Five Lemons Laughing
Five women on a spiritual journey together. Join Amanda, Drusilla, Melissa, Morgan and Penny, as they share their personal experiences of applying spiritual principles & practices in their daily lives... The lemons discuss their breakthroughs, breakdowns, insights, and challenges, always with lots of laughter & compassion. As authentic as it gets, these are the lemons making lemonade.
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Can You Be Right and Be in Love? Ego, Manipulation & True Connection
09/01/2025
Can You Be Right and Be in Love? Ego, Manipulation & True Connection
In this week’s episode of Five Lemons Laughing, Amanda, Morgan, and Melissa explore a question that touches every relationship: 👉 Can you be right and still be in Love (with a capital L)? The ego loves to win, to fix, and to control. But intimacy isn’t something you can win or manipulate. Together, we dive into the subtle ways ego sneaks into our marriages, friendships, and even our spiritual communities—often disguised as caretaking, peacemaking, or “being the more evolved one.” You’ll hear: Real-life stories of ego showing up in marriage and family dynamics The difference between love (small "l") and Love (big "L") How “spiritual ego” blocks intimacy and connection Tools and practices: A Course in Miracles responsibility principle, Byron Katie’s turnarounds, Ho’oponopono prayer, and kundalini yoga The power of self-love and awareness to shift from conditional to unconditional relationships ✨ Key takeaway: Awareness is curative. When we notice ego’s manipulations, we open the door to deeper connection, authentic love, and healing. 🔗 Resources Mentioned 🙌 Support Five Lemons Laughing Subscribe and leave us a review on Apple Podcasts or Spotify. Share this episode with a friend who’s navigating ego and intimacy. Follow us on Instagram & Facebook for daily inspiration: https://www.instagram.com/fivelemonslaughing/ https://www.facebook.com/fivelemonslaughing Learn more about working with Amanda, Drusilla, Melissa, Morgan, and Penny: https://fivelemonslaughing.com/about-us Where does your ego sneak into your relationships—and how do you recognize it?
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What Is a Holy Relationship? | A Course in Miracles & Real-Life Insights
08/25/2025
What Is a Holy Relationship? | A Course in Miracles & Real-Life Insights
Exploring holy instants, unconditional love, and self-acceptance through A Course in Miracles. Have you ever had a moment where the drama fell away, your heart softened, and only peace remained? That’s the beginning of a holy relationship. In this heartfelt episode of Five Lemons Laughing, all five Lemonettes—Amanda, Drusilla, Melissa, Morgan, and Penny—explore the meaning of holy relationships through the lens of A Course in Miracles and their own life stories. 💡 We dive into: The difference between special vs. holy relationships Why holy instants feel ineffable—but unforgettable Can you have a holy relationship with yourself? How self-love and acceptance open the door to healing Why unconditional love transforms even the hardest relationships ✨ Whether you’re studying ACIM or just curious about deeper connections, this conversation will leave you inspired to notice the sacred moments in everyday life. 🔗 Resources & Mentions: Namaste: “The divine in me recognizes and honors the divine in you.” 💛 Show Some Love! 🌼 Subscribe to Five Lemons Laughing wherever you listen to podcasts 💬 Leave us a review—it helps more listeners find the show 📲 Connect with us on Instagram, Facebook, and YouTube 🌱 Work with the Lemonettes—each host offers coaching and spiritual guidance ✨ Want to go deeper? Work with one of the Lemonettes in coaching, counseling, or spiritual guidance. Work with Amanda: Spiritual Counseling Book a complimentary discovery call or email . Work with Drusilla: Spiritual Counseling Email Work with Melissa: Business and Marketing Coaching, Help with Starting a Business, Bringing Spirit into Your Business Email Work with Morgan: Spiritual Counseling & Kundalini yoga Visit lovelightmorgan.com for more info or email Work with Penny: Performance Coaching "Become a Leader in your life & Live the Life of Your Dreams!" Email
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Protecting Your Peace | Sacred Connection & Safe Boundaries in a Noisy World
08/18/2025
Protecting Your Peace | Sacred Connection & Safe Boundaries in a Noisy World
The world feels louder than ever—bad news on repeat, endless drama, and constant pressure to stay “on.” In this heartfelt conversation, the Lemonettes explore what it means to protect your peace and stay spiritually rooted in a noisy world. Amanda, Penny, Melissa, Morgan, and Drusilla share their insights on: Setting sacred boundaries that protect your energy without closing your heart. Choosing love over fear and presence over urgency. Navigating world events, news, and social media without losing yourself. Practical spiritual practices—meditation, pausing, laughter, and community—that restore balance. Wisdom from A Course in Miracles, the Bhagavad Gita, and 12 Step teachings that remind us: peace begins within. ✨ Whether you’re feeling overwhelmed by the noise of the world, or simply craving more clarity and connection, this episode offers grounding wisdom, practical tools, and a reminder that your inner peace is sacred. 📚 Resources Mentioned: 12 Step Teachings – Guidance on surrender and inner peace The importance of community and spiritual circles for staying rooted 🙌 If this conversation nourished your spirit, we’d love your support! 👉 Subscribe and follow Five Lemons Laughing wherever you listen. 👉 Share this episode with a friend who needs a reminder to choose peace over noise. 👉 Leave a review — your words help others find our show! 👉 Connect with us on , , and for more inspiration. ✨ Want to go deeper? Work with one of the Lemonettes in coaching, counseling, or spiritual guidance. Work with Amanda: Spiritual Counseling Book a complimentary discovery call or email . Work with Drusilla: Spiritual Counseling Email Work with Melissa: Business and Marketing Coaching, Help with Starting a Business, Bringing Spirit into Your Business Email Work with Morgan: Spiritual Counseling & Kundalini yoga Visit lovelightmorgan.com for more info or email Work with Penny: Performance Coaching "Become a Leader in your life & Live the Life of Your Dreams!" Email
