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Evolving With Your Alter Ego featuring Ruby Marez

LaidOPEN Podcast

Release Date: 01/14/2025

Ep. 124 Guided Chakra Meditation to Clear Energy, Build Better Habits & Trust Yourself show art Ep. 124 Guided Chakra Meditation to Clear Energy, Build Better Habits & Trust Yourself

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In this month's Chakra Clear Out, I invite you to explore the relationship between structure, habits, and self-trust. We often think of structure as something external—our schedules, routines, work, or commitments—but our internal structures shape our lives just as profoundly. In this guided meditation, I'll lead you through each of the seven chakras, helping you release inherited beliefs, outdated patterns, and energetic habits that no longer support who you're becoming. As we move through each energy center, you'll reconnect with your own energy, strengthen your intuition, and reflect on...

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Ep. 123 Guided Meditation for Beginners: Managing Anxiety, Overthinking & Gaining Perspective show art Ep. 123 Guided Meditation for Beginners: Managing Anxiety, Overthinking & Gaining Perspective

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If you’re new to meditation, or finding yourself caught in cycles of anxiety, stress, or overthinking, this guided practice offers a place to begin. In this Chakra Clear Out from my Anarchist Medicine series, I guide a simple meditation designed to help you create internal space, ground in your body, and reconnect with perspective. Rather than trying to stop thoughts or force calm, this practice explores neutrality—the ability to observe what is happening inside you without immediately reacting to it. Together, we work with grounding, visualization, and attention practices that support...

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Ep. 122 What Is Meditation? How to Start a Meditation Practice (Even If You’ve Never Meditated) show art Ep. 122 What Is Meditation? How to Start a Meditation Practice (Even If You’ve Never Meditated)

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What is meditation and how do you start? Charna shares a gentle, beginner friendly introduction to meditation, mindfulness, and practice. Have you ever wondered what meditation actually is... and whether you're doing it "right"? In this special introductory episode, I'm stepping away from interviews to talk directly about meditation: how I found it, why it became foundational to my healing journey, and how you can begin a meditation practice without pressure, perfection, or needing to clear your mind. Drawing from decades of experience in somatic work, mindfulness, embodiment practices, and my...

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Ep. 121 Cut Energetic Cords & Reclaim Your Power | Guided Chakra Clearing Meditation show art Ep. 121 Cut Energetic Cords & Reclaim Your Power | Guided Chakra Clearing Meditation

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Are you carrying energy that doesn’t belong to you? This guided chakra clearing and cord cutting meditation is designed to help you release energetic attachments, reclaim your energy, and clear emotional residue from past relationships, family systems, creative partnerships, religious conditioning, and other draining connections. In this meditation, you’ll learn how to: • Call your energy back to yourself • Release energetic cords and attachments • Clear emotional and psychic overwhelm • Strengthen energetic boundaries • Ground your nervous system • Restore clarity, intuition,...

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Ep. 120 Ancient Wisdom for Modern Bodies: Josh Schrei of The Emerald show art Ep. 120 Ancient Wisdom for Modern Bodies: Josh Schrei of The Emerald

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What if your trauma isn't something to extract, but something that has shaped you the way weather shapes an ancient tree? In this episode I sit down with Josh Schrei, creator and host of the beloved Emerald Podcast, for one of the most expansive and nourishing conversations I've had on this show. Josh brings the wisdom of animist and mythic traditions to the very modern problem of living in a fractured, overstimulated world, and what emerges is a roadmap for healing that goes far beyond talk therapy. We explore why ritual is actually trauma work, how the cycles of nature are mirrored inside...

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Ep. 119 The Pattern You Can’t Break Might Be Part Of Your Soul Contract with Gellyahnah show art Ep. 119 The Pattern You Can’t Break Might Be Part Of Your Soul Contract with Gellyahnah

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Ever feel stuck in the same patterns no matter what you try? You might be living out a soul contract. In this episode of LaidOPEN Podcast, Charna sits down with Gellyahnah, a channel for divine wisdom and spiritual guidance, to uncover how your karmic and spiritual blueprint might be shaping your life, and how to break free. What you’ll discover in this episode: The difference between soul and spirit What a soul contract really is How your birth name rules impact your path The origins of sound frequency and energy healing How karmic patterns show up in your body and relationships Tools for...

