinson-Campos shares experiences of feeling like a phoenix rising from the ashes. - Talks about burnout in academia and the nonprofit sector. **00:15:00 - Unconventional Career Paths** -Dr. Hutchinson-Campos recounts early jobs, including weed pulling and working in retail. - Shares stories from working in an emergency room in rural California. **00:25:00 - Lessons from Emergency Medicine** - Discusses the desensitization in medical professions. - Emphasizes the importance of maintaining humanity and compassion. **00:30:00 - Journey Through Academia** - Dr. Hutchinson-Campos talks about pursuing multiple degrees and becoming a professor. - Explores challenges faced as a first-generation college student. **00:40:00 - Spiritual Beliefs and Past Life Regression** - Samuel shares experiences with past life regression. - The group discusses beliefs around reincarnation and ancestral connections. **00:50:00 - Rebekah’s Artistic Endeavors** - Rebekah announces her upcoming art exhibition at ALSi Ceramics Gallery in Denver. - Shares excitement about becoming a stock model and previews a new song. **01:00:00 - Challenges in Academia and Activism** - Dr. Hutchinson-Campos opens up about facing systemic racism and discrimination at Boise State University. - Discusses the lack of support during the George Floyd protests and being forced to resign. **01:10:00 - Health Struggles and Workplace Stress** - Shares experiences with long COVID and a heart attack due to workplace stress. - Emphasizes the importance of self-care and setting boundaries. **01:15:00 - Founding the Mushroom Resilience Project** - Introduces the new nonprofit focused on soil and water regeneration using mushrooms. - Talks about working with Lucky (a previous guest) to support Indigenous communities. **01:25:00 - Celebrity Guessing Game** - The hosts and Dr. Hutchinson-Campos play a fun game, guessing celebrities based on clues. **01:30:00 - Closing Remarks** -Dr. Hutchinson-Campos shares where to find them on social media (@tortillas with four i's on Twitter). - Rebekah and Samuel thank Dr. Hutchinson-Campos for joining and wrap up the episode. --- CONTACT THE SHOW: Links and Resources: Dr. Hutchinson-Campos book /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/33348362

Filling the Mad Cup: Navigating Personal Struggles, Art, and Validation 09/30/2024

Filling the Mad Cup: Navigating Personal Struggles, Art, and Validation Episode Summary In this heartfelt episode, Rebekah and Samuel dive deep into personal challenges and the complexities of pursuing art in today's society. They open up about financial hardships—Samuel shares his struggle with potential foreclosure—and discuss how friends can support each other during tough times, even when everyone is facing their own battles. The conversation shifts to the state of philanthropy and the difficulties artists face in securing funding for projects related to mental health and the arts. They critique the gatekeeping nature of grant applications and the systemic issues within philanthropic organizations that often hinder genuine creative efforts. Samuel provides Rebekah with a psychic reading about her financial prospects, leading to a candid discussion about expectations, the allure of quick fixes, and the reality of seeking validation through external means. They explore the impact of social media platforms like TikTok, debating the difference between content creation and true artistry. Touching on recent events in the entertainment industry, the duo contemplates the responsibilities of artists and public figures without delving into unverified claims. They reflect on the challenges of separating art from the artist and the importance of ethical considerations in creative work. Rebekah shares insights into her creative process, including her experiences with AI-generated music and the emotional journey behind her song "A Million Likes to Fill My Mad Cup." Together, they discuss the struggles of seeking validation through social media likes and the impact it has on mental health. Towards the end, they express gratitude to their listeners, discuss plans for upcoming episodes—including a guest appearance by Dr. Les Hutchinson—and encourage audience engagement through subscriptions and reviews. Key Topics Covered Personal Financial Struggles: Navigating hardships and supporting friends during crises. Philanthropy Critique: The gatekeeping and challenges in securing arts funding. Art vs. Content Creation: Debating the value and impact of social media platforms on artistry. Psychic Reading: Samuel provides insights into Rebekah's financial future. Validation and Self-Worth: The quest for external approval and its effects on mental health. AI in Music: Rebekah's experiences with AI-generated music and ethical considerations. Industry Reflections: Contemplating recent events involving public figures responsibly. Upcoming Projects: Teasers for future episodes and guest appearances. Notable Quotes Rebekah: "What do you do when your friend is having a real-life crisis... How can you support them when your boat is not afloat your damn self?" Samuel: "There's tons of money out there... but it's all gatekept." Rebekah: "I need a million likes to fill my mad cup." Call to Action If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe to our podcast, leave a review, and share it with your friends. Your support helps us continue creating content that resonates and fosters meaningful conversations. Connect with Us Rebekah Henderson Please don't. Samuel Gonzalez Instagram: Note: The username includes numbers in place of some letters—it's spelled with a '1' at the beginning and end. Upcoming Episode Teaser Stay tuned for our next episode featuring Dr. Les Hutchinson, where we'll delve into the challenges of academia and the experiences of marginalized communities within it. Additional Resources Rebekah's Documentary Screening: For listeners in Milwaukee, catch Rebekah's documentary screening at the Oriental Theatre on September 30th. Tickets are $13 for adults and $11 for seniors and students. Don't miss this opportunity to support her impactful work! Music Mentioned: "A Million Likes to Fill My Mad Cup" by Rebekah Henderson "Big Fat Gap" now available to stream on major platforms. Listener Feedback We value your thoughts and opinions! Feel free to reach out to us with your feedback or topics you'd like us to cover in future episodes. Support the Show Consider donating to our podcast to help us continue bringing you insightful and meaningful content. Every contribution makes a difference! /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/33246247

