When You Know Yourself: Gnostic Revelations from Nag Hammadi
The Gospel of Direct Experience
Release Date: 05/14/2025
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In this episode, Jeff and Michael explore the discovery of the Nag Hammadi Library—a collection of ancient, long-buried texts that include radically different teachings attributed to Jesus, including the enigmatic Gospel of Thomas. These writings challenge many assumptions of mainstream Christianity and open a doorway into a spirituality centered on inner knowing, direct experience, and the integration of what is within and what is without. Then Jeff shares a recent dream that unexpectedly mirrors the themes of the Gospel of Thomas, leading into a conversation about what it means to know yourself—and how that knowing might be the very key to transformation.
Episode Highlights
[00:02:45] Discovering the Nag Hammadi Library
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Michael introduces the strange and mysterious discovery of the Nag Hammadi texts in 1945 Egypt—and how they ended up in Carl Jung’s hands.
[00:16:48] The Inner and the Outer
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Jeff and Michael begin unpacking a core theme of the Gospel of Thomas: that the Kingdom is both within and beyond us. They explore how this insight contrasts with—and deepens—mainstream Christianity.
[00:28:45] Suppression, Not Survival
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A historical dive into how the Gnostic tradition wasn’t forgotten or lost—it was actively suppressed. What might Christianity have become if these texts had remained in circulation?
[00:33:35] Spooky Timing & the Modern World
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The Nag Hammadi texts reemerge into history just months after Hiroshima, alongside the rise of quantum physics and the first reported UFOs. Coincidence—or synchronicity?
[00:43:33] A Dream of Inner Revelation
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Jeff shares a powerful dream that surfaced personal and symbolic dimensions of integration, identity, and coming to know oneself.
[00:50:10] Interpreting the Dream & Returning to the Gospel
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The conversation turns toward Jung, MBTI types, and the deep need for balance between the inner world and the outer persona. Sayings from Thomas come alive as personal spiritual instruction.
[01:07:01] Final Reflections
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Michael brings the episode to a close by linking the Nag Hammadi Library’s reappearance to a deeper cultural and spiritual reckoning still unfolding today.
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Event #1: Live AMA (Ask Me Anything)
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— Jeff & Michael
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