Episode 46: Jenna K: Healing Trauma Held in the Body and a Journey of Softening into the Heart
Release Date: 02/13/2025
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Episode 46: Jenna K: Healing Trauma Held in the Body and a Journey of Softening into the Heart
Spaces Between
In this conversation, I sit down with my friend Jenna K., to discuss her ceremonies with MDMA and psilocybin. We discussed her "Why?" and this space of pain and trauma living in her body - that she couldn't quite access for over a decade with other modalities. It led Jenna to want to explore on a deeper level with plant medicine, to heal what was held in her body for so many years. Themes within the discussion: Feeling the "call" to sit with the plant medicine. The deep surrender to letting go of control. Feeling safe enough in the life that she had created, to feel...
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info_outlineIn this conversation, I sit down with my friend Jenna K., to discuss her ceremonies with MDMA and psilocybin.
- Feeling the "call" to sit with the plant medicine.
- The deep surrender to letting go of control.
- Feeling safe enough in the life that she had created, to feel like she would be held through these experiences.
- How her life made sense to her after the initial MDMA journey.
- Her body purging out the trauma during the ceremony.
- The shame and feeling of brokenness when the childhood trauma was revealed.
- That her childhood abuse was not her fault.
- Stepping into her Knowing - that her body and these memories were the truth.
- The deep healing, illuminations, and heart opening within herself.
- The continual and necessary work between ceremonies.
- How to resource oneself after uncovering traumatic material.
- How anger and rage have protected her.
- The need for continual softening.
- That plant medicine is not a "cure all" but dives deeply into traumatic material that needs to be seen and held.
- The connection to spirit in these experiences.
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