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Riding to Zero Point: Motorcycle Meditation & Mind Training
08/11/2025
Riding to Zero Point: Motorcycle Meditation & Mind Training
From fast highways to deep healing: Amanda shares how a motorcycle trip became a journey into presence, forgiveness, and transformation. In this deeply personal and inspiring episode, Amanda shares the unexpected spiritual insights she gained on a motorcycle journey across the wide-open landscapes of New Mexico and Utah. With no music, no distractions, and hours of silence, Amanda uses Ho’oponopono, A Course in Miracles, and self-awareness to move from overwhelm and frustration into presence and peace. Penny joins the conversation with her own reflections on meditation, clearing land energy, and the power of intentional forgiveness. This episode is full of heart, healing, and practical spiritual tools for anyone riding their own version of the open road. 🔗 Resources & Mentions 📣 Stay Connected! Listen on your favorite podcast app: , , and 👉 👉 Follow us on and Leave us a review to help more seekers find this show Learn more about the Lemonettes and how to work with us 🍋 Work 1-on-1 with the Lemonettes! Work with Amanda: Spiritual Counseling Book a complimentary discovery call or email . Work with Drusilla: Spiritual Counseling Email Work with Melissa: Business and Marketing Coaching, Help with Starting a Business, Bringing Spirit into Your Business Email Work with Morgan: Spiritual Counseling & Kundalini yoga Visit lovelightmorgan.com for more info or email Work with Penny: Performance Coaching "Become a Leader in your life & Live the Life of Your Dreams!" Email
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How to Be Truly Helpful: Letting Go of Fixing, Saving, and Controlling
08/04/2025
How to Be Truly Helpful: Letting Go of Fixing, Saving, and Controlling
This week on Five Lemons Laughing, we’re diving into one of the most powerful affirmations from A Course in Miracles: “I am here only to be truly helpful.” But what does that actually look like in real life? Too often, being “helpful” gets tangled up with rescuing, over-giving, fixing, or managing other people’s experiences. In this episode, the Lemonettes share raw, heartfelt stories of learning to step back—so that Spirit can step in. ✨ You’ll hear: Drusilla’s mid-year check-in and her practice of releasing attack thoughts Penny’s breakthrough about letting her daughters struggle (and grow!) on their own Melissa’s insights on fear vs. love when offering support Morgan’s Spirit-led moment in a challenging friendship This conversation is for anyone learning how to show up with presence instead of pressure—offering love, not control. Because truly helpful support doesn’t always mean doing more—it means being more available to Divine Guidance. 🔗 Resources Mentioned Quote: “Worry is a misuse of imagination” Our coaching offerings: 🎯 Need help navigating your own “helping” habits? Work with one of the Lemonettes: Work with Amanda: Spiritual Counseling Book a complimentary discovery call or email . Work with Drusilla: Spiritual Counseling Email Work with Melissa: Business and Marketing Coaching, Help with Starting a Business, Bringing Spirit into Your Business Email Work with Morgan: Spiritual Counseling & Kundalini yoga Visit lovelightmorgan.com for more info or email Work with Penny: Performance Coaching "Become a Leader in your life & Live the Life of Your Dreams!" Email
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Halfway There: A Mid-Year Check-In on Our Goals (and Grace)
07/28/2025
Halfway There: A Mid-Year Check-In on Our Goals (and Grace)
What happens when you forget your New Year’s intentions… and realize you might still be living into them anyway? In this heartfelt mid-year check-in, the Lemonettes (Amanda, Melissa, Morgan, and Penny) revisit their 2025 goals—and explore what’s working, what’s shifting, and how grace always meets us where we are. ✨ In this episode: What Louise Hay taught us about focusing on what’s working Letting go of control, judgment, and “shoulds” Embracing everyday presence (even while brushing your teeth) SMART goals vs. soul goals How to recalibrate with compassion The miracle of second chances—every moment 💛 Wherever you are on your journey, we hope this episode reminds you that you’re not behind… you’re exactly where you need to be. 🔗 Resources Mentioned: Our Lemon Squeeze Intention-Setting Process – 🧰 Tools & Practices Mentioned: Weekly intention check-ins Letting go of judgment through forgiveness Embodying awe through presence with pets, nature, and small moments Creating a “bucket list” of joy-filled experiences Mindful daily routines (e.g., feet on the floor, washing dishes with awareness) 📣 Calls to Action: 💬 Share your mid-year intentions with us @FiveLemonsLaughing on Instagram or Facebook 🎧 Subscribe, rate, and leave a review on your favorite podcast app 🌿 Learn more about working with each of the Lemonettes at 🎥 Watch this episode (and more!) on our
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Dancing with the Unknown: Building Resilience in Uncertain Times