I Knew Something Was Up: Regan Byrd’s Story 09/23/2024

I Knew Something Was Up: Regan Byrd’s Story Off Color Podcast - Episode Featuring Regan Byrd Hosted by Rebekah Henderson and Samuel Gonzalez In this episode of Off Color, Rebekah and Sam are joined by Regan Byrd, an anti-oppression speaker, trainer, and consultant. They dive deep into topics such as race, identity, and the backlash against Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion (DEI) work. Regan shares her experience of being tricked into an anti-racism training by alt-right media personality Matt Walsh for his controversial documentary Am I Racist? The conversation explores the broader themes of anti-racism work, the emotional toll it takes, and how to navigate the complexities of fighting oppression. Key Highlights: Regan’s thoughts on how oppressive systems impact human society and why she remains committed to her work despite the challenges. A look into the making of Am I Racist? and how Regan managed to outsmart Matt Walsh’s attempts at satire. Discussions on the importance of education around DEI and why the backlash against this work is particularly harmful. Hilarious moments as Rebekah and Sam play a celebrity guessing game. Special Note: Rebekah also talks about her love for AI creativity, mentioning her favorite AI songwriter, Donna, who has a surprise bop for listeners at the end of the episode! Stick around for that catchy tune. Questions? comments? concerns? tell Sam! on the Gram! *Note on the episode artwork this was created by an AI and it's so weird and so funny because it used the combination of the picture of a screen shot of the zoom and the transcript of the episode so I think Sam is not even on there and I think Regan has straight hair and I think the white guy is the AI white guy voices or Matt Walsh. And the one with the Cowboy hat represents Donna singing my songs ha ha! Anyway it's as weird as usual. Love, Rebekah. You can learn more about our delightful guest /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/33157952

Our First Lucky Guest! 09/16/2024

Our First Lucky Guest! In this lively episode of Off Color, hosts Rebekah Henderson and Samuel González are joined by their friend Lucky for a rollercoaster of laughs, deep thoughts, and unexpected AI-created tunes. Anxiety and Overthinking Antics: Rebekah humorously delves into her pre-show jitters and overactive mind. Samuel shares some sage advice peppered with wit on how to tame the anxiety beast. Together, they navigate the humorous side of overthinking and the art of not taking oneself too seriously. Body Image Banter and Society's Shenanigans: The trio tackles the wild world of body image with a mix of candor and comedy. They poke fun at societal expectations, discuss the quirks of weight loss journeys, and share personal anecdotes that are as enlightening as they are entertaining. Lucky adds flair with stories about genetics, culture, and how capitalism might just be the ultimate party pooper. AI Adventures and Musical Mischief: Rebekah unveils her latest creation—a song produced with the help of AI. Cue laughter, as they explore the hilarious possibilities (and potential pitfalls) of collaborating with artificial intelligence. Is AI the future bandmate we didn't know we needed? Pop Culture Potpourri: From Beyoncé's latest moves to unexpected revelations about beloved figures, the conversation takes twists and turns that keep you guessing and chuckling. They dish on the complexities of fame, artistic expression, and why sometimes, you just have to laugh at the absurdity of it all. Cliffhangers and Coming Attractions: Teasing the next episode, they hint at a mysterious film discussion with guest Regan, revolving around Black anime and more surprises. Stay tuned—it's going to be a wild ride! Links and Resources: Samuel Gonzalez's Instagram: Inspired to Write: Mentioned in Rebekah's song. Beyoncé's Official Website: James Earl Jones Biography: Contact Us: For comments or questions, reach out to Samuel on Instagram Listen to more episodes: Follow Off Color on | | Thank you for tuning in! Don't forget to subscribe and leave a review. /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/33067212

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Weight Weight Don't Tell Me Episode 3: Weight Weight Don't Tell Me Content Warning This episode discusses sensitive topics including childhood trauma, body image, and mental health. While we approach these subjects with care, please be mindful of your own well-being while listening. Episode Summary In this raw and emotional episode, Rebekah and Sam dive deep into some profound and personal topics. They explore the complex feelings of shame that can arise from artistic creations and delve into how childhood experiences may shape these emotions. The conversation takes an introspective turn as they debate the delicate balance between staying true to one's artistic vision and considering audience influence. Rebekah also opens up about her recent experience with a weight loss treatment, bringing a personal touch to broader discussions about body image and societal pressures. This episode is a journey through vulnerability, creativity, and personal growth. Buckle up for an emotional and authentic conversation that promises to resonate with many. Highlights Exploring the deep shame sometimes associated with artistic creations Discussing the potential links between childhood experiences and current emotions Debating the role of audience influence in art Rebekah's candid sharing about her experience with a weight loss treatment Raw, emotional conversations about personal growth and self-acceptance Special Announcement: Live Event in Denver! Mark your calendars! We're thrilled to announce our upcoming live podcast taping event: Date: August 30th Time: 4-8pm Location: Hope Tank, Denver, Colorado Special Guest: Samuel will be in town for one night only to meet fans! Tickets are FREE, but space is limited. Credits Hosted by: Rebekah Henderson & Samuel Gonzalez Produced by: Rebekah Henderson Edited by: Rebekah Henderson Off Color Theme Song by James Meakim Thank you for listening to Off Color Don't forget to subscribe, rate, and review us on your favorite podcast platform. /episode/index/show/off-color-podcast/id/32701842

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