#65: The Inner Game of Leadership: 7 Phases to Upgrade Your Internal OS
Release Date: 12/05/2025
#65: The Inner Game of Leadership: 7 Phases to Upgrade Your Internal OS
Beyond Success
Most people who listen to this show don’t think of themselves as “high achievers.” They think of themselves as people who should be further ahead by now. They’ve lived with low-grade panic for so long, they don’t notice it anymore. But that pressure isn’t proof that you’re failing. It’s a signal: your Internal Operating System is overdue for an upgrade. In today’s episode, I break down the 7 Phase Inner Leadership Blueprint. It shows you why your old patterns bleed into every part of your life… how your current operating system was formed long before you took on real...
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#64: The Paradox of True Growth: Why Self-Acceptance Changes Everything
Beyond Success
Most people try to grow by adding more tactics. New habits. New hacks. New systems. But if you’re like many professionals, you’ve already done all that. You’ve pushed. You’ve optimized. You’ve carried the weight. But at a certain point in your career, all that effort stops working. Not because you’ve failed — but because growth at the higher levels isn’t tactical anymore. It’s emotional. When you’re at war with yourself, no system can save you. Every “should” becomes another shackle. Every push tightens the knot you’re trying to loosen. And that inner...
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#63: Why Success Can't Heal Emotional Wounds (& What Actually Does)
Beyond Success
Some children grow up in war zones, sleeping in shelters, surrounded by danger. Others grow up in mansions with trust funds. Yet the research is clear: The first group often becomes more grounded, courageous, and emotionally stable… while the second group can grow into anxious, brittle adults who look successful but feel empty inside. The difference isn’t money. It’s presence. A loving, attuned caregiver gives a child the kind of presence their brain depends on — warm eyes, soothing tone, patient listening, and consistent comfort. And when that emotional presence is missing, the impact...
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#62: Why Evil Seems To Win (And What To Do About It)
Beyond Success
It’s easy to look at some of the biggest villains in history (both real and fictional) and assume that they were evil incarnate. It’s easy because it frees you from the burden that you could become just like them. But pure evil doesn’t exist. In fact, so much of the evil you see in the world is just pain that’s been unexamined and unhealed, and then unleashed on others. That’s why history is riddled with the oppressed overcoming the oppressors and then doing the exact things the oppressors did to them to others. This doesn’t only happen in politics or wars. It happens...
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#61: Why Sexual Freedom Isn't Immorality — It’s Integrity
Beyond Success
Most people say they support sexual freedom. But when a woman—or man—actually lives it… they turn on them. Judgment. Outrage. Moral panic. So here’s the real question: “Can you be sexually free and morally good?” And if you can, why does it trigger so much shame in others? In this episode, I trace the ancient roots of sexual repression—from the kings and empires that hoarded mating opportunities, to the purity codes that disguised control as virtue. We’ll explore how sexual shame became moralized, why it still lingers even in our “modern” world, and what it means to live...
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#60: The Truth About Connection: Why Success Feels Empty Without It
Beyond Success
Ambitious people fall into a trap: You’ve learned from a young age that achievement means love, and so, you chase achievement and other external markers of success only to realize the gnawing void is still there. Most think their childhood patterns will get dissolved by father time. But the truth is, these patterns adapt to your knowledge, and become masters of disguising themselves.Take, for example, the seductive idea of independence. For ambitious men, independence is really isolation in disguise, which leads to deep loneliness (even if you have an attractive wife, thousands of...
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#59: Why Being Yourself Feels Unsafe (But Why It's Necessary for Happiness)
Beyond Success
Most people spend their lives performing. Pretending to be who they think they should be — polished, composed, and never too much. But underneath, they feel like frauds. Because the parts of themselves they’ve hidden — the anger, the neediness, the shame — are still alive, whispering, “If they really knew you, they’d leave.” That’s why being yourself feels unsafe. Every instinct screams that honesty will cost you love, success, and belonging. So you hide behind competence, humor, or charm. You keep the mask on. And maybe it even works — for a while. But here’s the problem:...
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#58: Why Manipulation Always Backfires (& Authenticity Wins In The End)
Beyond Success
There is a seductive and destructive lie many people fall into: Learn the best tricks and gimmicks and you can have complete control over your relationships - romantic and business. It’s so seductive because it promises control and success, but it’s even more destructive because it delivers fear instead of control and breeds insecurity instead of success. Worst part? These tricks and tactics work in the short-term, but they come with a mighty hidden cost: You slowly erode your self-confidence and self-respect - two necessary ingredients for happiness and fulfillment. But...
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#57: How Deep-Rooted Sexual Shame Cripples Connection & Creates Conflict
Beyond Success
In pickup artist culture, men see women’s natural defenses as tests and shields. Pass these “shit tests” and break through her “bitch shields,” and you win her love and affection. But women aren’t sitting around scheming elaborate tests or plotting shields. They're responding to lived experiences, not imagined battle plans. That’s why these pickup artist tricks, while they can work in the short-term, never result in lasting love and connection. They’re based on lies, drenched in sexual shame, and actively work against your goals of lasting connection. The...
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#56: The Moral Case for Ethical Seduction & Why It’s Necessary for Connection
Beyond Success
There are two strategies men deploy when they’re dating, but insecure. Either they try the “Nice Guy” approach or its opposite, the pickup artist approach. But even though these strategies are polar opposites, they suffer the same moral flaw of concealment. Whenever you put on a mask over yourself, you sever the possibility of authentic connection. The solution? Ethical seduction based on radical transparency. This way sounds harder because it is: It requires you to be honest with yourself and the person you’re attracting. It’s also scarier because you face the real risk...
info_outlineMost people who listen to this show don’t think of themselves as “high achievers.”
They think of themselves as people who should be further ahead by now.
They’ve lived with low-grade panic for so long, they don’t notice it anymore.
But that pressure isn’t proof that you’re failing.
It’s a signal: your Internal Operating System is overdue for an upgrade.
In today’s episode, I break down the 7 Phase Inner Leadership Blueprint.
It shows you why your old patterns bleed into every part of your life…
how your current operating system was formed long before you took on real responsibility…
and how to build a new internal system that supports the life you’re actually living now.
This is where the true magic of growth happens.
Your goals stop fighting your identity.
Your relationships stop draining your energy.
Your work stops feeling like survival.
Life starts moving in one direction instead of pulling you apart.
If you’ve felt restless, pressured, or stuck in a loop of “shoulds,” this is the episode you’ve been needing.
Listen now.
Show Highlights Include:
- Why success gives you pressure instead of peace (0:31)
- What to do in the exact moment when you realize that achievement doesn’t translate into fulfillment (doing this ASAP will help you avoid the dreaded mid-life crisis) (2:06)
- How to upgrade your “Internal Operating System” and become a better leader, a more fulfilled person, and a more connected lover (3:31)
- The insidious “hidden success standard” that cripples your fulfillment, your creativity, and prevents you from relaxing - even as you get promoted, earn a raise, or hit an important business milestone (5:17)
- 6 ways stress-led leadership patterns manifest in real-life behaviors that frustrate your team (and how diagnosing your stress pattern frees you from their control over you) (7:09)
- The ONLY elite skill that separates peak leaders from mediocre micromanagers (12:59)
- How to make your goals, patterns, and identities stop warring with each other and start reinforcing one another instead (14:34)
- The 7 Phase Inner Leadership Blueprint explained, so you can upgrade your “internal operating system” and finally experience life in true, glorious alignment (17:07)
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