And No Birds Sing
My Life in Show Business
John Allen returns to the struggle of saying yes to what is and losing yet again, this time to love. This is not a story about a breakup. It is an elegy for an open wound. traced through memory, music, obsession and the body itself. The heart break is never ending. The stakes are very high. This is the grail wound-a land laid waste where no birds sing- and the only thing that heals it is attention.. There is no advice here .No lesson, No moral. No finger wagging bullshit. There is only witness.
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SIT DOWN SON. FUCK OFF, DAD-A LOVE STORY
My Life in Show Business
John Allen brings his son in as backup in his ongoing argument with what is. My son and I discuss the only relevant questions that really count. How do I get more girls and not get cancelled? Is there an age where it’s just too creepy to keep hitting on the babes? Are all men misogynist? My answer to that one really pissed off my girlfriend now my ex-girlfriend. So totally worth it. I thought the bit about Jesus looking like a twink would’ve been the one, but she didn’t get that far. Other vital questions covered: Are there any topics a twenty-something adult is allowed to talk about in...
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Suffering Is Not a Glitch- Part One
My Life in Show Business
John Allen is back to face what is.
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Because I Do Not Hope to Turn Again
My Life in Show Business
John Allen makes a deal with "what is". Once again 'what is" pulls the football away.
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The Dogs Bark and the Caravan Moves On
My Life in Show Business
John Allen loses yet again to what is. This time he doesn't even make it to the end of the round.
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Moooooooomy
My Life in Show Business
John Allen losing to what is..
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Not Dead Yet Part 2
My Life in Show Business
John Allen survives yet another battle with "what is".
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Let Your Indulgence Set me Free
My Life in Show Business
Prospero and what is.
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The Hollow Men
My Life in Show Business
John Allen and what is.
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Snitch Culture
My Life in Show Business
John Allen and what is.
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Tie goes to the runner.
1:45 Hassle
2:23 We gots no balls... no offence to eunuchs
3:20 Eclectic guy
3:45 Rioting is kind of a gas
4:20 Putting porn in all the titles.
4:50 lesbian porn
5:24 I've gotten awful Zen. I hit a three wood off the carpet.
6:30 Elephant in the room
9:23 Empathy is an act of imagination
10:30 The don't know place
11:45 Wooo hoo the call...wake the fuck up
12:40 Man that's work
14:00 Go to the worst place right away
17:30 If I did that today they would take me out to the ditch and shoot me like a dog
19:00 If you reward people for greed. Big surprise when they act greedy.
21:00 Not a war...not when you can get take out
22:30 How can I go dancing?
23:15 Boring myself here...who the fuck cares what I eat...fuck off...I hate this guy
24:00 How do we deal with racism? Look inside. There is a place inside you that despises you.
26:15 Shut the fuck up man...I was just thinking that...
27:02 I was addicted to a woman and I guess I always have been.
28:45 Why is this guy laughing?
29:50 Let's start with being battered.
32:30 Terrible job. Keeping the status quo static.
32:45 Bad singing