How Sick Children Healed a Doctor’s Soul With Dr. Robert Macauley
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Release Date: 11/03/2025
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info_outlineIn this profound episode of Broken Beautiful Me, Kelly sits down with Dr. Robert Macauley — one of only a few hundred physicians in the United States to specialize in pediatric palliative care.
Robert’s memoir, Because I Knew You: How Some Remarkable Sick Kids Healed a Doctor’s Soul, is the first book to share the stories of children receiving palliative care — showing that this field is far more about how you live than how you die. Through the courage of these children and their parents, Robert found healing for deep wounds from his own past — and a new understanding of love, faith, and grace in the face of suffering.
As both a physician and an Episcopal priest, Robert explores how a loving God could allow children to suffer — and what these young lives teach us about compassion, connection, and what truly matters.
Together, Kelly and Robert talk about:
• 🩵 The powerful lessons sick children taught him about living fully
• 💭 The spiritual questions that shaped his journey as both doctor and priest
• 🕊 How grief, faith, and storytelling intertwine to heal the soul
• ❤️ Why remembering is one of the most sacred acts of love
• 📖 The message behind his memoir: that meaning can be found even in loss
If you’ve ever wrestled with grief, faith, or finding hope in hardship, this conversation will stay with you long after it ends.
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📘 Order Dr. Robert Macauley’s Book:
➡️ Because I Knew You: How Some Remarkable Sick Kids Healed a Doctor’s Soul
(Also available through local bookstores, Amazon, and Powell’s)
🌐 Connect with Dr. Robert Macauley:
Website: https://becauseiknewyou.com
Instagram: @DrBobMacauley
Facebook: DrBobMacauley
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