And No Birds Sing
My Life in Show Business
John Allen returns to the struggle of saying yes to what is and losing yet again, this time to love. This is not a story about a breakup. It is an elegy for an open wound. traced through memory, music, obsession and the body itself. The heart break is never ending. The stakes are very high. This is the grail wound-a land laid waste where no birds sing- and the only thing that heals it is attention.. There is no advice here .No lesson, No moral. No finger wagging bullshit. There is only witness.
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SIT DOWN SON. FUCK OFF, DAD-A LOVE STORY
My Life in Show Business
John Allen brings his son in as backup in his ongoing argument with what is. My son and I discuss the only relevant questions that really count. How do I get more girls and not get cancelled? Is there an age where it’s just too creepy to keep hitting on the babes? Are all men misogynist? My answer to that one really pissed off my girlfriend now my ex-girlfriend. So totally worth it. I thought the bit about Jesus looking like a twink would’ve been the one, but she didn’t get that far. Other vital questions covered: Are there any topics a twenty-something adult is allowed to talk about in...
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Suffering Is Not a Glitch- Part One
My Life in Show Business
John Allen is back to face what is.
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Because I Do Not Hope to Turn Again
My Life in Show Business
John Allen makes a deal with "what is". Once again 'what is" pulls the football away.
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The Dogs Bark and the Caravan Moves On
My Life in Show Business
John Allen loses yet again to what is. This time he doesn't even make it to the end of the round.
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Moooooooomy
My Life in Show Business
John Allen losing to what is..
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Not Dead Yet Part 2
My Life in Show Business
John Allen survives yet another battle with "what is".
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Let Your Indulgence Set me Free
My Life in Show Business
Prospero and what is.
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The Hollow Men
My Life in Show Business
John Allen and what is.
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Snitch Culture
My Life in Show Business
John Allen and what is.
info_outlineJohn Allen takes on what is. Its a draw. Nah. What is always wins.
And of course Amateur Lesbian Porn.
0:50 https://www.amazon.com/Self-Illusion-Social-Creates-Identity/dp/0199988781
2:17 Requiem for the Pandemic
05:58 Amateur Lesbian Porn Revisited
6:50 If ya gotta rub one out for sleep I get it.
8:30 I'm going to be living in a maytag box
9:10 I am not who I think I am. I am not who you think I am. I am who I think you think I am.
10:30 The looking glass self
11:30 The past is created from here
12:45 Breaking News: We are all going to die. We are always in the present.
13:30 It seems so fucking obvious.
13:45 After a certain age you got no fucking excuse.
15:15 We are going to defund the police force. Bad marketing idea.
15:45 Mr and Mrs. Anywhere: What the fuck? You want to get rid of the police force?
16:25 Have any of you met anybody who is a really bad guy?
17:30 Freaking out about saying "you know" while I talk about my Dad going to jail.
18:30 I don't want your blood money. Just let me get in my Jaguar.
19:40 The Fugue. Do the fugue.
20:00 Most people want to talk about how to feel better. I want to talk about getting in their pants.Bummer.
20:45 Repeating myself. Triggered memory of old girl friend hating me for repeating myself. That's three times you told me that.
23:30 Shocked out of your thoughts. Shocked out of your yourself.
24:40 Am I having a heart attack?
24:50 How would I do these notes?
24:30 I'll show you. I'll give it to you for free. Fuck you Return on Investment culture.
26:00 Defence Mechanism Alert: I was a good parent because I didn't want kids.
27:30 You know what I mean Jelly bean.
28:04 Investigations. Yoga. Ex girlfriends.
29:00 If you feel bad about the protest.
29:10 I am Cassandra. I dont look good in a dress.
29:00 Best sex Apollo ever had.
31:00 Awful confession. Among many.
31:30 Hard time on the blower.
32:00 The thing that you see in the protests you can see in yourself.
33:00 Democracy is the worst form of government, except for all the others. Churchill.
36:00 Nice sweet story about a stoned cold killer.
37:30 Should I tell that story? The Mr. Peanut story. No. But then I did. Figures.
38:45 A red neck tie
39:30 Memory...a compost heap of a poetic image.
43:00 Memory are episodes and are constructed from here.
44:50 John says hi.