Knowledge Must Bow to Spirit: A Journey with George Inness
The Gospel of Direct Experience
Release Date: 04/30/2025
The Gospel of Direct Experience
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Episode Highlights
[00:00:47] Introduction: Bringing Gnostic Texts into Real Life
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Jeff reflects on the show’s evolution toward the personal and devotional, emphasizing the need to live these spiritual insights rather than just study them.
[00:03:05] A Spirit Encounter at the Montclair Art Museum
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Jeff shares the powerful experience of being arrested by George Inness’ words—“Knowledge must bow to spirit”—and the unfolding realization that Inness had something vital to teach him.
[00:08:11] Bypassing the Theopoetic Middlemen
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Jeff critiques the academic appropriation of theopoetics and makes the case for going straight to the poets and artists themselves—those who embody mystery, not just define it.
[00:14:31] Direct Experience and the Mission of Art
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Jeff reads Inness’s reflections on memory, beauty, and art’s mission to reveal the unseen—sparking connections to spiritual practice and preaching.
[00:19:43] Dream One: Entering the Haunted Barn
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Jeff recounts a vivid dream where a mysterious three-fingered hand points to a dark doorway and an optical device, leading to a transformation.
[00:27:18] Dream Analysis: The Role of Vision and Witnessing
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Jeff and Michael explore the symbolism of the optical device, the three-fingered hand, and the barn owner’s transfiguration—uncovering profound insights about spiritual sight and bearing witness to change.
[00:39:59] Deeper Symbolism: The Barn, the Handprints, and the Call to Ministry
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Jeff recalls that the summer he first heard his call to ministry, he was living in a barn—and left his handprint on its wall. The dream becomes a bridge across time, connecting his present awakening with his spiritual origins.
[00:43:53] Confirming the Connection: Finding George Inness' Barn
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Jeff shares the culmination of his search for George Inness’ physical traces—finding the land where Inness’s farmhouse and barn once stood, affirming the deep personal connection to his spirit guide.
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