Jessica Loses Jen To Addiction
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In this heartfelt episode of The Surviving Siblings Podcast, host Maya Roffler welcomes Jessica Meyer, a bereaved sibling who lost her younger sister, Jen, to fentanyl addiction in 2021. Jessica opens up about the deep bond they shared growing up in a tight-knit Mexican-Jewish family and how addiction slowly dismantled their lives. Jen was so much more than her addiction—an empathetic, talented athlete and the life of every room she entered. Jessica walks us through Jen’s undiagnosed Tourette’s and ADHD, how she began self-medicating with Ambien as a teenager, and how this evolved into...
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LeeAnn Loses Michael To Addiction
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Jen Loses Teddy To Suicide
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Stephanie Loses Quinton To A Car Accident
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Elliet Loses Dylan To A 4-Wheeling Accident
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Michelle Loses Pat To A Plane Crash
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In this deeply moving episode of the Surviving Siblings Podcast, host Maya Roffler welcomes Michelle Tobin, a Licensed Clinical Social Worker, therapist, and author, who shares her emotional journey of losing her brother Patrick in a devastating plane crash. Michelle reflects on the lasting impact of this loss, how it shaped her career in mental health, and the unexpected ways grief has woven itself into her life’s work. She opens up about trauma, healing, and the importance of finding outlets for grief, including writing, physical movement, and faith. Michelle’s story is one of...
info_outlineIn this heartfelt episode of The Surviving Siblings Podcast, host Maya Roffler welcomes Jessica Meyer, a bereaved sibling who lost her younger sister, Jen, to fentanyl addiction in 2021. Jessica opens up about the deep bond they shared growing up in a tight-knit Mexican-Jewish family and how addiction slowly dismantled their lives.
Jen was so much more than her addiction—an empathetic, talented athlete and the life of every room she entered. Jessica walks us through Jen’s undiagnosed Tourette’s and ADHD, how she began self-medicating with Ambien as a teenager, and how this evolved into decades of addiction, multiple rehabs, and painful relapses. Jen later found purpose helping others through recovery—but her battle with addiction continued in secret.
Jessica shares the heartbreaking story of Jen’s final days, her passing just 48 hours after her daughter left for college, and the raw aftermath of losing her lifelong best friend. She also reveals the shocking discovery of a drug trafficking ring tied to Jen’s death, her fight for justice, and the family’s grief journey that followed.
This powerful episode is an unflinching look at sibling loss through addiction and the devastating reality of fentanyl-related deaths. Jessica’s vulnerability, courage, and passion to honor Jen’s legacy through her jewelry brand, Bullet Girl, is a tribute to both pain and purpose.
In This Episode:
(00:01:00) – Jessica & Jen's Bond
Jessica shares their close-knit childhood, imaginative games, and growing up inseparable in a loving family.
(00:03:00) – Early Signs: Tourette's, ADHD & Ambien Use
Jen’s tics and impulsivity went undiagnosed for years. Ambien use in her teens became the beginning of her addiction journey.
(00:08:00) – The Beginnings of Addiction
Jessica reflects on Jen’s coping mechanisms, her early experimentation, and how recreational use escalated.
(00:12:00) – College, Trauma, and First Rehab
Jen’s assault trauma, college struggles, and introduction to harder drugs like crystal meth and cocaine are revealed.
(00:19:00) – Marriage, Motherhood, and Addiction’s Grip
Despite marrying and becoming a mom, Jen’s addiction deepened—leading to lost custody and deteriorating health.
(00:24:00) – Boundaries, Guilt, and Tough Love
Jessica painfully discusses the limits she had to set and the guilt of choosing distance the week before Jen passed.
(00:28:00) – Jen’s Role Helping Others in Recovery
Jen found strength in working at a rehab center—offering guidance to others, even as she privately relapsed.
(00:33:00) – The Day Jen Passed
Jessica walks us through the traumatic discovery of Jen’s body, the heartbreaking final hug, and the unanswered questions.
(00:41:00) – Toxicology, Fentanyl, and Black Tar Heroin
Jessica shares her detective work uncovering her sister’s fentanyl use, her dealer’s identity, and how evidence led nowhere.
(00:49:00) – Justice Denied: The Aftermath
Despite a paper trail and drug dealer identification, no legal justice has been served for Jen’s death—fueling the family’s heartbreak.
(00:56:00) – Shame, Stigma, and Speaking Out
Jessica talks about the stigma of fentanyl deaths, public silence, and the pain of people not seeing Jen beyond her addiction.
(01:01:00) – Bullet Girl Jewelry & The Beautiful Struggle
Jessica shares the story behind her jewelry line, the letter Jen wrote her, and the upcoming tribute collection called The Beautiful Struggle.
(01:07:00) – Advice for Grieving Siblings
Jessica urges listeners to give themselves grace, avoid shame, and stay grounded in love—not fear—through the grief journey
This episode is sponsored by Bullet Girl Jewelry
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