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Rest as Resistance: Sabbath, Sabbaticals, and Becoming an Outlier Subtitle: A Conversation on Biblical Rest, Work Culture, and the Courage to Live Counter-Culturally Podcast: The LOAM Podcast - A Conversation on a More Beautiful Gospel Episode Type: Final episode with co-host before sabbatical Episode Summary In this deeply personal and theologically rich episode, hosts Anthony Parrott and the Reverend Sister Tonetta Landis-Aina explore the radical nature of rest in our productivity-obsessed culture. As Tonetta prepares for her first sabbatical, they dive into biblical perspectives on...
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Episode Overview In this second part of their atonement series, hosts Anthony Parrott and Tonetta Landis-Aina dive deeper into healthier frameworks for understanding the cross, moving beyond problematic theologies toward more life-giving perspectives. They explore concepts like the harrowing of hell, Christus Victor, and René Girard's scapegoat theory while emphasizing how the cross reveals God's radical solidarity with the marginalized. Key Topics Discussed 1. The Cross as Radical Power Reversal Challenges to Christian nationalism Power displayed through weakness The cross as...
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Understanding Atonement: Beyond Punishment and Toward Love Subtitle: "Where Crosses, Penguins, and Penal Substitution Collide" Your Hosts Anthony Parrott and Tonetta Landis-Aina welcome you to LOAM Podcast - "a conversation on a more beautiful gospel." Episode Topics & Timestamps [00:01:00] Introduction to Atonement - Why this conversation matters and setting the stage [00:02:00] Caveat \#1: Embodied Reality - Atonement isn't just theory\; it's lived experience for many [00:06:00] Caveat \#2: Dangerous Ideas - How teachings can be weaponized when misunderstood [00:08:00] Personal...
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"I'm a Bear, I'm Meant to Be Hibernating" Subtitle: Episode Overview In this episode, Anthony Parrott and Tonetta Landis-Aina discuss the spiritual practices of Lent, with a particular focus on the often overlooked practice of confession. They explore their personal histories with liturgical traditions, why Lent remains meaningful to them today, and how confession serves as an important spiritual practice for both personal growth and collective liberation. Key Points Personal histories with Lent: Anthony and Tonetta share their journeys from non-liturgical upbringings to embracing Lenten...
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Subtitle: I Set Up a Mic This Morning, the Lord Be Praised Episode Overview In this episode, Anthony Parrott and Tonetta Landis discuss the concept of co-pastoring - sharing pastoral leadership equally rather than following traditional hierarchical church leadership models. They explore what drew them to this model, what makes their partnership work, practical aspects of implementing co-pastoring, and whether this approach is suitable for all church contexts. Key Points Origins of their co-pastoring relationship: How Anthony and Tonetta came to work together and why they chose equal...
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Subtitle: I Memorized Chapters and Became a Jackass Tonetta and Anthony discuss John 2, where Jesus goes full home-renovation-show on the temple tables. Anthony confesses he memorized scripture as a child only to become "a jackass" while Tonetta laments that revival might require actual disruption, not just a worship concert that went on too long. The pastors conclude with life updates: Tonetta forced her family to read books while Anthony discovered the revolutionary concept of "base layers" for winter running, which Tonetta firmly believes is "of the devil." Show Notes: Anthony and Tonetta...
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Subtitle: I Might Go Back to My Lesbian Romance Soon Anthony and Tonetta introduce themselves. They explain why they named their podcast "Loam" after a type of nutrient-rich soil. The pastors discuss how soil serves as a metaphor for creating healthy spiritual environments. Send your questions, feedback, and topic ideas to Follow the LOAM Podcast on Instagram. Anthony is @PastorParrott on all the socials. Follow Topics covered: Personal introductions and backgrounds Definition and properties of loam soil Critique of mechanized/industrialized approaches to ministry Non-coercion as a...
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Subtitle: I'm Betraying My Savior a Little Bit Send your questions, feedback, and topic ideas to [email protected] Tonetta talks about being a speaker at 16 in front of 800 people. Anthony talks about hearing God's voice in middle school. The pastors talk about feeling invisible in their profession. Key Topics Discussed: Early Ministry & Calling Early experiences preaching/teaching as teenagers - Sensing divine calling at a young age - Gender barriers in ministry - Navigating seminary and education Identity & Ministry - Being LGBTQ+ in church leadership - Representation in...
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Subtitle: Life Is Too Short for Bad Toilet Paper Anthony shares memories of living in poverty and foster care. Tonetta grew up in a middle-class family with a dad who knew how to work the system. The pastors explore how churches can ask for money without being manipulative. They agree that life is too short for single-ply toilet paper. Links and Show Notes Submit Feedback at Follow us on Instagram Topics Discussed Personal money stories and family backgrounds The evolution of credit card usage Church fundraising practices - both ethical and problematic The spirituality of...
