from sellin' it to celibate. healing from my sex work era.
Manifest Mental Health
In today's deeply personal episode, I share a story from my past that I never thought I would share.. I was like, "I can just talk about love and light & take this shit to the grave with me." But God was like, "no, you gotta tell them about the darkness that consumed you before you found the light." From my days as a college dropout to becoming a stripper and eventually a prostitute, I open up about the darkest chapters of my life and how I managed to heal from my low self worth that put me in all those situations. I talk about: the realilty of sex work & some of the...
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christ consciousness + finding truth in all religions with Micah Roller
Manifest Mental Health
Welcome back, beautiful soul! In this enlightening episode, I sit down with my best friend & podcast editor, Micah Roller. We dive deep into the realms of spirituality, mental health, and the nature of reality. Join us as we chill outside, vibing in nature with the birds chirping, and discuss topics that are often overlooked but so crucial for our spiritual growth & expanding our consciousness We talk about: ✨the importance of questioning why we believe the things we believe ✨the value of keeping an open mind & heart when it comes to exploring other religions ✨ understanding...
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healing with haley // part 2. it's all a mirror.
Manifest Mental Health
This week's podcast is another edition of healing with Haley...the one after we smoked 🙃 If we're just being honest, that's when some of the best shit comes through. We cover so many topics in this podcast...everything from protecting your energy, healing your inner child, gentle(r) parenting, & manifesting step daddy material husbands. We didn't have any notes or clue where this episode was gonna go; I just noticed our conversation was getting deep & knew it was time to pull the microphones back out! Light up & let your beautiful soul listen along <3 CONNECT WITH...
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healing with haley // holistic tips for your mental health
Manifest Mental Health
This week on the podcast I have my friend Haley, a holistic health coach who specializes in Lyme disease. In this episode, she shares her insights on the importance of a balanced diet, the impact of mental health on our overall well-being, and practical tips for managing stress and anxiety. From the benefits of getting outdoors to the role of supplements and probiotics, we cover a multitude of ways to enhance your health journey. Whether you're a busy mom or just looking to improve your lifestyle, this episode has something for everyone. Tune in to discover how small changes can lead to...
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healing my body image + losing 80 pounds
Manifest Mental Health
In this episode I take it wayyy back to when my struggles with body image first started, to middle school Taylor. I talk about how I would gain & lose weight my entire life. My unhealthy relationship with food. Emotional eating. How went from hating my body and being 220 pounds to losing 80 pounds and the importance of making healthy choices because you love your body instead of because you hate it. I talk about the role manifestation played in my weight loss journey, how God showed me how to get healthy, & just SO MUCH more. HAPPY & HEALTHY AF THE MASTERCLASS Get on...
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the trailer
Manifest Mental Health
Hey wassup hellooo beautiful soul! In this first episode of "Manifest Mental Health," I'm diving deep into the inspiration behind this podcast, who it's for, and a little about the message I wanna share with you. Join me as I reflect on my personal journey, the struggles I've faced, and how I've transformed my life through spiritual healing and self-love. Reflecting on my life seven years ago—struggling with addiction, low self-worth, and a mental illness—and the steps I took to heal and find happiness. I know what it's like to feel lost, unworthy, & trapped because of decisions you...
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from hoodrat to self-healer
Manifest Mental Health
In this episode, I share about my life before Lyndi, back when I was hanging out in the hood…Trapped out Taylor lol. I talk about why I turned to the streets (even tho I was a straight A student) & get real about some of the challenges my soul faced there. I share about the time I lived in a trap house 🏠, some of my many run ins with the criminal justice system 🚔 & how how my path FINALLY led me back home to myself. I dive deep into my past, recounting my struggles with depression, anxiety, and substance abuse, and all the ways I used to self medicate &...
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my first attempt at manifestation + how it landed me in jail
Manifest Mental Health
In this episode I’m taking you on the rollercoaster ride that was my life in 2019…back when I went through my dark night of the soul & had my spiritual awakening. There were so many messy moments along the way, but this is definitely one of the stories I’ll never forget. Warning: Don't try this at home! I take it way back to when I was living living on the streets & dealing with some crazy (yet typical) family drama back then, my first attempt at manifestation, & how it landed me in jail 🚓🙈 Highlights from this episode: ✨How Manifestation REALLY works: My...
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losing everything & manifesting it all back
Manifest Mental Health
Welcome back, beautiful soul! In this episode, I take it back to when I lost EVERYTHING...I was literally carrying around all my belongings with me in two duffle bags. I didn't have a car or even a place to stay. I talk about how it was really necessary for me to lose everything in order for me to learn how to be grateful. If you’re feeling lost or like you’re losing everything around you, this message is meant for you. Let’s explore how hitting rock bottom can be a divine part of God’s plan to rebuild your life even better than before. Here's a timeline of everything I...
info_outlineWelcome back, beautiful soul! In this episode, I take it back to when I lost EVERYTHING...I was literally carrying around all my belongings with me in two duffle bags. I didn't have a car or even a place to stay. I talk about how it was really necessary for me to lose everything in order for me to learn how to be grateful.
If you’re feeling lost or like you’re losing everything around you, this message is meant for you. Let’s explore how hitting rock bottom can be a divine part of God’s plan to rebuild your life even better than before.
Here's a timeline of everything I cover:
✨ Attachment and Identity: How our attachment to people and things shapes our identity.
✨ The Pain of Loss: Why losing things hurts and how to trust the process when it feels like you're losing everything.
✨ Ego and Entitlement: How my ego had to die for me to stop feeling entitled.
✨ Karma and Loss: (5:00) How losing things or having them stolen can be part of our karma.
✨ Getting Robbed by the Dopewhores: (8:00) My experiences with getting more of my stuff stolen every time I went to jail.
✨ Beliefs and Reality: (9:00) How my beliefs about people stealing from me caused it to happen.
✨ Storytelling and Manifestation: (11:00) How the stories we tell about our lives keep coming true.
✨ Forgiveness and Freedom: (11:00) How forgiveness helped me tell a different story and break free from the pattern.
✨ Law of Attraction: (12:48) How the law of attraction is always working in our lives.
✨ Emotional Release: (15:00) Letting go of emotions tied to past experiences to call in new ones.
✨ Practicing Gratitude: (16:30) Learning to be grateful for the little things when it feels like you have nothing.
✨ Rewiring Beliefs: (17:00) Rewiring your beliefs to create a different reality.
✨ Appreciation for Small Things: (19:00) Being grateful for the little things and realizing they are the big things.
✨ Gratitude Vibration: (25:00) Getting on the vibration of gratitude to get back everything you lost. Start by thanking God now if you want to call in everything.
✨ Material Detachment: (28:00) Why it’s important to stop placing our sense of enough-ness on material items.
✨ Subconscious Reprogramming: (29:00) Training your subconscious mind to search for things to be grateful for instead of things to complain about.
fav quote from the episode:
"I can remember, I kept going to jail. I kept losing all my drugs. I kept losing all my clothes. Cause God didn’t want that. He didn’t want me to be that girl. He knew I could be so much better. And so he was stripping my ego away from me. He was saying, “Hey, this is not who you really are, so let me just take it away and show you.
Let me take away anything that’s keeping you from remembering who the fuck you are & anybody that you’re surrounding yourself with that’s keeping you from going to the next level.”
God really does want to help us get back everything we lost, AND more. He has plans to give you a future & a hope, and sometimes he will strip away things that are blocking you from that future. We have to be willing to trust the process & let that shit go--not only the material items, but anything keeping us tied to an old version of ourselves or from calling in the life & blessings God has for us!
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