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Ep. 118 Everybody’s A Little Bit Psychic: Developing Psi Ability Using Social RV App with Chase McCarty show art Ep. 118 Everybody’s A Little Bit Psychic: Developing Psi Ability Using Social RV App with Chase McCarty

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If you've ever wondered if anyone can really develop their psychic abilities? This episode is for you. I sit down with Chase McCarty, the creator of Social RV, an app that gamifies remote viewing, intuition, and all the weird little psychic skills you didn’t think you could train. We talk about psi abilities like remote viewing and intuitive perception. Chase shares how he went from a skeptic to someone who built a digital space to help people train their intuition and perceptual capacities in a structured, measurable, and safe way. We talk about what psi really means, not as...

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Ep 117 Spiritual Resilience for Uncertain Times featuring Gabrielle Felder show art Ep 117 Spiritual Resilience for Uncertain Times featuring Gabrielle Felder

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In this episode of LaidOPEN, I’m joined by Gabrielle Felder, author of . We talk about returning to spiritual lineage, writing about Ifá as a living oral tradition, and what it meant for Gabrielle to publish this work after being raised Baptist. She shares how being on ancestral land in the American South changed her relationship to history and belonging. We explore Oshun and Obatala, gender expansiveness in Yoruba cosmology, burnout and joyful militancy, and how to remain spiritually grounded in times of cultural instability. LaidOPEN offers intimate conversations at the intersection of...

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Ep. 116 Mayan Astrology, Cacao, and the Relief of Finally Understanding Yourself with Christine Olivia Hernandez show art Ep. 116 Mayan Astrology, Cacao, and the Relief of Finally Understanding Yourself with Christine Olivia Hernandez

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In this episode of LaidOPEN Podcast, I sit down with Mayan astrologer, cacao ceremonialist, and author Christine Olivia Hernandez to talk about ritual, gratitude, discernment, and how to live in alignment with your natural rhythm. Christine shares how Mayan astrology and the Sacred Calendar can help you understand who you are and how your energy is meant to move, rather than forcing yourself into systems that lead to burnout and self doubt. We explore gratitude as an embodied, devotional practice, not a bypass, and how daily ritual can support nervous system regulation during uncertain times....

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Ep. 115 The Alchemy of Collapse and Using It as a Gateway to Awakening with Taylor Perkins show art Ep. 115 The Alchemy of Collapse and Using It as a Gateway to Awakening with Taylor Perkins

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In this episode of the LaidOPEN Podcast, host Charna Cassell sits down with content creator Taylor Perkins, better known on social media as Cult Daddy, for a deep conversation about spirituality, embodiment, trauma, and reclaiming personal truth after high control religion. Taylor shares his journey growing up Mormon, achieving financial success, losing everything, and experiencing a profound spiritual awakening that reshaped how he understands consciousness, meaning, and self expression. Together they explore psychedelics as one possible tool for unlearning indoctrination while emphasizing...

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This week I want to acknowledge the wildfires that have ravaged Los Angeles, which also happens to be home to this week’s guest, actress, drag king and comedian, Ruby Marez.

Ruby shares her incredible journey of using humor and play to heal trauma. She opens up about her clowning and drag king persona Ramón. We talk about how embodying this alter ego has transformed her life and inspired a stage show built to entertain and educate. She also opens up about the ways she uses this alter ego to address trauma, self-judgment, and emotional healing in her personal life as well. 

Ruby also discusses nervous system regulation techniques and offers supportive advice for those feeling stressed or dysregulated, especially about the wildfires. The episode also touches on Ruby's community initiatives and workshops aimed at educating people on wellness and housing rights.

Ruby also introduces practical exercises for nervous system regulation—perfect for anyone feeling the weight of the world right now. Tune in for an episode that's as enlightening as it is entertaining. 

Show Notes

00:00 Introduction and Guest Background

01:05 Trigger Warnings and Coping Strategies

02:37 Interview with Ruby Marez Begins

02:59 Experiencing the Fires in Los Angeles

05:09 Navigating Trauma and Nervous System Regulation

07:01 Personal Stories of Displacement and Resilience

16:27 Creating Art from Adversity

18:42 Developing the Ramón Character

19:23 Spiritual Cheerleading 101

25:50 Therapeutic Insights and Audience Engagement

28:47 Embracing Emotions: The Key to Joy and Peace

29:00 Connecting with Diverse Audiences

29:30 The Universal Need for Emotional Education

30:34 College Students and Emotional Awareness

31:53 The Power of Performance and Presence

32:23 Overcoming Stage Anxiety

32:55 The Role of Somatic Practices in Healing

34:24 Acting and Auditioning: A Journey of Self-Acceptance

35:13 Understanding Rejection in the Acting World

36:06 The Importance of Self-Compassion

38:43 Creating a Supportive Inner Voice

41:14 The Therapeutic Power of Alter Egos

47:58 Practical Exercises for Self-Kindness

53:02 Conclusion and Final Thoughts