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Subtitle: Bring Your Chickens What is church? In this debut episode of LOAM, co-pastors Tonetta Landis-Aina and Anthony Parrott explore the essence, tensions, and beauty of Christian community. From underground churches in Yemen to food pantries in Iowa, they unpack personal experiences that have shaped their understanding of what makes church... church. Key Conversations - The "isness" of church: Beyond programs and buildings - Church as a fellowship of difference - The power of marginality in Christian community - Tension between institutional structures and authentic relationships -...
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Subtitle: "Where Crosses, Penguins, and Penal Substitution Collide"
Your Hosts
Anthony Parrott and Tonetta Landis-Aina welcome you to LOAM Podcast - "a conversation on a more beautiful gospel."
Episode Topics & Timestamps
- [00:01:00] Introduction to Atonement - Why this conversation matters and setting the stage
- [00:02:00] Caveat \#1: Embodied Reality - Atonement isn't just theory\; it's lived experience for many
- [00:06:00] Caveat \#2: Dangerous Ideas - How teachings can be weaponized when misunderstood
- [00:08:00] Personal Formation Stories - What were you taught about the cross?
- [00:17:00] Penal Substitutionary Atonement Explained - Breaking down PSA and its problems
- [00:24:00] Atonement and Justice - Wrestling with the need for justice without retribution
- [00:30:00] The Power of Metaphor - How biblical writers used multiple images to describe mystery
- [00:32:00] Art and Contemplation - Finding meaning through music and visual art
Key Insights from This Episode
The Translation Problem
Anthony explains how William Tyndale's translation choices created theological confusion by using "atonement" for both Greek katalasso (reconciliation) and Hebrew kippur (decontamination/purification), leading to centuries of conflated meaning.
Two Important Caveats
Caveat \#1: Atonement theology isn't just abstract theory - it affects real people experiencing real crucifixion in their daily lives (unemployment, discrimination, systemic oppression).
Caveat \#2: These ideas can be dangerous when mishandled, like "trying to pick up a snake in the wild" - they can mean the exact opposite of their intended message.
The Problem with Penal Substitutionary Atonement
- Makes punishment and retribution ultimate rather than love
- Puts violence at the heart of God's character
- Reduces the rich biblical metaphors to one narrow theory
- Can perpetuate cycles of violence and revenge
"If God will not forgive us until his son has been tortured to death for us, then God is a lot less forgiving than we are sometimes." - Herbert McCabe
Toward a Better Understanding
The hosts emphasize that biblical writers used multiple metaphors (sacrificial, legal, interpersonal, commercial, military) because they were trying to describe a mystery that transcends any single explanation.
Resources & References Mentioned
Books & Authors
- Strange New World Podcast by Matthew Myers Bolton
- Herbert McCabe - Catholic theologian quoted on forgiveness
- Sally McFague - Theologian on metaphor and religious language
- Robert Mulholland - Spiritual formation framework using Jungian archetypes
- Jon Sobrino - Liberation theologian who wrote about "crucified peoples"
Music & Art
- "Lamb of God" - Choral cantata by Rob Gardner (Mormon composer)
- "No Greater Love" - Gospel song ("They hung him high, stretched him wide")
- "Worth" - Contemporary Christian song
- "How Great the Father's Love for Us" - Hymn mentioned
- Stations of the Cross - Catholic contemplative practice
- Franciscan Monastery, Washington DC - Mentioned as a place for stations of the cross
Biblical & Theological Terms
- Katalasso (Greek) - Reconciliation
- Kippur (Hebrew) - Purification/decontamination (as in Yom Kippur)
- Penal Substitutionary Atonement (PSA) - The dominant Protestant theory of atonement
- William Tyndale - English Bible translator who coined "atonement"
Recommended Further Reading
- Explore liberation theology and Jon Sobrino's work on "crucified peoples"
- Study the various biblical metaphors for atonement (not just substitution)
- Research Herbert McCabe's writings on forgiveness and God's character
- Look into contemplative practices like Stations of the Cross
Connect with LOAM
- Podcast Instagram: @loam.fm
- Tonetta's Instagram: @tonetta.landis
- Anthony Online: Find him at @pastorparrott on most platforms
- Feedback & Questions: [email protected]
Submit your questions and feedback - they'll respond in future episodes!
What's Next?
This is Part 1 of a multi-part series on atonement. The hosts promise to move beyond critique toward constructive alternatives - exploring how we can understand the cross as good news without the problematic baggage of punishment-focused theology.
"We are not just gonna tear it down and leave people in that... I think we can do better." - Tonetta
Discussion Questions
- What were you taught about the cross growing up? How has that shaped your understanding of God?
- How might the difference between "reconciliation" and "purification" change how we read atonement passages?
- Where do you see "crucified peoples" in today's world?
- How can we hold onto the love revealed in the cross while rejecting harmful theology?
- What art, music, or practices help you contemplate the mystery of the cross?
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