07/21/2025
Dancing with the Unknown: Building Resilience in Uncertain Times
What if uncertainty isn’t something to survive—but something to dance with? In this soulful conversation, Amanda, Morgan, Melissa, and Penny open their hearts about navigating major life transitions, the fear of the unknown, and how they’ve built resilience by letting go of control and leaning into trust. You’ll hear personal stories of living without a fixed address, recovering from a flood, and learning to embrace the mystery of life with presence and grace. In this episode, we explore: How to build the “trust muscle” through daily spiritual practice The emotional toll of control—and how to release it Meditation, intuition, and divine guidance in uncertain times Deepak Chopra’s teachings on detachment and freedom Practical tools to help you feel grounded in chaotic moments Mentioned in this episode: The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success by Deepak Chopra Tina Spaulding’s channeled teachings “Face Everything and Recover” (an alternative meaning of FEAR) 💛 If this episode resonates with you, please subscribe, leave a review, or share it with someone walking through change. Learn more and connect with the Lemonettes at:
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Connected to Spirit, But Stuck on the Couch: Finding Purpose in Everyday Life
07/14/2025
Connected to Spirit, But Stuck on the Couch: Finding Purpose in Everyday Life
Have you ever felt deeply connected to Spirit—but totally disconnected from your drive to do anything about it? In this heartful and honest conversation, all five Lemonettes come together to explore the gap between spiritual inspiration and real-world motivation. What does it mean to live until you die—especially when life feels more like Groundhog Day than a soul-led adventure? We dive into: The hidden wisdom of “unproductive” days Why judgment is often the block between inspiration and action How presence (even on the couch with tortilla chips) can be a path to healing The top 5 regrets of the dying—and how to live without them What “living fully” looks like in a real, imperfect life Whether you’re feeling lit up or low-energy, this episode offers loving reminders that every moment matters—and your worth isn’t tied to how much you do. ✨ Mentioned in this episode: A powerful poem: The Hardest Part “The Right Questions” by Debbie Ford The 5 regrets of the dying Daily practices from A Course in Miracles Meditation prompts and reflections 💛 Journaling Prompts: What does living fully look like for me today? Am I judging how I’m spending my time—or meeting it with love? What small step could move me toward greater joy or presence? 🎧 Listen + Subscribe: Join us each week as we laugh, reflect, and grow together. Subscribe on your favorite podcast app and visit for more resources and ways to connect. 💬 Let’s stay connected: Follow us on Instagram, Facebook, and YouTube @FiveLemonsLaughing Leave a review, share the episode, or send it to someone who needs it today. You’re not alone—and you don’t have to earn your joy. Interested in spiritual counseling or coaching? Visit FiveLemonsLaughing.com or reach out to us directly: Work with Amanda: Spiritual Counseling Book a complimentary discovery call or email . Work with Drusilla: Spiritual Counseling Email Work with Melissa: Business and Marketing Coaching, Help with Starting a Business, Bringing Spirit into Your Business Email Work with Morgan: Spiritual Counseling & Kundalini yoga Visit lovelightmorgan.com for more info or email Work with Penny: Performance Coaching "Become a Leader in your life & Live the Life of Your Dreams!" Email
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Every Thought Is a Prayer
07/07/2025
Every Thought Is a Prayer
Every Thought Is a Prayer If every thought is a prayer, what are we putting out into the world? In this episode, we explore how to respond to prayer requests, what true prayer is, and how to hold others in their wholeness. Is every thought really a prayer? In this episode of Five Lemons Laughing, Amanda, Penny, Drusilla, Morgan & Melissa dive into how our inner dialogue shapes our external world. We discuss: 🙏 How shifting from neediness to certainty transforms prayer 🙏 Silent prayer, affirmations, angels & collective consciousness 🙏 Practical tools: envisioning wholeness, gratitude, acceptance & faith 🙏 A powerful guided prayer demonstration from Amanda If you've ever asked, “How should I pray?” or “What happens when someone asks for prayer?” — this one’s for you. 💛 🎧 Resources mentioned: A Course in Miracles – The Song of Prayer Guided Prayer by Amanda (included in episode) Daily Word of Inspiration (Unity Church) 🛠️ Tools & Practices Shared: Silent prayer: envision others as whole, perfect, complete Redirecting thought when negative prayers emerge Gratitude prayer: “Thank you for what is already on its way” Crisis prayer: calling on angels vs invoking Christ consciousness Daily radiating-wholeness practice with loved ones If you liked this episode, please subscribe, like, and share! Interested in spiritual counseling or coaching? Visit FiveLemonsLaughing.com or reach out to us directly: Work with Amanda: Spiritual Counseling Book a complimentary discovery call or email . Work with Drusilla: Spiritual Counseling Email Work with Melissa: Business and Marketing Coaching, Help with Starting a Business, Bringing Spirit into Your Business Email Work with Morgan: Spiritual Counseling & Kundalini yoga Visit lovelightmorgan.com for more info or email Work with Penny: Performance Coaching "Become a Leader in your life & Live the Life of Your Dreams!" Email Follow us: https://www.facebook.com/fivelemonslaughing/.
