I Wanted To Devour Men | AJ Benjamin on the Dr. J Show
Release Date: 04/30/2025
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AJ Benjamin joins Dr. Jennifer Roback Morse to share a powerful story of healing from same-sex attraction and the deeper wounds that fed it — fatherlessness, confusion, and emotional pain. With honesty and humility, AJ walks us through the trauma he experienced as a child and how it distorted his identity, his relationships, and his view of God. Through years of spiritual growth and personal reflection, he came to see that his deepest needs weren’t about sexuality, but about truth, healing, and belonging. Together, AJ and Dr. Morse explore how our culture often exploits emotional...
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Dr. J Show Episode 280. Are people really born gay? Is it true that no one ever changes? And what about those who feel same-sex desires but never act on them—what does healing look like for them? On this week’s episode of The Dr. J Show, we sit down with AJ Benjamin—a faithful Catholic, husband, father, and counselor—who bravely opens up about his long struggle with same-sex attraction. Though he never acted out sexually, AJ describes the intense emotional and spiritual turmoil that once consumed him… and the radical transformation that followed when he surrendered it all to Christ....
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Are people really born gay? Is it true that no one ever changes? And what about those who feel same-sex desires but never act on them—what does healing look like for them?
On this week’s episode of The Dr. J Show, we sit down with AJ Benjamin—a faithful Catholic, husband, father, and counselor—who bravely opens up about his long struggle with same-sex attraction. Though he never acted out sexually, AJ describes the intense emotional and spiritual turmoil that once consumed him… and the radical transformation that followed when he surrendered it all to Christ.
With clarity, humility, and compassion, AJ reveals the family wounds that shaped his identity, the healing power of Our Lady and the sacraments, and how authentic brotherhood helped him rediscover true masculinity. His story will resonate with anyone—Catholic or not—who believes that truth and love go hand in hand.
Chapters
00:00 Understanding Sexual Orientation and Identity
01:58 A.J. Benjamin's Personal Journey
05:48 The Nature of Same-Sex Attraction
11:48 Exploring the Origins of Same-Sex Attraction
18:04 The Role of Therapy and Support Systems
24:07 The Importance of Male Camaraderie
36:05 Faith and Personal Transformation
When the Son Frees You: A Catholic Man's Journey of Healing From Same-Sex Attraction
Nancy Charles with Dr. Morse part 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99S1_mv903I
Nancy Charles with Dr. Morse Part 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99S1_mv903I
Christie May Jesse with Dr. Morse Part 1: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHjr84Zc8tg
Christie May Jesse with Dr. Morse Part 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=piJ0vb954UQ
When the Son Frees You: A Catholic Man's Journey of Healing From Same-Sex Attraction - https://tanbooks.com/products/books/when-the-son-frees-you-a-catholic-mans-journey-of-healing-from-same-sex-attraction/
The Tilma of Guadalupe
https://garystockbridge617.getarchive.net/amp/media/guadalupe-tilma-33ab1c
Basilica of Our Lady of Fatima
https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/2/2a/Fatima_BW_2018-10-05_21-52-30.jpg
Miracle of the Sun
https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/b/b0/Miracle_du_soleil_attente_pluie.jpg
https://picryl.com/media/miracle-of-the-sun-0c9100?zoom=true
https://itoldya420.getarchive.net/amp/media/danse-du-soleil-fatima-13-oct-1917-764d84
The children who saw Our Lady of Fatima
https://picryl.com/media/fatima-children-with-rosaries-0ea2f2?zoom=true
Our Lady of Fatima
https://www.flickr.com/photos/catholicism/34587584510
The Servant of God, Maria Esperanza de Bianchini
http://www.thesilentknight.net/writings/maria-esperanza-and-a-kiss-from-our-lady
https://sign.org/articles/servant-of-god-maria-esperanza-prophecy-and-hope-245796
https://www.catholicworldreport.com/2019/07/21/she-had-a-heart-for-souls-the-life-and-cause-of-servant-of-god-maria-esperanza-de-bianchini/
Reverend Mother Mary Angelica
https://www.olamshrine.com/about/mother-angelica
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