Edible Roulette + Journal
YO AHORA
In this episode, I play edible roulette... also sorry g2g to my silent retreat asap. every upload has been neglected when it comes to a description. My "A Game" is loading for after the retreat. in the meantime, enjoy this "stocking stuffer" Enjoy more cool shit via the email list: https://socialdynamicsnerd.com/
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Birthday
YO AHORA
This episode is blah blah to complement my 31st bday <3
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A3 | Brujo vs Gringo?
YO AHORA
This is the final installment on the Ayahuasca stories (3/3)
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A2 | Vomitivo & Ayahuasca
YO AHORA
This episode is part 2 discussing Ayahuasca (exploring the first 4 ceremonies)
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A1 | Garbage Babe, Grit & Peru
YO AHORA
This is the first part leading us into AYAHUASCA
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PUA4
YO AHORA
This episode continues to explore my unusual adventures getting plugged into working digital marketing with the "world's largest international pickup artist company". We further explore the gradual disillusionment, meeting my marketing mentor, and the failure to achieve my brand goals from my young 20s (thankfully).
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PUA3
YO AHORA
Third installment on pickup artist lore. Exploring: how I serendipitiously got recruited without applying my tattoo "DIE WISE" my first LA party flop and silly tales from Vegas too and the road in between I'll for sure be back to fix this description but my GAF level is low and I'm just pushing the needle forward. got more cominggggggg tchau <3
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PUA2
YO AHORA
In this episode, I will show you who and where I was when PUA indoctrination began taking real shape in my mind. Okay, so I'm still setting the stage of world building here, but this time it's mostly focused on myself in relation to the PUA industry. Here's some things you can expect from the episde: Sobriety & practicing "cold approach" How Julien Blanc kindly "negged" me into changing my life Feeling depression at 24 lead me to my first sip of alcohol How I started listening to Real Social Dynamics content at age 16-17 My own romantic ideals in my relationships The programs/services...
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PUA1
YO AHORA
In this episode, I give an intro to "pickup artistry" from the POV of a rogue anthropologist & observer of the niche. This stuff was a HUGE special interest for me at a really critical time of my life, and so much of my brain was evolving in conjunction with my fascination for PUA. My own relationship to the industry is definitely one of an "original experience" and so I'm keen to share this multiple-part story time! I've been wanting to have some form of a "tell-all" on my experience learning "attraction" from the PUAs (pick up artists) and then later how I started working with...
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TBD
YO AHORA
In this episode, I want to let it out. Look, it's a teensy bit chaotic and explosive at times. I can explain why I do this: 1. I'm a vocal show off lol. I like a chance to engage with the variance... 2. It's also to illustrate how seamless I could weave through those different volumes and paces 3. Nothing else to say, I'm just recognizing that bullet point lists look better in 3's This episode is my processing buffer along the yellow brick road of YO AHORA. In fact, it's the episode when I finally declare the actual name of the podcast, the intention for the episodes, and a rough...
info_outlineIn this episode, I want to let it out.
Look, it's a teensy bit chaotic and explosive at times. I can explain why I do this:
1. I'm a vocal show off lol. I like a chance to engage with the variance...
2. It's also to illustrate how seamless I could weave through those different volumes and paces
3. Nothing else to say, I'm just recognizing that bullet point lists look better in 3's
This episode is my processing buffer along the yellow brick road of YO AHORA. In fact, it's the episode when I finally declare the actual name of the podcast, the intention for the episodes, and a rough timeline for its existence in my life. Quite literally making this up as I go, this project has so far been an outlet for me to be exactly who I am: including in its own conception + execution.
A lot of freestyle, plenty of intuition, vulnerability, willingness, self-amusement, curiosity, etc, etc, etc.
This episode is definitely a good pulse check for gate keeping, because I feel like its probably my sharper ends of self on display. Some personas I typically keep between me and my irl communities, where I can gauge social feedback and unfolding optics.
At this point, I've visualized the YO AHORA of it all like this:
- Episode 1 is a pure freestyle yap with one point of inspo
- Episode 2 was exploring a practical self-reflection too (NYE/EOY thoughts)
- Episode 3 is getting into the practical of Vipassana (+ a lot of lore from my 20s)
- Episode 4 *this one* is an intermission for the podcast to reflect on "itself"
Anyway, you get it.
Moving forward, the following episodes are exploring my years working with the "pickup artists", and then my experience working with Ayahuasca in Peru, and then probably pivot to more advice-based reflections throughout the weeks going into Spring.
I personally associate springtime with a time when love is in the air
So it will be a great time to bring the sprinkle of long-format social dynamics nerd rants into the pod.
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