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No Is a Complete Sentence: Letting Go of Over-Explaining
07/01/2025
No Is a Complete Sentence: Letting Go of Over-Explaining
No Is a Complete Sentence: Letting Go of Over-Explaining In this powerful conversation, Amanda, Penny, and Drusilla explore the subtle yet profound habit of over-explaining—and how it drains our confidence and energy. When we justify our choices and feelings to others, we cede our power, seek external validation, and ultimately erode our inner truth. But it doesn't have to be this way. In this episode you'll hear: 🚫 Why “No is a complete sentence” isn’t just catchy—it’s liberating. 🌀 How timely self-checks like “Is this hindering my performance?” help interrupt the spiral. 🎭 Heartfelt Mimi-theater: what happens when we skip the explanation and simply follow intuition. 🛟 Real-life examples of boundaries, gossip, and staying in your integrity. 🪞 Deep reflections on people-pleasing, mental fitness, and spiritual growth. You’ll walk away knowing: 💜 How over-explaining affects your vibration. 💚 Why trusting your truth builds deeper, more authentic connections. ❤️ What to do when someone resists your “No.” 💙 Why walking your talk is the spiritual path in action. Whether you're on a journey of self-discovery or simply crave more peace in your daily decisions, this episode is a gentle invitation to let your quiet power speak for itself. 🔗 Resources Mentioned 📚 – especially "Be impeccable with your word" (mentioned by Penny) 📖 teachings on intuition & inner guidance ➕ – mental fitness training 📺 Lucy & Ricky ("Lucy, you've got some splainin' to do!") 🛠️ Tools & Practices Mentioned 🍋 “No is a complete sentence” - boundary-setting mantra 🍋 The self-check test: “Is this going to hinder my performance?” 🍋 Daily self-honesty: “What feels out of integrity right now?” 🍋 Practicing with small “No” statements to build confidence 🍋 Mental fitness exercises from Positive Intelligence™ 📣 If this episode resonated, subscribe, share or rate—so more people can find their power. Want more support? Visit FiveLemonsLaughing.com to book spiritual counseling or coaching with Amanda, Penny, Morgan, Melissa, or Drusilla. Head to our Instagram page today to share your own “No-is-okay” moment and be part of the ripple. 👉 https://www.instagram.com/fivelemonslaughing/ _ Interested in Working with the Lemonettes? Work with Amanda: Spiritual Counseling Book a complimentary discovery call or email . Work with Drusilla: Spiritual Counseling Email Work with Melissa: Business and Marketing Coaching, Help with Starting a Business, Bringing Spirit into Your Business Email Work with Morgan: Spiritual Counseling & Kundalini Yoga Visit lovelightmorgan.com for more info or email Work with Penny: Performance Coaching "Become a Leader in your life & Live the Life of Your Dreams!" Email Find us online at . Follow us: https://www.facebook.com/fivelemonslaughing/. Please like, share & subscribe to our YouTube channel. If you feel inspired to leave a review of our podcast on Apple or wherever you listen to podcasts, we would be so grateful. ☺️
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Empower or Diminish: The Subtle Ways We Build Up or Break Down Others
06/23/2025
Empower or Diminish: The Subtle Ways We Build Up or Break Down Others
Empower or Diminish: The Subtle Ways We Build Up or Break Down Others Discover how your presence, words, and even silent judgments shape others—and learn simple ways to uplift and inspire. In this powerful conversation, Amanda, Morgan, Drusilla, and Penny dive into the unseen impact of our daily interactions. From subtle body language to hidden intentions, every moment carries the potential to empower someone—or diminish them. Explore: How our unspoken energy influences others The ripple effect of every glance, tone, or internal thought Tools inspired by A Course in Miracles and spiritual wisdom to shift from judgment to encouragement Real-life examples—from near-death stories to simple practices you can bring into everyday conversations How to live in continual awareness, prayer, and gratitude 💡 Take it with you this week: Pause and ask yourself before each interaction: Am I lifting someone up? If yes, continue. If no, shift to grace, affirmation, and presence. If this episode sparked something in your heart, we’d love to support your journey through spiritual counseling, coaching, or guided healing work. Reach out to connect! 🗂️ Resources Mentioned Teachings by , , Practices: daily gratitude, evening reflection, silent affirmation ✨ Work with us 1-on-1: 🍋 Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): 🍋 Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): 🍋 Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): 🍋 Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): lovelightmorgan.com or 🍋 Penny (Performance Coaching):
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From Should to Shine: What We Can Learn from the Men in Our Lives
06/16/2025
From Should to Shine: What We Can Learn from the Men in Our Lives
Welcome back to Five Lemons Laughing! In this special Father's Day episode, the lemonettes dive into the gifts of masculine energy—presence, clarity, action—and how embracing those qualities can help us shed guilt and embrace freedom. 💛 🌟 *What You'll Hear in This Episode:* Recognizing when we shame men in our lives with our “shoulds” Stories of permission, decisiveness, and unapologetic choice Tools for honoring masculine energy without sacrificing our own Tips inspired by Allison Armstrong’s work on masculine–feminine differences A reminder: let go of expectations, take a breath, and choose clarity 🎧 For Our Community: Share how you're stepping into boldness this week! Let’s celebrate the harmony of masculine and feminine within and around us. 🔗 *Connect & Learn More:* Instagram: @FiveLemonsLaughing Website: www.fivelemonslaughing.com --- Subscribe so you never miss an episode! 🌟 Resources Mentioned in This Episode: 📘 A Course in Miracles – Workbook Lesson 155 “I will step back and let Him lead the way.” A foundational lesson on surrender and divine guidance, inviting us to release control and trust a higher power. 👑 The Queen’s Code by Alison Armstrong A powerful exploration of masculine and feminine dynamics. This book (and Armstrong’s broader teachings) offer insight into: → Men as “single-focused” → Women’s “diffuse awareness” → And the memorable quote: “Men are not hairy women.” Her work helped inspire the episode’s reframing of masculine energy as a gift, not a problem. 💫 Inner Child Work & Special Relationships Though not named explicitly, the conversation weaves in core themes from spiritual psychology and A Course in Miracles—like the healing of special relationships and the role of the inner child in our emotional patterns. ✨ Work with us 1-on-1: 🍋 Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): 🍋 Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): 🍋 Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): 🍋 Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): lovelightmorgan.com or 🍋 Penny (Performance Coaching):
