480-When Lust No Longer Rules Your Mind: Patrick's Freedom Story

When Lust No Longer Rules Your Mind: Patrick's Freedom Story

It’s a quiet kind of bravery that often goes unseen. The kind that walks through the door not to applause, but to shame—and chooses humility instead of hiding. 

That’s the kind of courage Patrick brought into this conversation. And today, I want to honor that bravery and invite you into a story that too few are willing to tell, but so many need to hear.

How Addiction and Lust Took Root in Patrick’s Life

This is not just a testimony—it’s a mirror for so many men. Maybe even you.

Patrick didn’t set out to become enslaved. No one does. It started with what seemed like innocent attention, where his lack of parental love likely was at the root. A college-aged ego boost. A swipe here. A message there. A few flirty words on a dating app. But what he didn’t know was that the enemy had planted seeds. And what felt like harmless validation from unmet needs, eventually spiraled into addiction, and eventually betrayal.

But God—

Yes, this is a story of rock-bottom moments. It’s a story of a man whose addiction, lust, and even prostitution came to light in the most painful and humiliating way. 

But it's also a story of a God who meets us in our darkest, filthiest, most shameful pits—and brings us into the light.

And you’ll hear how it happened for Patrick.

The Heartbreaking Wake-Up Call: What His Daughter Found

The real wake-up call came when his wife found the proof. Actually—his daughter did.

Yes. Patrick’s 6-year-old daughter accidentally discovered the messages.

Gut-wrenching. Embarrassing. Devastating. 

That moment of exposure was the very thing that broke him enough to seek healing.

Now, he calls it a “blessing”.

The devil thrives in secrecy. He whispers, "Keep this hidden.” “It’ll only hurt people if you share.” and “You can fix it yourself." 

But Jesus says, "Bring it into the light. Tell safe people. Confess. I will heal you."

Patrick did. And his life changed.

Why Hiding Hurts—and Confession Heals

But let’s rewind for a second.

Because this story didn’t begin with healing. It began with desperation.

After that discovery, Patrick didn’t know where to turn. He thought he might lose his wife. And to be honest, she had every reason to walk away.

But then, a friend—someone who had been through the program himself—spoke life. This friend had also been in the trenches and knew what it was like. 

And he offered Patrick a lifeline: “It’s not over. There is hope. You should look into Delight Your Marriage.”

Patrick took a Clarity Call. It wasn’t a sales pitch. It wasn’t about convincing him to join a program. It was a discerning process to see if we could even help. And praise God, we could.

The Hard Work of True Freedom: Identity, Humility, and Accountability

That’s when the real work began.

You’ll hear in this episode the specifics: how Patrick confronted the dual life he was living, how he wrestled with white-knuckling through sobriety, and how he came to reject the identity of "I’m just always going to be an addict." Because that’s not how God sees us.

Patrick realized something deep and transformational: When we stay tied to the identity of our past sin, we remain bound by it. But when we accept the truth that we are a new creation in Christ, the chains begin to fall off.

That doesn’t mean the road is easy. Not at all. Patrick will tell you: it was hard. It took humility. It took accountability. It took honesty. And it took work to discover what were the roots of the addiction. 

But today, Patrick is walking in freedom.

Freedom from shame. Freedom from the fear of being found out.

And his marriage? On it’s healing journey. Better than ever. 

Not because everything’s perfect, but because there is now a foundation of truth, transparency, and most importantly—Jesus.

He prays with his wife now. He prays for her. He opens the Bible daily. He’s leading his family spiritually. He’s serving his wife—not as a passive man trying to survive, but as a man who is reclaiming his God-given masculinity.

That’s the kind of freedom God offers.

Hope for Families: When Betrayal Breaks Your Heart

So if you’re a husband who’s been hiding, hoping no one finds out, let this be your wake-up call. You are not alone. And more importantly, you are not without hope.

Or maybe you're a wife who discovered your husband’s secret. Maybe your heart is shattered, and you don’t know how to put the pieces back together. Let this testimony be your whisper of hope. God is in the business of redemption. Patrick’s wife is living proof.

And if you're a pastor—or married to one—or you’re in leadership and wrestling with the same chains, please don’t think you’re exempt. You’re not. And that’s okay. This is for you, too.

Free Resources to Help You Heal: Training and Clarity Call

That’s why I want to invite you into a free training: delightym.com/healthechurch

This training is specifically for those who want to understand how deep this issue runs in our churches—and what we can do about it. Whether you’re battling lust yourself or you’re trying to help others—this is your equipping.

You can also take the next step like Patrick did and book a free Clarity Call: delightym.com/cc

There is hope. There is healing. And it doesn’t come from trying harder or hiding longer. It comes from surrendering and allowing God to rebuild you from the inside out.

Patrick’s story is not just his own. It’s a glimpse of what God can do in any marriage, any man, any home.

Let this episode remind you: when lust no longer rules, love begins to lead.

Don’t miss it.

Listen now. And please, if this touches you—share it. You never know who’s in the dark, needing to hear there’s light.

With love,

Belah

Resources:

• Free Training: Healing the Church from Sexual Sin delightym.com/healthechurch
  
  
• Free Clarity Call: Find out if one of our programs is right for you delightym.com/cc