And No Birds Sing
My Life in Show Business
John Allen returns to the struggle of saying yes to what is and losing yet again, this time to love. This is not a story about a breakup. It is an elegy for an open wound. traced through memory, music, obsession and the body itself. The heart break is never ending. The stakes are very high. This is the grail wound-a land laid waste where no birds sing- and the only thing that heals it is attention.. There is no advice here .No lesson, No moral. No finger wagging bullshit. There is only witness.
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SIT DOWN SON. FUCK OFF, DAD-A LOVE STORY
My Life in Show Business
John Allen brings his son in as backup in his ongoing argument with what is. My son and I discuss the only relevant questions that really count. How do I get more girls and not get cancelled? Is there an age where it’s just too creepy to keep hitting on the babes? Are all men misogynist? My answer to that one really pissed off my girlfriend now my ex-girlfriend. So totally worth it. I thought the bit about Jesus looking like a twink would’ve been the one, but she didn’t get that far. Other vital questions covered: Are there any topics a twenty-something adult is allowed to talk about in...
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Suffering Is Not a Glitch- Part One
My Life in Show Business
John Allen is back to face what is.
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Because I Do Not Hope to Turn Again
My Life in Show Business
John Allen makes a deal with "what is". Once again 'what is" pulls the football away.
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The Dogs Bark and the Caravan Moves On
My Life in Show Business
John Allen loses yet again to what is. This time he doesn't even make it to the end of the round.
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Moooooooomy
My Life in Show Business
John Allen losing to what is..
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Not Dead Yet Part 2
My Life in Show Business
John Allen survives yet another battle with "what is".
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Let Your Indulgence Set me Free
My Life in Show Business
Prospero and what is.
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The Hollow Men
My Life in Show Business
John Allen and what is.
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Snitch Culture
My Life in Show Business
John Allen and what is.
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Dare to be pretentious
Ash Wednesday.
6:10 Falling out with the therapist
6:30 Always willing to give it a shot.
8:00 Sin in original Aramaic means to miss the point.
10:00 Lots of cool shit is going on when you pay attention
12:45 I was going to talk about loving
13:30 It's so...That made me laugh. For real...good joke
15:25 Glory holes
15:45 I do crack myself up
16:00 Giving Irving a blast...
16:47 Gapped out.. What did I say? I am back now..oh exposure therapy...or denial...
19:50 I laughed at the mean dog joke. I did laugh listening to it again...
23:40 So two narcissists walk into a bar...
33 old guy sport joke...decided to leave it in..even though it makes me sound line an old guy...