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From Control to Flow: Surrendering Your Schedule
06/09/2025
From Control to Flow: Surrendering Your Schedule
What if productivity didn’t mean pushing harder, but surrendering more? In this heartfelt and humorous conversation, the Lemonettes explore the surprising power of letting go—of expectations, outcomes, and control. From parenting to nonprofit leadership to car rides and career decisions, we unpack real-life stories about the struggle to release the “shoulds” and embrace the ease of flow. Join us as we talk about: The difference between surrender and giving up What trusting life actually looks like How releasing control can create more peace, presence, and even productivity Why our inner control freaks are usually rooted in fear Tools to help you soften your grip and trust the unfolding Whether you’re a lifelong planner, recovering perfectionist, or just tired of micromanaging your own life, this episode is a warm, funny, and deeply honest invitation to let go—and watch grace rush in. 🧰 Resources Mentioned: 📖 👩🏻🏫 Alison Armstrong’s teachings on masculine/feminine dynamics 📚 📚 👩🏻🏫 PQ (Positive Intelligence) program 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: instagram.com/fivelemonslaughing 📘 Facebook: facebook.com/fivelemonslaughing 🌍 Website: fivelemonslaughing.com ✨ Work with us 1-on-1: Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): lovelightmorgan.com or Penny (Performance Coaching): #SurrenderToFlow #SpiritualGrowth #FeminineEnergy #PodcastForWomen #HealingJourney #ACIM #LetGoAndLetGod #MindfulLiving #FiveLemonsLaughing #ControlToFlow #ProductivityWithGrace
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The Sacred Goodbye: Courage, Presence & Following the Pull
06/02/2025
The Sacred Goodbye: Courage, Presence & Following the Pull
Melissa shares a sacred, vulnerable moment as she prepares to move abroad—letting go of what’s familiar to follow a soul-deep calling. In this rich and heartfelt episode, we explore the spiritual courage it takes to say goodbye, how presence transforms endings, and why trusting the pull may be your next leap of faith. This conversation is a loving reminder that change isn’t loss—it’s a beginning. 💛 💛 Subscribe & leave a review—your support helps more listeners find us! spiritual podcast, endings and beginnings, following your dreams, courageous transitions, how to say goodbye, moving abroad spiritual, trust the universe, spiritual growth, feminine wisdom, personal transformation podcast, emotional resilience
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If You Spot It, You Got It: The Mirror of Spiritual Growth
06/02/2025
If You Spot It, You Got It: The Mirror of Spiritual Growth
What if your biggest triggers were actually invitations to heal? In this powerful and humorous episode of Five Lemons Laughing, we explore the idea that the world is always reflecting something back to us—whether it’s our judgments, old wounds, or the parts of ourselves we’ve hidden away. Join us as we unpack spiritual projection, self-awareness, and the power of turning toward our inner work with honesty and compassion. And yes… we’re still triggered, still tired, and still trying to be holy. ✨ Topics Include: - The mirror effect in spiritual growth - How to respond when someone gets under your skin - The power of self-inquiry, awareness & laughter - Tools for healing: inner child work, forgiveness, and more 🌿 Resources Mentioned: - Inner Child Work 🔗 Learn more, get meditations, or work with a Lemonette at [fivelemonslaughing.com](http://fivelemonslaughing.com) 🎧 Subscribe + Share the Light!
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Triggered, Tired & Still Trying to Be Holy – When Spiritual Growth Isn’t Pretty
05/20/2025
Triggered, Tired & Still Trying to Be Holy – When Spiritual Growth Isn’t Pretty
Triggered, Tired & Still Trying to Be Holy – When Spiritual Growth Isn’t Pretty What happens when your spiritual values get hijacked by your very human reactions? In this honest and laughter-filled episode, the Lemonettes get real about the messy middle of spiritual practice — the moments when you're triggered, tired, and still trying your best to live in alignment. From fake arguments in our heads to judging the people closest to us, we explore how the ego creeps in and why walking the talk is rarely graceful. You’ll hear: What spiritual integrity really looks like (hint: it’s not perfection) How we recover faster when we stray off path Why laughter, compassion, and community matter more than ever And the surprising power of just staying willing This is a love letter to anyone who’s still healing, still learning, and still showing up. Resources & Mentions: 📖 📚 🧘🏻♀️ 🎧 🎧 If this episode moved you, please follow, share, and leave a review—it helps us grow and keeps the conversations flowing. xoxo, the lemonettes (Amanda, Drusilla, Melissa, Morgan & Penny) 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: / @fivelemonslaughing 📘 Facebook: / @fivelemonslaughing 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Book a complimentary discovery call or email Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Email Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Email Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): Visit or email Penny (Performance Coaching): Email
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Spiritual Bypassing: When Healing Gets Hijacked
05/12/2025
Spiritual Bypassing: When Healing Gets Hijacked
What does it really mean to be spiritually authentic? In this episode, the Lemonettes share honest stories of bypassing their own emotions in the name of love, forgiveness, and peace. From childhood trauma to forgiveness fatigue to moving across the world, this conversation dives deep into how we cover up pain with spiritual language — and what it looks like to finally stop running. You’ll walk away with: A clear understanding of what spiritual bypassing is Signs you might be doing it (even with good intentions) A powerful self-love practice to re-ground when anxiety strikes Compassionate truth: it's okay to be messy on your way to healing Let this episode be your permission to stop pretending and start feeling. ✨ Mentioned in this episode: 📖 📖 🌙 Want to deepen your spiritual practice? Explore our Moon Cycle Journey: two guided ceremonies + 28 days of journaling prompts. → fivelemonslaughing.com/the-moon-cycle-journey 🎧 If this episode moved you, please follow, share, and leave a review—it helps us grow and keeps the conversations flowing. xoxo, the lemonettes (Amanda, Drusilla, Melissa, Morgan & Penny) 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: / @fivelemonslaughing 📘 Facebook: / @fivelemonslaughing 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Book a complimentary discovery call or email Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Email Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Email Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): Visit or email Penny (Performance Coaching): Email
