194: Doing All the Things Is Killing Your Tree of Life
Release Date: 11/20/2025
220: I Don't Know What I Want — And Why That's Not the Whole Truth
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If someone asked you right now what you want — not what's for dinner, not what everyone else needs — could you answer? For a lot of women, the honest answer is no. Not because you don't have wants, needs, and desires. Because somewhere along the way you learned that having them was inconvenient, and you got so good at editing yourself that you stopped noticing you were doing it. In this episode, we slow down and get honest about the difference between a need, a want, and a desire — three words we use interchangeably and mean completely differently. We talk about how chronic...
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219: I Will Be More Me When
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In February 2019 I introduced myself to the internet with this: I don't want to post my highlight reel. I'd rather journey through life sharing life as it is. Comparison is the thief of joy. And then I wrote the first line of the first real post: I acted many years without a why of my own. And I was not my own. This episode is about why women lose themselves — what the research actually says, why we abandon ourselves and call it love, and what the conversation with yourself actually needs to sound like when you decide to start telling the truth. We talk about the I will be more me when list...
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218: Someone Worth Coming Back To
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Only 23% of adult children say they know their parent extremely well — not as a parent, but as a person. This episode is about closing that gap. We talk about what actually belongs inside your circle of control — and what you have been reaching for that was never yours to manage. The shift from authority to witness. Why our kids aren't afraid of failure because we told them it was bad — but because we never showed them what it looks like to fail and still be okay. And what the small ordinary moments actually build over time. Also: 80% of conflict has no resolution. The goal was never...
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217: The Weird in Me Sees the Weird in You
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I didn't want to be there. I said it out loud to a woman I barely knew at a children's museum — overstimulated, exhausted, maybe just used to no one listening. She said me too. That friendship has lasted twenty years. That's what this episode is about. This week we talk about the loneliness nobody names — the kind that lives inside a full life — and why so many of us are performing fine in the presence of women who are holding the exact same thing. We talk about the should's that keep us quiet, why adult friendship is harder than it used to be, and what becomes possible when...
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216: The House that Built Your Silence
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I kept putting off a financial decision recently — not because I didn't have thoughts, but because a voice older than the decision told me I wasn't the one who gets to know things. That's not a money story. That's a family of origin story. This week we go back to the beginning. The house where our silence was built. Where we learned which version of ourselves got the warmest response — and took that lesson into every room we've been in since. We talk about the grief nobody names out loud, how to decide whether the conversation needs to happen, and what healing looks like when the other...
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215: Finding Your Voice in Partnership: Ten Thousand Small Conversations
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Nobody decides to stop being honest with their partner. It happens in increments — one small reasonable decision at a time — until the thing you were waiting to say becomes the thing you've decided not to say. This week we're talking about what builds up in the silence between two people, why resentment is almost always pointing at something unsaid, and the one question that changed everything in my own marriage: is this feeling coming from this situation — or from somewhere else entirely? Also in this episode: the important difference between a relationship that is hard and one that...
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214: Finding Your Voice For the First Time: Clumsy Is Not Failure
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Your voice is going to come out wrong the first time. Too loud, too soft, or completely sideways. That's not a sign to stop — that's the FFT. This week we get practical. We talk about what it actually looks like when you start using a voice you haven't fully used in years, why clumsy doesn't mean failure, and how to start building the muscle with something genuinely small. I also share what happened five weeks into my separation when my voice came out at a family dinner in the worst possible way — and what showed up in my phone within minutes. Find your practice space. Start there.
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213: The Fear Is Real. And It's Lying To You
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You can understand exactly why you go quiet and still go quiet anyway. Insight isn't the same as change. What keeps the silence in place isn't confusion — it's fear. Specific, legitimate, deeply grooved fear. This week we name it directly. What you're actually afraid of underneath the practical reasons. Why that fear is historically accurate — and why it's still lying to you about what's on the other side. Plus the story of what happened when I said the thing at 23 and the institution failed me anyway — and why I still don't regret saying it. Your voice doesn't always change the room...
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212: Who Taught You To Be Quiet?
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In this episode, I explore something that sits underneath so much of our lives — our voice. Not the one we speak with, but the one that knows what we think, what we need, and what we will and won’t accept. I talk about how many of us didn’t lose that voice by accident — we were trained to silence it. We learned to edit ourselves, to keep the peace, to stay small. Today I start unpacking where that training came from and what it has cost us. This episode is an invitation to begin noticing it — without judgment — and to prepare for the work of finding that voice again.
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211: The Bridge Doesn't Wait
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I lost my best friend from high school this January. The bridge between us was always there — until it wasn't. That's what this episode is about. The conversations you've been meaning to have. The person you've been meaning to show up as. The things you've been meaning to say. Not someday. Now. Your practice this week: catch yourself once in the act of not saying the thing. Write it down. That's it. That's where we begin.
info_outlineI'm kicking off a new series about letting go to uncover who we really are, inspired by John Acuff's Greatest Year Ever course. Just like the trees in fall draw their energy inward and release what no longer serves them, we need to learn to bring our energy back inside and use it with wisdom—not to meet everyone else's needs, but to sustain a healthy life. I've been questioning how our generation fell into the trap of doing all the things for all the people, treating ourselves like machines instead of humans who need rest and restoration. This week, I'm asking you to simply notice what needs to fall away in your life—the commitments, expectations, and beliefs about who you should be that no longer serve the woman you're becoming.
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