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The Retreat That Helped Me Stop Carrying My Past Like a Weight

Boss Bitch Radio w/IFBB Pro, Diane Flores

Release Date: 01/21/2026

Post-Show Blues in Bodybuilding: Symptoms, Causes, and What to Do

Boss Bitch Radio w/IFBB Pro, Diane Flores

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The Retreat That Helped Me Stop Carrying My Past Like a Weight

Boss Bitch Radio w/IFBB Pro, Diane Flores

Ever wondered what actually happens at a healing retreat? In this episode of Boss Bitch Radio, I’m sharing my real, unfiltered experience attending a small, intimate women’s healing retreat - the kind that isn’t rushed, isn’t performative, and goes way deeper than journaling and yoga poses. I talk about why I chose a retreat focused on healing the heart, what it felt like being in such a small group (only five women), and why that intimacy completely changed the experience for me. We get into nervous system regulation, breathwork, silence, somatic healing, and what happens when you...

What No One Tells You About Real Retreats

Boss Bitch Radio w/IFBB Pro, Diane Flores

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Stuck Isn’t Real: How to Move Through Fear, Guilt & ‘Imposter Syndrome’

Boss Bitch Radio w/IFBB Pro, Diane Flores

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How to Build Inner Strength

Boss Bitch Radio w/IFBB Pro, Diane Flores

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Main Character Energy (Part 2): Stop Abandoning Yourself & Become the Woman Who Shows Up

Boss Bitch Radio w/IFBB Pro, Diane Flores

Welcome back to Boss Bitch Radio 💋 This episode is Part 2 of the Main Character Energy series, and honestly… it gets juicier! If you’ve ever caught yourself saying “I can’t stay consistent,” “I do great until I get stressed,” or “every new year I fall back into the same patterns,” this episode is absolutely for you. In this conversation, I’m breaking down what really happens when you abandon yourself and why piling on new habits, new plans, and new goals never works if your identity hasn’t shifted first. We’re talking about main character energy as a mindset, not an...

Main Character Energy: The Identity Shift That Makes Weight Loss Effortless

Boss Bitch Radio w/IFBB Pro, Diane Flores

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Done With Diet Culture: The Identity Shift That Ends “Start Over Monday”

Boss Bitch Radio w/IFBB Pro, Diane Flores

If your January plan sounds like punishment, restriction, or “I just need to get back on track,” this episode is for you. In this episode of Boss Bitch Radio, we’re talking about an identity hangover - the space where your old diet culture identity doesn’t fit anymore, but your brain keeps trying to live there anyway! This conversation is for the woman who misses feeling confident in her body but refuses to go back to obsession to get it. We’re unpacking why living like your life is one long diet cut stops working, why rest can feel like failure, and why chasing another plan,...

Holiday Boundaries: Stop Performing This Christmas

Boss Bitch Radio w/IFBB Pro, Diane Flores

Christmas Eve isn’t always cozy lights and perfect vibes. Sometimes it’s pressure, family triggers, body comments, food guilt, grief, loneliness, and feeling like you have to perform and call it love. In this Christmas Eve truth talk, I’m speaking directly to you. No fluff. No toxic positivity. Just real talk about boundaries, protecting your energy, and reminding you that you do not have to earn rest or shrink yourself to keep other people comfortable! If you’re feeling overwhelmed, triggered, lonely, numb, or just “off” this holiday season, you’re not broken. You’re human....

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Ever wondered what actually happens at a healing retreat?

In this episode of Boss Bitch Radio, I’m sharing my real, unfiltered experience attending a small, intimate women’s healing retreat - the kind that isn’t rushed, isn’t performative, and goes way deeper than journaling and yoga poses.

I talk about why I chose a retreat focused on healing the heart, what it felt like being in such a small group (only five women), and why that intimacy completely changed the experience for me. We get into nervous system regulation, breathwork, silence, somatic healing, and what happens when you finally give yourself the space to slow down and actually feel.

And yes - this experience directly inspired me to create my own small, intimate retreat for women, so if you’ve been DMing me asking to be on the list, make sure you’re on the newsletter 👀 Spots will be limited!

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Key Takeaways:

00:27 Welcome to Boss Bitch Radio

01:51 Why I went on this retreat + what I was looking for

02:39 When the healing really started

11:38 Day two hit different (deep emotions + breakthroughs)

22:24 Inner child work, future self, and big realizations

28:09 Letting go + what finally shifted

36:32 Final thoughts, lessons, and takeaways

Links Mentioned:

Listen to this episode where I sit down with Lana & Mark Royce of BlissTopia Retreats - https://bossbitchradio.libsyn.com/what-no-one-tells-you-about-real-retreats