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Mary Magdalene: Reclaiming Feminine Power & Spiritual Truth
05/05/2025
Mary Magdalene: Reclaiming Feminine Power & Spiritual Truth
This conversation is for every woman who’s ever been mislabeled, silenced, or made to feel small. In honor of Mother's Day and the Sacred Feminine within all of us, the Lemonettes dive into the misunderstood legacy of Mary Magdalene—seer, teacher, and equal to Jesus. We explore how her story was rewritten by patriarchal systems, what she truly represents, and why reclaiming her truth matters now more than ever. We also share our own stories of being misjudged and mislabeled, and how spiritual practice, perception shifts, and sisterhood have helped us heal. 💛 Topics we explore: The erased feminine wisdom of Mary Magdalene A Course in Miracles perspectives on truth and identity The virgin/whore complex and religious control Personal stories of reclaiming self-worth What it means to take your power back with love ✨ Mentioned in this episode: 📖 Other Respected Resources on Mary Magdalene for Further Reading: 👉 by Jean-Yves Leloup or Karen L. King are the most respected. 👉 👉 👉 🌙 Want to deepen your spiritual practice? Explore our Moon Cycle Journey: two guided ceremonies + 28 days of journaling prompts. → fivelemonslaughing.com/the-moon-cycle-journey 🎧 If this episode moved you, please follow, share, and leave a review—it helps us grow and keeps the conversations flowing. xoxo, the lemonettes (Amanda, Drusilla, Melissa, Morgan & Penny)
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Soul vs. Spirit: What’s the Difference? (An ACIM Perspective)
04/28/2025
Soul vs. Spirit: What’s the Difference? (An ACIM Perspective)
✨ What’s the difference between the soul and the spirit? And why does it matter on a spiritual path? In this deep and thought-provoking episode, we explore the distinction between soul and spirit through the lens of A Course in Miracles. While many of us speak about soulmates, soul journeys, and soul healing… ACIM reminds us: only Spirit is real. Could the soul be part of the illusion—and Spirit the truth that never changes? This episode invites you to step beyond the story and rest in what is. 💛 In this episode, we discuss: ✔ The soul as the story, the seeker, the evolution ✔ Spirit as timeless, whole, and unchanged ✔ What A Course in Miracles says about Spirit vs. soul ✔ Amanda’s journey with vibrational integrity and spiritual discipline ✔ Atonement and energetic responsibility ✔ The value of community, repetition, and personal reflection ✔ Revisiting Byron Katie’s powerful quote about reverence and the sacred 📖 Mentioned in this episode: 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: / fivelemonslaughing 📘 Facebook: / fivelemonslaughing 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Book a complimentary discovery call or email Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Email Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Email Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): Visit or email Penny (Performance Coaching): Email 🎧 Prefer to watch? Join us on YouTube: 📺
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Lemon Squeeze 🌚 New Moon Ceremony for Intention & Renewal | Guided Ritual + Reflection
04/22/2025
Lemon Squeeze 🌚 New Moon Ceremony for Intention & Renewal | Guided Ritual + Reflection
🌑 Welcome to our New Moon Ceremony—a sacred space for reflection, renewal, and soulful intention. The new moon invites us to pause, reset, and plant seeds of transformation—not just in our to-do lists, but in our hearts. In this guided ceremony, we support you in: 🌙 Releasing what no longer serves you 🌱 Setting intentions from a space of clarity and presence 💫 Listening to the truth of Spirit, not the noise of the story Whether you're journaling, lighting a candle, or simply sitting in stillness—this space is for you. ✨ Want to go deeper? Join us for the full Moon Cycle Journey, and receive our 14 Days of Journaling Prompts—a powerful way to align with the rhythm of the moon and your own inner wisdom. 👉 Sign up at: 🎙️ Hosted by Drusilla, Morgan & Penny of Five Lemons Laughing Rooted in A Course in Miracles, seasoned with laughter, truth, and sacred connection. 🌀 What You'll Need (Optional): A journal & pen A candle or sacred object A quiet, comfortable space Your beautiful heart 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: / fivelemonslaughing 📘 Facebook: / fivelemonslaughing 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): or Penny (Performance Coaching): 🎧 Prefer to watch the ceremony? 📺
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New You 2.0: A Soulful Spring Reset
04/21/2025
New You 2.0: A Soulful Spring Reset
🌸 Happy Spring, dear ones—and welcome to your spiritual reset. In this heart-opening episode, we explore the theme of resurrection as both a personal transformation and a spiritual remembering. Not just something that happened 2,000 years ago—but something that can happen within you every single day. From lighthearted moments to deep reflections on ego surrender, love, and spiritual clarity, this episode is a beautiful reminder: ✨ You are already resurrected. You just have to remember. 💛 In this episode, we discuss: ✔ What resurrection really means—beyond religion ✔ Choosing love over judgment as a path to awakening ✔ Ego death, spiritual identity, and collective healing ✔ How to embody wholeness and timelessness ✔ The power of present-moment choices 📖 Mentioned in this episode: 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: / fivelemonslaughing 📘 Facebook: / fivelemonslaughing 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Book a complimentary discovery call or email Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Email Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Email Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): Visit or email Penny (Performance Coaching): Email 🎧 Prefer to watch? Join us on YouTube: 📺
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The Cost of Holding On: Why Releasing Grievances Sets You Free
04/14/2025
The Cost of Holding On: Why Releasing Grievances Sets You Free
✨ Is holding a grudge keeping you from peace, love, and connection? In this heartfelt episode, we explore the emotional and spiritual cost of holding onto grievances—and the freedom that comes when we choose to let go. Inspired by A Course in Miracles Lesson 78 (“Let miracles replace all grievances”), we share personal stories of healing, family dynamics, and the humbling process of taking responsibility for our own part in conflict. 💛 In this episode, we discuss: ✔ The power dynamics behind holding a grudge ✔ Personal stories of healing strained family relationships ✔ How to take a moral inventory and own your role ✔ Why releasing resentment makes room for miracles ✔ The emotional weight of old stories—and how to put them down 📖 Mentioned in this episode: A Course in Miracles, Lesson 78 AA’s Fourth Step: Moral Inventory Reflections on communication, forgiveness, and spiritual growth 🎧 Prefer to watch? Find us on YouTube: 📺 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: / @fivelemonslaughing 📘 Facebook: / @fivelemonslaughing 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Book a complimentary discovery call or email Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Email Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Email Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): Visit or email Penny (Performance Coaching): Email 🎧 Prefer audio? Listen here: 🍏 Apple Podcasts: ... 🎵 Spotify: ... 📌 Want More? Listen or Watch These Next: 📺 📁 📺
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🌟 Are We There Yet? The Trap of Chasing Spiritual Growth
04/07/2025
🌟 Are We There Yet? The Trap of Chasing Spiritual Growth
In this heartfelt and thought-provoking episode, the Lemonettes explore the often-overlooked paradox of spiritual growth. What if chasing enlightenment is actually what blocks us from it? Join Amanda, Drusilla, Melissa, and Penny as they reflect on the nature of awakening, presence, and the “holy instant”—drawing from personal stories, A Course in Miracles, and spiritual teachings from the Dalai Lama and Desmond Tutu. This episode is a loving nudge to stop striving and start being. In this episode, we talk about: The trap of spiritual striving and how it delays joy The holy instant as a doorway to peace and presence Enlightenment as a state of being—not something to chase Releasing the pressure to “do it right” on the spiritual path The importance of love, awareness, and recovery when life gets messy ✨ Don’t forget to check out our New Moon Self-Love & Intention Setting Journey at — your invitation to soften into presence, compassion, and clarity. ✨ Resources Mentioned Mission Joy: Finding Happiness in Troubled Times – Documentary – Concepts like the Holy Instant Zen parable: “The finger pointing to the moon” 🧘♀️ Spiritual Practices & Tools Shared Presence through the “Holy Instant” Meditation and prayer for mind training Observing thoughts vs. chasing progress Recovery as a new spiritual metric Self-love as an access point to peace
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The Art of Letting Go: Surrender vs. Control
03/28/2025
The Art of Letting Go: Surrender vs. Control
In this episode of Five Lemons Laughing, Morgan, Melissa, and Penny explore the art of letting go—and why surrender can be the most powerful spiritual practice of all. From releasing control in business and relationships, to trusting in Divine timing, this is a heart-opening conversation about faith, flow, and freedom. We share personal stories, spiritual tools, and powerful mindset shifts—including: • How to surrender without giving up • Why control is often rooted in fear • The “this or something better” mantra • Tense & relax meditation for managing stress • Journaling from the end-of-day perspective • “I could see peace instead of this” – ACIM Lesson 💛 Plus, we tease next week’s juicy topic: the trap of chasing spiritual growth. Subscribe, share, and laugh with us as we learn to let go and trust more. 📚 Mentioned in this episode:• • • “I could see peace instead of this” — ACIM Lesson 🔔 Subscribe & Join the Conversation! If this episode resonates with you, hit the like button, subscribe, and leave us a review. We’d love to hear from you! 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: / @fivelemonslaughing 📘 Facebook: / @fivelemonslaughing 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: 💛Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Book a complimentary discovery call or email . 💛Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Email 💛Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Email 💛Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): Visit lovelightmorgan.com or email 💛Penny (Performance Coaching): Email
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Pain vs. Suffering: How to Let Go & Find Peace
03/21/2025
Pain vs. Suffering: How to Let Go & Find Peace
Pain vs. Suffering: How to Let Go & Find Peace Understanding the difference between pain and suffering—and how to choose peace. In this powerful conversation, the Lemonettes explore the difference between pain and suffering, dive into the psychology of grudges, and share vulnerable stories about guilt, identity, and finding peace. Plus, a beautiful parable, full moon resources, and a few laughs along the way. Welcome back to Five Lemons Laughing! In this episode, the Lemonettes take a heartfelt and humorous look at pain vs. suffering—how we often create our own suffering through resistance, drama, or clinging to the past. ✨ Topics covered: The parable of Two Monks and a Woman Forgiving for your own peace Attraction, identity, and societal norms Guilt, shame, and self-liberation Acceptance and the power of presence Letting go of drama to make space for love Exploring the Tao Te Ching and spiritual resources We also give a few special shoutouts to a few of our regular listeners! 📖 Mentioned in this episode: 🔗 Two Monks and a Woman Parable: 🔗 Tao Te Ching by Lao Tzu: 🔗 Wayne Dyer’s Reading of the Tao Te Ching: 🎧 Prefer to watch? Find us on YouTube! 📺 YouTube: 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: / fivelemonslaughing 📘 Facebook: / fivelemonslaughing 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: 🌟 Amanda (Spiritual Counseling) – Book a complimentary discovery call or email 🌟 Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling) – Email 🌟 Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching) – Email 🌟 Morgan (Spiritual Counseling) – Visit or email 🌟 Penny (Performance Coaching) – Email 🔔 Follow & Subscribe! 💛 Leave a review if you love the show!
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Taking 100% Responsibility
03/14/2025
Taking 100% Responsibility
Taking 100% Responsibility | Five Lemons Laughing Podcast ✨ What if you took 100% responsibility for your experiences—every thought, reaction, and perception? In this episode, we explore this profound concept from A Course in Miracles and share real-life moments of shifting our mindset, choosing peace over reactivity, and embracing self-responsibility in relationships and personal healing. 💛 In this episode, we discuss: ✔ The challenge of taking full responsibility for our lives ✔ How shifting perception improves relationships ✔ Choosing peace and self-care over defensiveness ✔ Embracing healing and mindfulness in our spiritual journey This is an episode full of insights, laughter, and vulnerable moments as we unpack what it truly means to own our experiences and reclaim our power. 📖 Mentioned in this episode: 📚 📚 🎧 🎧 Prefer to watch? Find us on YouTube! 📺 YouTube: 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: / fivelemonslaughing 📘 Facebook: / fivelemonslaughing 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: 🌟 Amanda (Spiritual Counseling) – Book a complimentary discovery call or email 🌟 Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling) – Email 🌟 Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching) – Email 🌟 Morgan (Spiritual Counseling) – Visit or email 🌟 Penny (Performance Coaching) – Email 🔔 Follow & Subscribe! 💛 Leave a review if you love the show! #ACourseInMiracles #SpiritualGrowth #SelfResponsibility #ConsciousLiving #HealingJourney
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Full Moon Ceremony: Release, Forgive & Realign with Love
03/13/2025
Full Moon Ceremony: Release, Forgive & Realign with Love
🌕 Full Moon Ceremony: Release & Realign with Love The Full Moon is a powerful time for reflection, release, and renewal. In this guided ceremony, we use principles from A Course in Miracles to let go of what no longer serves us and open to love. ✨ In this episode, you’ll be guided through: ✅ A grounding meditation to center your energy ✅ Reflection prompts to identify what you’re ready to release ✅ A forgiveness ritual inspired by ACIM teachings ✅ A closing blessing to realign with peace & clarity 📖 Continue the Journey: Request your free 14-Day Self-Love & Forgiveness Journaling Prompts → https://fivelemonslaughing.com 💛 Join the Conversation: Share your reflections with us @FiveLemonsLaughing on Instagram & Facebook! 🎧 Hit play, take a deep breath, and let’s begin.
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Breaking Free from Duality: The Path to Love & Oneness
03/07/2025
Breaking Free from Duality: The Path to Love & Oneness
In this episode, we explore the journey from duality to oneness, diving deep into extending love, recognizing wholeness, and taking full responsibility for our experiences. 🌿✨ We share practical insights on: 💛 How to shift from separation to love in daily interactions 🌍 The challenges of navigating duality in human thinking 🧘♀️ Why awareness of thoughts is key in A Course in Miracles 💡 The power of saying "I'm sorry" to acknowledge others' experiences Along the way, we reflect on ego, surrender, and trust—with a surprising lesson from Puss in Boots: The Last Wish! 🐱🎥 🔔 Subscribe for more spiritual conversations! 💬 Join the discussion: How do you practice shifting from duality to oneness? Share your thoughts in the comments! 🎧 Listen & Subscribe: 🍏 Apple Podcasts: 🎵 Spotify: 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: 📘 Facebook: 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Book a complimentary discovery call or email . Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Email Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Email Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): Visit or email Penny (Performance Coaching): Email
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Ego in Relationships: Breaking Free from Triggers & Old Patterns
02/28/2025
Ego in Relationships: Breaking Free from Triggers & Old Patterns
💛 How Does Ego Keep Us Stuck in Relationships? 💛 In this episode of Five Lemons Laughing, we take a deep dive into the role of ego in relationships—how it shows up, how it keeps us stuck, and how we can break free. We share personal stories about triggers, self-reflection, and spiritual practices that help us shift from ego-driven reactions to love and trust. ✨ We explore: ✔️ How ego impacts our relationships and daily interactions ✔️ The power of self-reflection—"Why am I responding this way?" ✔️ Spiritual practices to help us detach from ego-driven reactions ✔️ Taking contrary action to break free from old habits ✔️ Responding with love instead of defensiveness 💬 We’d love to hear from you! What helps you step out of an ego response? Send us a message or leave a comment! 🎧 Listen & Subscribe: 🍏 Apple Podcasts: 🎵 Spotify: 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: 📘 Facebook: 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Book a complimentary discovery call or email . Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Email Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Email Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): Visit or email Penny (Performance Coaching): Email
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Quit Settling for Crumbs: You’re the Whole Cake | Recognizing Red Flags & Choosing Self-Worth
02/21/2025
Quit Settling for Crumbs: You’re the Whole Cake | Recognizing Red Flags & Choosing Self-Worth
💛 Quit Settling for Crumbs – You Deserve the Whole Cake! 🍰 In this episode of Five Lemons Laughing, we get real about self-worth, relationships, and why we sometimes accept less than we deserve. We share our personal experiences with red flags, boundaries, and learning to navigate relationships with honesty and love. If you’ve ever found yourself stuck in a cycle of settling, this conversation is for you. ✨ We dive into: ✔️ How to recognize red flags in relationships ✔️ The role of guilt, neediness, and unworthiness in keeping us stuck ✔️ Setting boundaries from a place of love ✔️ Why honesty (with ourselves first) is essential for healing relationships ✔️ Spiritual tools for navigating difficult dynamics (including Ho’oponopono & inner child work) 💬 We’d love to hear from you! What’s one area of life where you refuse to settle? Send us a message or leave a comment! 🎧 Listen & Subscribe: 🍏 Apple Podcasts: 🎵 Spotify: 🌿 Stay connected with us: 📸 Instagram: 📘 Facebook: 🌍 Website: 👉 Work with us: Amanda (Spiritual Counseling): Book a complimentary discovery call or email . Drusilla (Spiritual Counseling): Email Melissa (Business & Marketing Coaching): Email Morgan (Spiritual Counseling): Visit or email Penny (Performance Coaching): Email
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